The Lead Podcast

Where is God in all the Suffering? When pain, injustice, and loss seem overwhelming, this question brings us to the heart of the Christian faith. In this final session of Where Is God in All the Suffering? , Amy Orr-Ewing explores the uniqueness of Jesus — not as a distant observer of suffering, but as the one who enters into it. Drawing on Scripture, prophecy, and theology, she reveals how the st...

Where is God when suffering comes through natural disasters? When earthquakes, famines, floods, and disease devastate lives, this question becomes impossible to ignore. In this session of Where Is God in All the Suffering? , Amy Orr-Ewing explores the challenge of natural suffering — not caused by human choice, but by the forces of the natural world itself. Drawing on real examples, science, Chris...

Where is God when suffering is caused by the violence and evil of others? When children are abused, when women are violated, when war and cruelty devastate lives, this question becomes impossible to ignore. In this session of Where Is God in All the Suffering?, Amy Orr-Ewing explores the hardest form of suffering — not random loss or illness, but pain deliberately inflicted by human beings. Drawin...

In this episode, we turn to one of the most deeply human questions of all: Where is God when our inner world feels broken? Anxiety, depression, trauma, suicidal thoughts — these are not abstract issues. They touch our families, our friendships, our churches, our communities. And in the Bible, none of this is minimised or dismissed. Scripture gives us language for despair — from “How long, O Lord?”...

Illness has a way of shaking us — not only in body, but in identity, dignity, and hope. Whether it comes suddenly or slowly, sickness raises some of the hardest questions we ever ask: Why does my body fail me? Where is God when pain won’t lift? Why are some healed and others not? In Part 4 of Where Is God in All the Suffering? , I explore the spiritual and emotional depth of sickness — not just as...

When we lose someone we love, the world itself can feel like it’s lost colour and sound. The ache of absence reminds us that we were made for deep connection — and that our longing for what’s eternal is no illusion. In Part 3 of “Where Is God in All the Suffering?” , I explore grief — not as weakness, but as sacred evidence of love. From Jesus weeping at His friend’s tomb to the promise of every t...

In this episode, I want to talk honestly about what happens when pain turns into anger — when suffering doesn’t just hurt, but feels unfair. I’ve stood in moments where grief and outrage collided — like after the Grenfell Tower fire in London — and I’ve seen how anger can be both human and holy. Scripture gives space for our cries of “How dare you, God?” and “Where were You?” — and somehow, those...

Every one of us, at some point, has asked it — Why is there so much suffering? Why do pain, loss, and injustice touch every story, even when we believe in a loving God? In the first full episode of “Where Is God in All the Suffering?”, I begin with the hardest and most human question of all: Why? This episode is not about easy answers. It’s about uncovering truth, compassion, and meaning in the mi...

I’ve spent years asking — and being asked — one of life’s hardest questions: Where is God in all the suffering? I’ve seen pain up close — in my own story and in the lives of so many others. And yet, I’ve also witnessed moments of light that break through even the deepest darkness. This episode is an invitation to pause, to question, and to hope again. Together, we’ll explore what faith looks like...

Today's episode is fresh and thought-provoking as Dr. Amy Orr-Ewing is joined by Holly Liu— veteran of the video game industry, creative leader, and passionate believer — to explore the surprising spiritual power of  play . Together, they unpack why gaming isn’t just a pastime for teenagers, but rather a cultural force shaping how people connect, think, and feel. Holly shares her experience a...

What do faith, tech, and networks have in common? In this dynamic conversation, Dr. Amy Orr-Ewing sits down with tech founder and storyteller Mike Gaglione to explore how innovation and faith intersect in our modern world. From building brands and startups to serving on the board of global nonprofits, Mike shares how connection and communication fuel everything, especially when rooted in kingdom p...

What if the thing God called you to… didn’t work? In this powerful follow-up conversation, Dr. Amy Orr-Ewing continues unpacking the realities of Christian leadership, entrepreneurship, and obedience with a guest who’s lived through the high hope, and sometimes, hard endings of following God’s call. Joining Amy on the Podcast today is Heather McCormick, Global Marketing Executive and AI go-to Mark...

Why do some God-given dreams still fail? In this vulnerable and wisdom-filled conversation, Dr. Amy Orr-Ewing sits down with Christian entrepreneur Ben Siekmeier, to unpack what happens when our callings don't unfold the way we hoped. They explore the reality that even with God’s favour, not everything works out the way we'd plan, and yet that doesn’t mean you’ve failed. From leadership lessons an...

What does it mean to keep showing up when rejection is constant? In this episode, Dr. Amy Orr-Ewing speaks with Broadway and Netflix actor, Ashley LaLonde, about the gritty reality of the entertainment industry — and how faith in Jesus Christ shapes unique resilience, identity, and grace. Drawing from a powerful insight from Roger Federer’s career and how often even champions lose, this episode un...

What does it look like to follow Jesus in the world of Big Tech? Dr. Amy Orr-Ewing sits down with Cheri Devlin— working mom, AI leader, and passionate Christian— to talk about faith, technology, and raising a family in a culture of rapid change. From the ethical tensions of artificial intelligence to the surprising hunger for God among younger generations, Cheri shares how she navigates life in Si...

In this honest and hope-filled conversation, Dr. Amy Orr-Ewing sits down with Ale Siekmeier—certified life and relationship coach, founder of  The Net , and passionate voice for women navigating faith, healing, and leadership. Together, they explore what it means to lead with others in mind, how trauma shapes our journey, and where God meets us in a world that feels increasingly chaotic. With...

In this final solo episode with Amy walking through the book of Esther, we're unpacking the powerful conclusion of Esther’s story—a moment of breakthrough, justice, and celebration. The Feast of Purim marks the triumph over enemies, a reminder of God’s faithfulness in delivering His people. As this episode airs on Good Friday, we reflect on this specifically in light of God's faithfulness in deliv...

As Easter approaches, Dr. Amy Orr-Ewing uncovers a powerful prophetic connection between the story of Esther and the sacrifice of Jesus Christ. The words "If I perish, I perish" echo Christ’s journey to the cross, revealing a deeper message of courage, redemption, and God’s unstoppable purposes. Esther’s story is a testimony to God’s unshakable promises and a reminder that He is always at work, ev...

In Part 3 of her series on the Book of Esther, Amy Orr-Ewing unpacks a powerful moment of divine intervention—when God turns the plans of the enemy upside down. Haman may have schemed against Esther and the Jewish people, but his downfall was set in motion by something far greater than human strategy. Through this episode, Amy explores how God works behind the scenes to bring justice, the dangers...

In Part 2 of her series on the book of Esther, Amy Orr-Ewing unpacks the schemes of Haman, the great enemy of Esther and the Jewish people. But as the story unfolds, we see that Haman’s greatest adversary isn’t Esther—it’s his own pride. Through these chapters, Amy explores the dangers of letting pride reign and highlights the timeless wisdom we can apply to our own battles and challenges today. I...

In this episode of The Lead Podcast, Amy Orr-Ewing begins a compelling new series on the book of Esther. In Part 1, she explores how this ancient story speaks directly to our modern world, challenging the false narratives of success and identity we often absorb—especially in the age of social media. What can Esther teach us about courage, calling, and the enduring relevance of the Christian gospel...

In this episode of  The Lead Podcast , Amy Orr-Ewing revisits her powerful address on forgiveness at the 2023 Parliamentary Prayer Breakfast in Westminster. Exploring deep questions of justice, outrage, and the essence of being human, Amy challenges us to reconsider the true meaning of forgiveness in a world that often seems ruled by chance and survival. If this episode resonates with you, do...

In this special Christmas episode and Season One finale of the LEAD Podcast, Amy reflects on the highs and lows of the Christmas season through the lens of her book,  Mary’s Voice . Drawing on Mary’s Magnificat, Amy uncovers the beauty, hope, and justice at the heart of the Christmas story. Amy also revisits key moments from season 1, highlighting conversations that explore joy, grief, and pe...

This week, Amy sits down with Clare Williams, founder of  Real Questions , for a thought-provoking and deeply inspiring conversation about faith, justice, and leadership. Clare shares her journey from teaching to apologetics, navigating the intersection of race and faith, and finding courage in God’s calling. Together, they explore profound topics like the power of Mary’s voice, the challenge...

This week, Amy sits down with Sarah Lang for a heartfelt and deeply vulnerable conversation about navigating life and leadership when faced with the loss of dreams. For Sarah, this meant grappling with the heartbreak of childlessness and the profound questions of identity that come with it. Together, they explore what it’s like to persevere through defeat, p...