The GILY Pod

Awareness (and When It Changes Everything) Awareness changes things — even when you wish it wouldn’t. In this final episode of GILY (for now), Devany and Meredith reflect on what awareness asks of us — and what it costs. Listening honestly to the body reveals misalignment, grief, and the courage required to tell the truth inside soul friendship. Together, they explore how one person’s no and anoth...

Change is coming — but you can’t see it yet. That foggy, restless in-between? That’s where new life takes form. In this episode, Devany and Meredith sit inside the “goo” of becoming — the uncomfortable, beautiful not-yet — and share how resisting the urge to rush their rebrand opened a third way forward. They unpack the systems that make waiting feel unbearable — capitalism, patriarchy, and the my...

✨ We’re doing the holidays differently. What if you could host yourself while hosting everyone else this season. Join us on Zoom for four cozy lunch-break mini retreats — for rest, resourcing & care. No performance, just presence. Probably some laughter... We’re keeping it small and cozy —we would love you to come. 11:30 MST/12:30 CST 11/12, 11/19, 12/3, 12/10  💌 Join our email list for earl...

Episode 5 — The One on Rebrand Preview  What happens when the words you’ve built your world around start to break open? Devany and Meredith talk about the courage to rename, the sacred alchemy in disagreement, and how language itself can evolve and heal. What happens when the words you’ve built your world around… start to break open? In this episode of The GILY Pod, Devany and Meredith explore how...

Bonus — The One on Where We Come From In this bonus episode of GILY, Devany and Meredith offer a warm welcome — in the old English sense: you are a desired guest. From that same spirit of hospitality, they share their stories. Meredith moves from evangelical certainty through postpartum collapse to energy work, the Fourth Way, and a living, clear-eyed Christianity. Devany reflects on her contempla...

Episode 4 - The One On North Star In Episode 4 of God I Love You, Devany and Meredith explore how a “North Star” isn’t a job title or a five-year plan—it’s an inner alignment that quietly pulls you toward what you truly love. Devany shares the paradigm-shifting question from her spiritual director—“What if you’re not a tool?”—and the unexpected aliveness that followed when she let go of productivi...

Episode 3 — The One On Selfish In Episode 3 of God I Love You, Meredith and Devany reframe the old “selfish woman” trope by exploring what it means to live self-full. They reflect on how women’s needs have long been mislabeled as “preferences,” and how meeting those needs with dignity changes the quality of our love, creativity, and presence. Through the metaphors of plants and water, they explore...

In Episode 2 of God I Love You, Meredith and Devany explore the antidote to burnout: watering self. They unpack what “water” means—both literally and as a metaphor for the life-giving essentials that sustain us as women. Desire becomes a compass back to life, guiding us toward true nourishment instead of numbing. Through personal stories—from hammock naps and garden watering to basement dance part...

Summary Why am I so dry?—a phrase that captures burnout and that “dried up” feeling so many women know too well when we’re overextended, under-resourced, and still expected to keep giving. In this episode, Meredith and Devany name how dryness can look like constant overdoing until there’s nothing left… or freezing in overwhelm because the weight of expectations feels crushing. Devany shares how CO...

What is this podcast—besides a voice memo to your bestie and the universe? It’s a place to be seen, a home for soul friendship, and a landing spot for that thing you couldn’t quite name until now. It's for the woman who left the rules but kept the reverence. If that's you, listen along if you feel a tug. God we love each other. And God we love you too.