The Mana Mama

This is the story of becoming a mother… without remembering it. In this deeply personal episode, I share my birth story with my son, the medical trauma that led to me being placed in a coma, and the grief that followed waking up to a life-changing moment I never got to consciously experience. We often speak about birth as beautiful, empowering and unforgettable — but what happens when memory is ta...

Mother’s Day can hold love, grief, resentment, longing, healing… and everything in between. In this episode, I share the evolution of my relationship with my mother — from pain and expectation to seeing her beyond the role of “mum” and recognising her simply as a woman with her own wounds, limitations and story. This conversation is raw, reflective and honest. Not about pretending everything was o...

A short little life update and insight into where I'm at and where Im headed! Enjoy!

This isn’t just a podcast rebrand… it’s the beginning of a whole new chapter. Welcome to  The Mana Mama Podcast  — a space for the messy, honest, uncomfortable, and deeply human conversations women are craving but rarely say out loud. In this trailer episode, I share the heart behind the name change, the direction this space is moving into, and why these conversations matter so much to me. If you’...

Episode 9 –  Coming Home  by Camilla Divine "Un-Whitewashing My Life: Reclaiming Culture, Identity, and Ancestral Power" In this deeply personal episode, Camilla Divine reflects on her journey of reclaiming her culture and identity after years of subtly disconnecting from her roots. Growing up surrounded by cultural symbols—shell necklaces, frangipani flowers, and family photos—Camilla found herse...

Episode 8 – Coming Home by Camilla Divine There Is No Secret Ingredient: Belief, Action, and Empowering Change   In this powerful episode, we dive into the journey of self-belief, resilience, and the courage to take action. Inspired by the iconic Kung Fu Panda quote, "There is no secret ingredient," we explore the idea that the key to transformation lies within ourselves. Camilla Divine shares her...

Episode 7 – Coming Home by Camilla Divine Letting Go of the Weight of Other People’s Perceptions In this raw and reflective episode, Camilla Divine shares a personal breakthrough about a sabotaging belief she didn’t realize she was holding onto: that losing weight would make her appear superficial or vain in the eyes of others. For years, she unconsciously held onto her weight as a way to protect...

Episode 6 – Coming Home by Camilla Divine Reclaiming Your Power: Stop Chasing Approval and Ask, "Do I Like Them?" How often do you catch yourself wondering if someone likes you? Whether it's a friend, a romantic partner, or someone you're just getting to know, it’s easy to get caught in the cycle of seeking external approval. In this episode, Camilla Divine challenges this habit of constantly wond...

Episode 5 - Coming Home by Camilla Divine Unpacking Your Backpack: Choosing Self-Love and Letting Go of What Weighs Us Down What's in your backpack of life? In this transformative episode, Camilla Divine invites you to reflect on the emotional baggage you're carrying and whether it's serving you—or weighing you down. We all walk through life with invisible burdens, from old wounds to unmet needs,...

Episode 4 - Coming Home by Camilla Divine Self Talk: Cleaning Up the House of Thoughts In this episode of Coming Home , Camilla Divine takes listeners through the transformative journey of cleaning up their “house of thoughts”—the space in our minds where positive and negative thoughts take root. Camilla shares her personal path to building self-confidence by confronting long-held core beliefs tha...

Episode 3 - Coming Home by Camilla Divine Celebrating Myself: An Act of Self Love In Episode 3, Camilla Divine dives into the often-overlooked importance of celebrating ourselves with the same enthusiasm we extend to others. Reflecting on her own struggle with self-celebration, Camilla shares her experience of running her first 10k, only to downplay her joy and achievements. She opens up about the...

Episode 2 - Coming Home by Camilla Divine Competence Breeds Confidence: Building Trust Through Small Habits In Episode 2, “Competence Breeds Confidence,” Camilla Divine explores the transformative power of building confidence through small, intentional steps. Beginning with her journey through motherhood and breastfeeding, Camilla emphasizes the importance of setting achievable goals and creating...

Episode 1 - Coming Home by Camilla Divine Shedding the Old Self: Finding Peace Beyond Familiar Patterns In this debut episode of Coming Home , host Camilla Divine opens up about her personal journey of self-reinvention. She introduces her inspiration for the podcast and dives into the powerful process of “shedding skin”—releasing old identities and breaking free from the sabotage programs that kee...