The Wonder Land

Is there something unanswered, unknown or unresolved that haunts you? What can we see deeper about the sense that we are suspended in a loop without an anchor that an answer would provide? Perhaps unquestioned thought is the haunting, and the answer has been here all along. 💥 Become a Patron & Join the Deep Dives Get early access to course discounts, group calls, one-on-one sessions, behind-t...

In this episode, the word Love is synonymous with the infinite, the eternal mystery of this , the strange fact that anythingexists at all. The sense that we long for and that identities and conditioned thoughts seem to shield. Until this Love starts to burn through all that is not love. Sometimes brutal, always unstoppable. 💥 Become a Patron & Join the Deep Dives Get early access to course di...

What is true "balance"? We often long for more of the light and less of the dark, but this ends up to be a false harmony. This episode explores what we can see when neither side is exiled, separated or battling to win. 💥 Become a Patron & Join the Deep Dives Get early access to course discounts, group calls, one-on-one sessions, behind-the-scenes reflections, and exclusive content w...

Similar to A Mythic Courage, there is a Realm of Acceptance that can sneak in as a promise to peace- once achieved. But why does it seem difficult to fulfill? Where is this Acceptance meant to be conjured and by whom? Listen in for a more precise understanding of this realm, and the relief and ease of being that can be revealed. 💥 Become a Patron & Join the Deep Dives Get early access to cour...

Visiting the space where the abstractions of thought do not reside is a powerful way to refresh our day to day experience. The Kingdom of the Undefined is where all objects arise from, so it is worth a visit when we start to feel overwhelmed by narratives, thought structures, and the repeated constructions of language. Listen in to learn how we can visit more often and realize we've never real...

What story about yourself have you been enduring for so long that it feels true? This endurance will have a flavor of identity, which is really the only indicator a mind needs to find it worthy of enduring. But for how long? Perhaps those flavors of identities are simply echos that never demanded endurance in the first place. 💥 Become a Patron & Join the Deep Dives Get early access to course...

If you've had a taste, a glimpse, of what you really are beyond the conditioned mind... and then forgotten...Does is feel like a personal failure? Why does that happen, and what is the gripping demand that The Forgetting never happen again? 💥 Become a Patron & Join the Deep Dives Get early access to course discounts, group calls, one-on-one sessions, behind-the-scenes reflections, and exc...

When was the last time you allowed Bewilderment to arise without rushing past it? Certainty and Control are usually preferred to bewilderment, but if we are honest, they depend on each other. A mind can't rehearse its way through bewilderment...and maybe that is a clue: Bewilderment can offer something prediction cannot. 💥 Become a Patron & Join the Deep Dives Get early access to course d...

It's time for an audit! Where is Fear and/or Memory getting more authority than they actually deserve? Where is the focus of attention on these experiences perhaps draining energy? Listen in to to hear how the mask of the persona can soften from taking an audit of where devotion is directed. 💥 Become a Patron & Join the Deep Dives Get early access to course discounts, group calls, one-on-...

A curious phenomena we have been trained to engage in is the idea that the future will pay us back for suffering in the past. If we hold onto 'what happened', the future will compensate us and provide meaning to our suffering. This is innocent in its intent, yet notice if it creates a life of waiting. Listen in to explore how that waiting can disappear, and our interests, desires, and insp...

This episode explores the feeling of the separate self that serves as a reference point for experience. But what kind of reality does it have? We have explored this many times, and there is something new that may be revealed as we ask a different question: If it feels so real, what quality of "real" does it carry? Exploring that curious question can relieve the weight we assume the ancho...

A lot of our struggles have a hidden (or not so hidden) belief about our worth or lack of worth. It's a curious thing to see how we learn that there a prerequisites to Being. The mind is convinced that something must be proved, and approval is given or restricted. This episode explores the cost of this burden: that worth is an appropriate measurement to apply to ourselves. 💥 Become a Patron &...

This episode is an invitation to notice if you find yourself consulting The Altar of Doubt a bit too often. What is usually promised is Clarity... but what if Clarity doesn't actually need to be summoned through doubt? There is one offering that we can bring to the altar to receive Clarity--something immediately available and usually quickly overlooked. 💥 Become a Patron & Join the Deep D...

What is seen when Urgency is given the chance to be heard, beyond the outward focus it seems to demand? There is something once deemed too dangerous to feel that has been exiled from the kingdom of Me, and Urgency is its call to be allowed back inside. Listen in to hear how we can invite a clearer recognition of what is being asked for, and what is not, when the cries of Urgency arise. 💥 Become a...

The way we fold ourselves into smaller and smaller shapes to navigate this dimension can be explored as a way to understand why it's sometimes necessary, and also how our light inevitably escapes the folds. There would be no Origami of your light if it wasn't known deeply to be profound, powerful, and brilliant beyond the personal. 💥 Become a Patron & Join the Deep Dives Get early acc...

The idea of perfection seduces in many ways. The promise of a safety net to cushion the terror of uncertainty, or a temporary substitute for a feeling of lack. Listen in to find out what is revealed as we start to disobey the seductions of perfection. 💥 Become a Patron & Join the Deep Dives Get early access to course discounts, group calls, one-on-one sessions, behind-the-scenes reflections,...

There is an energy that arises when something has become too fixed, too certain, to serious. This energy often gets labeled as impending doom, fear, or any other host of descriptive stories the conditioned mind comes up with. This episode introduces a portal that invites you to discover this energy in a new way. 💥 Become a Patron & Join the Deep Dives Get early access to course discounts, gro...

What is the hidden truth behind failures, and what can we see that helps us understand why they happen? Listen in to find out why your failure to control, achieve, manage or otherwise live up to some ideal is actually a success... and a relief that can help us relax around constantly trying to avoid failure. 💥Become a Patron & Join the Deep Dives Get early access to course discounts, group ca...

Why is uncertainty so painful for us? What can we see about breaking this spell that seems to arise uninvited? This episode is an invitation to remember that there is a realm where uncertainty is the law, not the anomaly... and that perhaps the spell is broken not by generating certainty but by something far more restful. 💥Become a Patron & Join the Deep Dives Get early access to course disco...

Listen in to explore the portal that lies beneath all of the leaned, sold, and taught paths and gateways to freedom and change. The portal that has never asked to be healed. The depth that has no need for clinical understanding. If you have exhausted all portals of preparation, all promises of "someday", there is a forgotten portal here with an open invitation for you. 💥Become a Patron...

Do feel like you lack the courage or bravery to make a change, release an identity, or stop a habit? Maybe you have been sold an idea that courage is what's needed- and if you could conjure some up, you would be free. This mythical courage is something that we can start to see for what it is...and what it's not. 💥Become a Patron & Join the Deep Dives Get early access to course discoun...

What are the adornments and corridors of your dreaming right now? Listen in as I walk us through a meditation to ignite awareness into the darker, softer places that speak in intuition and ephemeral tones. Consider what it's like to invite something ineffable to be your actual grounding. Become a Patron & Join the Deep Dives Get early access to course discounts, group calls, one-on-one ses...

What happens when protection becomes identity? Is there a warrior guarding the soft spots, keeping fear at bay? Listen in as I explore what a magnificent deception all identities are, and the whisper underneath all of them that we can begin to tune into more and more. Become a Patron & Join the Deep Dives Get early access to course discounts, group calls, one-on-one sessions, behind-the-scenes...

What is the golden thread that weaves a tapestry of both experience and commentary? And what does that thread tell us about "being present?" This episode explores this golden thread, not to see it as a burden or a cause of suffering, but to understand it's function so that the system ceases from bracing against it so often. Become a Patron & Join the Deep Dives Get early access t...

How do we find balance when the contradiction between our internal awareness of timeless, infinite being and the perceived outside view of ourselves becomes painful? What does it take to really land the insight that you are truly beyond this physical plane yet at the same time experiencing the very real gravity of it? These are some of the questions explored in this episode. Join me for a fresh lo...