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What happens when guilt over a behaviour becomes shame about who we are? In this episode of the Faith Shame series, we explore one of the most hidden struggles facing many believers today - the shame surrounding sexual sin, particularly lust and pornography. Using the powerful account of the woman caught in adultery in John 8:1-11, this teaching examines the difference between guilt and shame, and...

What happens when a sincere believer begins to feel they no longer belong? For many people, Faith Shame doesn't begin because they stop loving God. It begins when life takes an unexpected turn. A season of grief, disappointment, unanswered prayer, failure or loss can quietly shake our confidence and leave us questioning ourselves.  In this episode, we reflect on why some of life's greate...

We all have a story. Some parts of that story bring joy and gratitude. Other parts leave us with questions, regrets, disappointments or experiences we would rather forget. The challenge is not always what happened to us. The challenge is often the meaning we attach to what happened. In this opening episode of the Faith Shame series, we explore how shame can quietly influence the way we interpret o...

In this special short video, I share why the Faith Shame series is not just a topic I am exploring, but a journey that has become deeply personal. Over recent times, I have come to realise that many believers carry struggles they find difficult to talk about openly. Questions. Doubts. Disappointments. Regrets. Unresolved pain. Not because they lack faith, but because they fear how they might be pe...

What if the conversation we're avoiding isn't with other people, but with ourselves? Here's something to think about. Why do we sometimes find it hardest to talk about the very things that affect us most?   Sometimes the hardest truths to face are the ones we carry within ourselves.  Watch out for the new Faith Shame series, coming soon to The Word and Prayer Room Podcast. We'r...

Churches are often described as places of healing, hope and belonging. But where do people go when the struggle feels too personal, too complicated or too exposing to share? Here's some food for thought. Are our churches truly safe places for honest conversations, or have some struggles become too risky to bring into the light? Our new full series launches soon. We're Calling It Out... F...

We're excited to be launching our new study series, Faith Shame , on The Word and Prayer Room Podcast. Here's a soundbite of what's to come. The full Faith Shame series launches soon. We're Calling It Out... Faith Shame. Because healing begins where honesty becomes safe to share. Thank you for joining me in the Word & Prayer Room. If this study has encouraged you, please fo...

Series Overview: When waiting has lasted longer than expected This 7-part study invites you to explore what it means to respond when Jesus calls you to rise from places of limitation, delay and discouragement. Through honest reflection and Scripture, you'll discover how environments shape our thinking, how long seasons of waiting can affect our expectations, and why courage is often required...

The environments we live in shape us more than we often realise. They influence our thinking, affect our expectations and can determine what we come to accept as normal. In Day 1 of The Courage to Get Up , we begin at the Pool of Bethesda, where a man had spent thirty-eight years surrounded by sickness, disappointment and limitation. What began as a place of hope had become a place of waiting. A p...

At first glance, it seems like a strange question. Why would Jesus ask a man who had been unable to walk for thirty-eight years whether he wanted to get well? Yet beneath the surface lies a question that reaches far beyond physical healing. It is a question about desire, readiness and responsibility. Because sometimes we can become so familiar with our circumstances that the thought of change feel...

What do you do when God says one thing, but your circumstances seem to say the complete opposite? The man at the Pool of Bethesda had spent thirty-eight years living with a reality that appeared unchangeable. Everything around him reinforced the same message: this is how your life will always be. Yet when Jesus arrived, He spoke words that challenged everything the man had come to believe about hi...

For thirty-eight years, the mat was part of the man's identity. It represented his condition, his limitations and the life he had always known. It was more than something he lay on. It was a symbol of who he had become. Then Jesus healed him and gave an unexpected instruction: "Pick up your mat and walk." Why take the mat? Why not leave it behind? In Day 4 of The Courage to Get Up ,...

When Jesus healed the man at the Pool of Bethesda, He didn't simply tell him to walk. He gave a specific instruction: "Get up, pick up your mat and walk." The healing was God's part. Picking up the mat was the man's. In Day 5 of The Courage to Get Up , we explore the responsibility that comes after breakthrough. Too often, we pray for change, freedom and transformation, bu...

What happens after the breakthrough? After exploring the environment of Bethesda, the challenge of change, the courage to trust God's voice, the struggle of identity and the determination to stay up, we now move beyond the pool and into the power of testimony. In this sixth study of The Courage to Get Up , we discover that what God has done in your life is not just for you. The man at Bethesd...

As we come to the final day of Courage to Get Up , we discover that the story was never ultimately about the pool, the mat or even the miracle. It was about where Jesus was leading the man all along. In this concluding study, we follow the healed man beyond Bethesda and discover that the final place we find him is in the temple, in the presence of God. While others focused on rules, traditions and...

The Gideon Fleece: When You Need Direction from God Have you ever found yourself facing a decision and wondering whether you are truly hearing from God? In this opening episode of The Gideon Fleece , we begin our journey through the story of Gideon and explore the circumstances that led to one of the most well-known acts of seeking God's direction in Scripture. Before there was a fleece, ther...

Setting the Context: Why Gideon's Story Matters  Before we can understand the fleece, we need to understand the crisis that came before it. In this opening episode of The Word & Prayer Room , we set the scene for Gideon's story by exploring the spiritual, social and economic conditions facing Israel in Judges chapter 6. For seven years, the nation lived under oppression from the Midi...

The Threshing Floor: The Place Where God Brings Clarity Before Gideon laid out the fleece, he stood on a threshing floor. And before God gives direction, He often brings us to a place of separation, refining and truth. In this episode of The Gideon Fleece , we explore the powerful symbolism of the threshing floor and why it plays such a significant role in understanding the Gideon Fleece model. Th...

The Call of Gideon: From Fear to Faith What if God called you to something greater while you were still struggling with fear, doubt and insecurity? In this episode of The Gideon Fleece , we explore the powerful story of Gideon's calling in Judges 6:11–16. We discover where God found Gideon, hiding in a winepress, and what that reveals about the way fear can shape our decisions, limit our effe...

Building Your Gideon Fleece: When You Need an Unmistakable Answer from God Have you ever faced a decision where the stakes felt too high to rely on guesswork? A decision about your future, your calling, your family, your ministry, or your next step in life? In this episode of The Gideon Fleece , we explore the powerful principle behind Gideon's fleece in Judges 6:36-40 and what it means for b...