The Real Espinoza’s

In this episode, my friend shares her powerful testimony of growing up adopted, experiencing racism, battling suicidal thoughts, and walking through church burnout. We have a raw and honest conversation about pain, identity, healing, and where God shows up in the middle of life's hardest seasons. If you've ever felt rejected, misunderstood, hurt by people, or struggled to keep your faith t...

What do you do when you've prayed, believed, fasted, trusted God... and the healing still doesn't come the way you hoped? I'm sharing from a place of personal grief and real faith. After losing our son Luke, I've had to wrestle with some of the hardest questions a believer can face. What does faith look like when the miracle doesn't happen on this side of Heaven? How do you con...

Have you ever felt exhausted trying to hold it all together while still trusting God? Let’s talk about faith fatigue, the weariness that can come from walking through grief, hardship, unanswered prayers, and life's challenges. If you're tired, discouraged, or struggling to keep going, this conversation is for you.

Sometimes when God answers our prayers… it may not be in the way we expect. If you’re walking through loss, heartbreak, unanswered prayers, or you’re struggling to understand God in the middle of pain, I pray this reminds you that He is still near. Even here. Even now. Even in grief, Jesus is enough. #FaithThroughGrief #ChoosingJesus #GriefAndFaith #Testimony #ChristianPodcast

This episode is a raw one. My cousin sits down with me and shares his story, what addiction looked like in his life, how far it took him, and what it almost cost him. Drugs, alcohol, brokenness… it was all there. But that’s not where his story ends. In the middle of it, his wife joins us and you get to hear her side too, the pain, the rebuilding, and how God stepped in and completely turned things...

In this video, I’m sharing the details of the hardest day of my life, the day my son Luke went to be with Jesus. This isn’t easy to talk about. It’s painful. But it’s also full of the faith that has carried me through the unthinkable. I prayed for healing here… and God answered, just not the way I imagined. Luke is fully healed now. No seizures. No suffering. Just wholeness in Heaven. If you’re wa...

🎧 New Podcast Episode We were honored to sit down with one of our very own from the Inspiration family, Courtney as she shared her deeply moving story. Courtney opens up about the heartbreaking loss of her special needs son and the raw journey that followed. In the midst of unimaginable grief, her faith remained unshaken. Her story is one of pain, surrender, and unshakable trust in God. If you ne...

In a world that often seeks the miracles more than the Miracle Worker, The Holy Spirit is here to shift the focus back where it belongs—on the Healer, not just the healing. This podcast is about strengthening, securing, and building up your faith so that no matter what season you’re in, your trust in God remains unshaken. Faith isn’t just about receiving blessings; it’s about deepening our relatio...

In our latest episode, we dive into the fascinating world of hyperbaric oxygen chambers. Join us as we explore what these innovative devices are, how they function, and the incredible benefits they offer for health and recovery. We had the privilege of speaking with Shane from Restore in Murphy, who generously ais going to be allowing Luke to start using his state-of-the-art equipment. Listen in a...

Are You Truly Making Time for God? | A Real Talk on Faith, Struggles & RenewalAre we unknowingly putting our tasks and ambitions above our time with God? Let's talk about the importance of seeking His presence, battling anxiety, and breaking free from the distractions that keep us from true renewal. If you've been feeling overwhelmed, distant from God, or struggling with depression and...

Had a special guest on the show today. MY SISTER. We discussed her perspective of being an aunt to my special needs babies. We went into detail about the night I almost lost Luke, my medically complex baby. She reminded me of the details of how the Lord intervened in bit and mighty ways. #Christian #Jesus #Faith #SpecialNeeds

When the enemy attacks, BECAUSE IT WILL HAPPEN how will you choose to respond? I wrote this poem in 2024 at the same time i was still ministering and building people up, encouraging them, speaking life over them. Only because of Jesus am I still here stronger, bolder and more equipped than ever before! https://youtu.be/RnwSdrIJ6Co?si=jlEJLFEqbkBkjYKB

The Lord spoke, He said SLOW DOWN... Check this episode out with the different tools He's helped introduce to my life. Let's learn to slow down, be in the moment, be present together before life passes us by. Bless you! https://youtu.be/i7xfxiPBMOE?si=YBHwq6ATQ9CqzB5R

Finding Faith Through Heartache | Interview with Terrell Washington In this heartfelt episode, I had the honor of sitting down with former NFL player Terrell Washington—now a coach and owner of Grind House Sports. We dive into his powerful testimony, the challenges of losing his special needs son, and how his unwavering faith in Jesus has carried him and his family through unimaginable loss and pa...

In this heartfelt podcast episode, a special guest speaker who unexpectedly became a special needs grandpa. Shares personal insights about navigating faith and difficult emotions. Reflecting on the challenges of parenting and grandparenting special needs children, the speaker talks about the emotional highs and lows, including the unique struggles that come with the experience. He discusses the ro...

Navigating parenting challenges can feel overwhelming, especially with sensory overload and emotional meltdowns. Recognizing the need for self-regulation before addressing your child's emotions is crucial. Here are some strategies to consider: 1. **Mindfulness Practices** : Incorporate brief mindfulness exercises to help center your mind and emotions. 2. **Identify Triggers** : Keep a journal to n...

Let’s talk about it! Do you ever find yourself asking, "God, why did you allow this?" It's a tough question, and today I’m getting real about it. In this episode, I share my journey of wrestling with God over the pain and challenges of raising two special needs children. Is it okay to be angry, to grieve, or to feel stuck? Yes—but God doesn’t leave us there. We’ll dive into what it looks like to b...

Let’s talk about it: being a medical mama is hard—period. Today, I’m opening up about where I’m at emotionally and spiritually as I navigate this season. From celebrating little victories with Luke’s new medication to the challenges of Logan’s potty training, I’m sharing real moments from our journey. I’m also talking about how I’m learning to trust Jesus in the middle of it all—when my patience w...

Hey friends! Today, I’m breaking down the truth about government assistance for special needs kids — especially in Texas, where it’s not as simple as people think. Just because you have special needs children doesn’t mean you qualify for Medicaid or other support. My husband and I know this firsthand with our two boys, Logan (on the autism spectrum) and Luke (with complex medical needs). This epis...

Hey friends, this one’s real and raw. Joanna and I dove into some heavy stuff — sharing my journey, my struggles, and how God has been walking me through it all. I talked about growing up in a Christian home, rebelling, and how depression and partying took over for a while. I hit rock bottom, but God met me there in the mess and gave me a second chance at life. Joanna helped me walk through what i...

In this episode, I’m getting real about something many of us struggle with—our emotions. As Christians, we sometimes feel like we should always be strong, joyful, and full of faith. But what happens when we feel fear, sadness, or anger? Today, I’m talking about how avoiding these emotions leads to anxiety and how the Holy Spirit used a scene from Inside Out 2 to remind me that it’s okay to not hav...

Hey y’all! In this episode, I’m getting real and sharing a moment I’m not proud of. We were on a family trip, and I almost let my frustration get the best of me when someone told me to “control my kid” after a rough dinner with Luke and Logan. My response was… not Christ-like, and I had to take a step back and let the Holy Spirit speak to me. I’ll talk about how I had to humble myself, apologize,...

In this episode, I share the deeply personal journey of my son Luke’s diagnoses, from an unknown brain injury in the womb to the various challenges we've faced since his birth. We’ll talk about how Luke's diagnosis flipped our world upside down, and how, despite hearing hard words from doctors, we’re holding onto the hope and promises of Jesus. I'll walk you through the emotions, the s...

In this episode, I’m sharing my journey through the spiritual and physical attacks that often come when we're on the verge of stepping into a new season with God. From stress and migraines to dealing with the weight of responsibilities as a parent and wife, I’ve learned how to shift my prayer life and perspective to focus on God’s strength instead of my own. We’ll talk about the importance of...

In today’s episode, we’re getting real about the struggles of praying for healing and not seeing immediate results. We talk about the challenge of maintaining faith when faced with serious illnesses like autoimmune diseases, seizures, and more. I'll share some personal stories, including a powerful moment where God reminded me to adjust my heart posture to receive His blessings. We’ll also dis...