The ESSAY Podcast

In this inspiring episode of The Essay Podcast, hosts Bill R., Kawy W., and Laura W. welcome Shim for a powerful conversation on The Three Legacies—the spiritual foundation of recovery: Recovery, Unity, and Service. These legacies are embodied in the Twelve Steps, Twelve Traditions, and Twelve Concepts, which together guide individuals and fellowships toward lasting freedom and purpose. Throughout...

In this encouraging episode of The Essay Podcast, hosts Bill R. and Kawy W. are joined by Susie B. from Idaho, USA, to explore the theme of positive sobriety. Together, they reflect on the reality that it’s possible to be sober from acting out, yet still feel stuck, disconnected, or unhappy. Susie shares her experience of moving beyond mere abstinence into a fuller, more joyful way of living—one m...

In this important episode of The Essay Podcast, hosts Bill R. and Kawy W. are joined by Jack H. to explore the theme: “A caution is advised.” Taken from a reading in the White Book, this phrase refers to the guidance given to newcomers in recovery—not to disclose details of their sexual past to a partner without first discussing it with a sponsor or their group. Jack shares personal reflections on...

In this candid and thought-provoking episode of The Essay Podcast, hosts Bill R. and Kawy W. sit down with Vince G. from Canada to explore the transformative power of rigorous honesty—not just with others, but with ourselves. Together, they unpack what it really means to live an honest life in recovery: confronting denial, owning our stories, and practicing vulnerability with grace. Vince shares h...

In this powerful episode of The Essay Podcast, guest host Ilona B. joins Bill R. for a vulnerable and deeply moving conversation with Arpita S. from India. Together, they unpack the emotional weight of fear, guilt, and shame—and how these inner struggles can hold us back in recovery. Arpita shares her personal experience navigating grief, regret, and self-doubt, and how spiritual tools and communi...

In this uplifting episode of The ESSAY Podcast, hosts Kawy W. and Bill R. sit down with Yvone L. from British Columbia, Canada, to explore what it means to live a full and joyful life—without a romantic partner. With warmth and wisdom, Yvone shares his journey of embracing singleness in recovery, finding contentment, connection, and freedom along the way. Together, they reflect on the myths, chall...

In this heartfelt episode of The Essay Podcast, hosts Kawy W and Bill R are joined by Ilona B. from Prince Edward Island, Canada, for an honest conversation about grieving in recovery. Together, they explore the complex emotions surrounding the loss of loved ones and the quiet heartbreak of grieving relationships that change or end. Ilona shares her personal experience with loss and the tools that...

In this episode of The ESSAY Podcast, hosts Kawy W. and Bill R. dive deep into the wisdom behind Rule 62: Don’t take yourself too damn seriously. Joining the conversation are two special guests from opposite sides of the globe—Matan from Israel and Kevin from California—who share their personal journeys of learning to let go, laugh at themselves, and embrace humility. From cultural perspectives to...

Welcome to “ESSAY Conversations — Beyond the Page,” where sexaholics get together to share our experience, strength, and hope in the Fellowship’s bimonthly magazine. Listen in as we talk to authors and other contributors to the ESSAY magazine. Today’s guests: Bennie G., author of “ A Sexaholic Pastor Changes How He Understands God ,” talks about his powerful journey in recovery. Gene T., author of...

Welcome to “ESSAY Conversations - Beyond the Page”, where sexaholics get together to share our experience, strength and hope with our Fellowship’s bimonthly magazine. Listen in, as we talk to authors and other contributors to the ESSAY Magazine. Today’s guests: Ann R. - Ending Things Well S. C. - The Fellowship We Crave Be sure to visit  https://essay.sa.org/  for the latest articles from the ESSA...

Welcome to “ESSAY Conversations - Beyond the Page”, where sexaholics get together to share our experience, strength and hope with our Fellowship’s bimonthly magazine. Listen in, as we talk to authors and other contributors to the ESSAY Magazine. Today’s guests: Nathalie V. - Acceptance of God’s Will Bill S. - Are You Willing to Go to Any Lengths? Be sure to visit  https://essay.sa.org/  for the la...

Welcome to “ESSAY Conversations - Beyond the Page”, where sexaholics get together to share our experience, strength and hope with our Fellowship’s bimonthly magazine. Listen in, as we talk to authors and other contributors to the ESSAY Magazine. Today’s guests: Lily R. - It Works for Me If I Work It Mina S. - Asking God to Send a Newcomer Be sure to visit  https://essay.sa.org/  for the latest art...

Welcome to “ESSAY Conversations - Beyond the Page”, where sexaholics get together to share our experience, strength and hope with our Fellowship’s bimonthly magazine. Listen in, as we talk to authors and other contributors to the ESSAY Magazine. Today’s guests: Evelyn T. - A Journey To a New Life Michael J. - A Warm Welcome: Unveiling ESSAY’s Newcomer Orientation Video Series Be sure to visit  htt...

Welcome to “ESSAY Conversations - Beyond the Page”, where sexaholics get together to share our experience, strength and hope with our Fellowship’s bimonthly magazine. Listen in, as we talk to authors and other contributors to the ESSAY Magazine. Today’s guests: Jim B. and Jackie H. - Authors of “ Looking for Trustees ” and members of the Nominations Committee. Dave H. and Mark P. - Representatives...