The Sensual Soul Project

What happens when devotion asks you to abandon your own inner voice? In this episode, I trace the journey from “radical submission” to the first hairline cracks of doubt. Through missions, ministry culture, and the myth of holy self-erasure, I explore how good intentions can morph into control, how “calling” can become a cage, and how the body keeps telling the truth anyway. This isn’t just my sto...

In this first episode of The Sensual Soul Project , I dive deep into my journey from a fairly normal life steeped in biblical teachings to becoming a radicalized missionary. Part one of this story covers key moments in my upbringing that helped prime me for this path.  I explore the role of sexual shame in the church and at home, and the effect it had on my self-development. This first part of my...

Welcome to The Sensual Soul Project; Out of Righteous Religion and into the Sensual Soul. This podcast is about life beyond religion. It’s about asking the hard questions, exploring the infinite shades of gray, and leaning into our ability to hold paradox– embracing the both/and vs. the either/or of fundamentalism. I will share my story of overcoming spiritual and emotional abuse as a missionary i...