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Recycled. Promoted. Protected. The Hidden Predator Network in Yachting. Predators in yachting aren’t accidents—they’re a system. In this episode, Elle Fisher pulls back the blackout blinds on an industry that recycles men with documented histories of abuse, promoting them through the ranks while quietly discarding the women they harm. From stewardesses silenced by NDAs to captains with careers bui...

This week, I had my Tulum soul sister, Xala, on the podcast, and it was pure fire. We went from a random Ladies of Tulum WhatsApp chat to beachside Human Garage events in less than 24 hours, and we’ve been inseparable ever since. In this episode, we got raw and honest about transformation, which rips you apart and puts you back together in ways you didn’t see coming. We discussed our 2025 mantras,...

Kicking off 2025 with unapologetic energy and bold transformation! In this episode, I’m sharing the raw, unfiltered version of me—no more people-pleasing, no more “maybe” energy, and no holding back. Tune in as I dive into my daily routine that keeps me grounded and glowing, from hapé ceremonies and meditation to microdosing psilocybin and huachuma. I’m also spilling the tea on what I’ve got cooki...

What happens when grief, love, and psychedelics collide under a waning moon on the sacred cliffs of Isla Mujeres? In this raw and unfiltered episode, I take you deep into my psilocybin ceremony experience—a night of downloads, sacred geometry, and soul-shaking connection. I share: How plant medicine cracked me open and connected me to my mother beyond the veil. The sacred power of cacao and psiloc...

Join me in this cosmic deep-dive as we unravel the enigmatic influence of Saturn, the taskmaster of the zodiac. Together, we'll explore the recent Saturn retrograde and its profound impact on our lives, providing a unique opportunity for introspection and growth. Discover how this cosmic giant, stationed nearly 750 million miles away, holds the keys to unlocking your true potential. I shed light o...

Come with me into the heart of Tulum's lush jungle on this stormy November morning. Picture yourself, just like I am, sipping on a warm cappuccino as we embark on a profound exploration of the New Earth Paradigm. Together, we'll uncover the transformative energies that saturate this captivating locale, revealing the keys to attaining a higher state of consciousness. Join me as I navigate the pathw...

Welcome back to Ellechemy, where we set sail on a voyage of wisdom through the lens of yachting. I'm thrilled to share some exciting news – my new book, 'Yachtinomics,' has just hit the shelves on Amazon! In this book, we explore the incredible life lessons that the world of yachting has to offer. From the power of teamwork and adaptability to the thrill of chasing dreams, 'Yachtinomics' uncovers...

Let's get real for a moment. This year's been a wild ride - from loss to writing my memoir and my move to Tulum. Mexico has been a transformative chapter, pushing me to face my shadows and rediscover my core values. Recently, I've taken a step back from the spiritual scene here. In my latest podcast episode, I'm diving into why.  There's this trend of spiritual ego and narcissism that's been buggi...

Today, on what would have been Jess's 37th birthday, I fondly remember my dear friend who left us far too soon, just before her 31st birthday in 2017. Her absence left a void in my life, prompting me to embark on a journey of healing, self-discovery, and transformation. In "Ellechemy," my memoir, I open up the pages of my life, beginning with the profound loss of Jess. This event served as a catal...

In today's episode, I dive deep into the world of microdosing with a personal touch. I share my journey with microdosing and the incredible transformation I experienced in a short time. I talk about my decision to explore microdosing as a holistic approach to healing from conditions like CPTSD, depression, and anxiety. The journey began just yesterday with my first 225mg microdose of the 'Golden T...

Hey there, I'm Elle Angeline, and welcome to Ellechemy, the podcast that's rewriting the rules of self-help. Join me on an unapologetically raw and refreshingly honest journey into self-discovery and personal growth. I'm not afraid to tackle taboo topics head-on, and in each episode, I'll give you an unfiltered look into my personal transformation, all while helping you uncover valuable insights i...

Welcome to a special birthday episode of "Ellechemy." As I celebrate my forty-fifth orbit around the sun, I reflect on a transformative year where I manifested my dream condo, penned my debut memoir "Ellechemy," and embarked on a journey of healing and self-growth. This memoir isn't just a title; it's a reflection of my name, Elle, and my journey of turning personal challenges into gold. Join me a...

In this episode of Ellechemy, the host shares her journey of self-discovery, healing, and transformation. She talks about the importance of shadow work and how confronting our deepest fears and painful experiences can create space for transformation and growth. She also discusses the power of community in the healing process and how alchemy can help turn pain into purpose. The episode encourages l...

This episode is about the power of Ritual.  You can remake your life in small but vital ways that will make you happier, calmer, and more able to do the work that must be done on this planet. Ritual is an integral part of architecting our own lives, we are the writer of our cosmic play, and you get to choose how it should play out.  We must deepen these common practices as intentional rituals that...

This one is about allowing yourself to be present in your bad moods and listening to that energy to allow it to work its way through you. We're inundated with social media posts about "good vibes only" that we almost feel guilty or shame for having a bad day, being depressed, or feeling negativity. Our emotions are indicators of what is going on inside and it's so important to listen to that indic...

This is about my profound experience during a recent Light Portal Ceremony in Tulum, which piggybacked another Ayahuasca ceremony and Water Blessing in Bacalar. These ceremonies presented themselves in divine timing to honor the dates around my friend Jess's death and in time for my friend Dean's death. A gentle reminder from the Universe, God, Ayahuasca, and Gaia that nothing is permanent and dea...

Sometimes we treat others better than we treat ourselves. Get all the top tips and tools you need to help you to flip your fears, awaken to your spirit and your self-mastery by connecting to your soul, and let self-love be the foundation for your abundance, life, business, and relationships!  In this episode, I had the pleasure of speaking with "Self Love & Mindset Mentor" Nikki Loots in Cape...

This ones about my spiritual awakening and the lonely path spirituality can take you on. Often those that vibrate at a higher frequency are the "black sheep" of the family dynamic because we simply have different core beliefs and a different value system that doesn't fit into the paradigm of the non-spiritual family.  It can be a lonely path to spirituality, but once you travel that road you open...

In this episode, I introduce Sananga, the sacred plant medicine bottled as eye drops.  The benefits are profound, not only physically for your eyes, but spiritually too. Known as the decalcifier of the Pineal Gland, this magic formula opens your third eye so that EVERYTHING becomes crystal clear.  Here is my story about my two 21 Day Sananga Dietas and what changes happened for me. I have already...

This is my heartfelt story and first-hand experience of being forced to leave my birth country because of War.  While my story differs from what is going on politically today, I still carry the pain, the sadness, the grief, and the subconscious trauma that was felt by my family.  I learned only last week how the womb carries trauma felt by the Mother and how that trauma is transferred into the bab...

There's no denying it - sexual harassment occurs in the yachting industry on a daily basis. If you are fired, refused a promotion, demoted, given a poor performance evaluation, or reassigned to a less desirable position because you reject a sexual advance, that almost certainly is sexual harassment.  This is my account of sexual harassment onboard in the yachting industry, which is superficial bef...

With the United States About To Have Its First-Ever Pluto Return, We Can Expect Radical Change on the Horizon. This episode is an astrology reading for the US Pluto Return happening between February 2022 - November 2024. I'll dive into what a pluto return is, the nature of Pluto in astrology, the history of Pluto returns relative to past nations/empires, what to expect, and how to align with this...

Visions, Purging, Voices & Realizations. Bullfrogs, arguing with Mother Aya about a guy and dancing around the altar with Shamans.  Fresh off an epic ceremony in Costa Rica with Victor Oddo and Arron Doughty, I discuss my transformative Ayahuasca ceremony. I share my insights on how I believe Ayahuasca is truly transformative and healing and give you a taste of my recent experience at the plan...

Welcome to this special LOVE episode this Valentine's day. Today my focus is all around love, not only loving others but learning to love ourselves, putting ourselves first, and peeling back those layers from your own heart wall, with the Emotion and Body Code.  Meet Jen, of Higher Minds Healing.  Jen is an Emotion & Body Code practitioner and tells us why it is so important to peel back those...

As we evolve and our soul matures, we find ourselves transitioning away from people not in our best interest.  Breaking up with friends can be challenging and sometimes necessary for expanding our consciousness.  The sensations you feel within your body will signpost you towards or away from the people in your life.  If you frequently feel tense or demoralized in their presence, for instance, that...