The Dire-Rie of a Sane Black Woman

A smear campaign can make a stranger out of your own name. We pull back the curtain on what it feels like to be followed, edited, and framed online, and in real life, while choosing a harder path: ask for forgiveness, extend forgiveness, and keep our boundaries sharp. This isn’t about spin. It’s about clearing our conscience before God and our community, and refusing to let bitterness script the s...

Ever feel like the attacks won’t stop and the fixes come too slow? We open the door to a candid, unfiltered conversation about escalating harassment, a targeted YouTube takedown, and the daily choice to keep moving with courage. Along the way, we lean hard on Scripture—not as decoration, but as oxygen. 2 Corinthians 4 reframes pressure as a place where inner strength renews, while John 11 (the rai...

When you’re tired of carrying the case alone, there’s a different way to fight: praise first, repent deeply, forgive fully, and let God judge with perfect timing. We open in adoration, naming God who sees, hears, and acts—El Roy, El Shama, El Gibor, Jehovah Nissi—and then build a scriptural case for justice from Isaiah 59, Psalms 37, and Philippians 4. This prayer is part intercession, part surren...

What if forgiveness isn’t a soft feeling but a legal release that shifts your burden to a higher court? I open up about ongoing harassment—cyber intrusions, psychological pressure, and relentless attempts to disrupt—and why I’m choosing temperance over retaliation. Not because it’s easy, but because surrender is a strategy that protects my mind, keeps my boundaries, and returns jurisdiction to the...

What if forgiveness isn’t about pretending it didn’t happen, but about moving your case to a higher court? Marie shares a bold reframe: forgiveness as a legal release that transfers jurisdiction from our wounded hands to the courtroom of heaven. Through honest storytelling, Scripture, and a lived-in faith, she navigates the tension between “forgive seventy times” and “vengeance is mine,” showing h...

What if the systems designed to connect us are quietly deciding who gets seen, heard, and helped—and who gets stalled, flagged, and erased? We pull back the curtain on digital injustice, tracing how biased design and poisoned data can evolve into coordinated suppression that touches everyday life: uploads that freeze at key moments, purchases that mysteriously cancel, reputations reshaped by loops...

Ever felt the room tilt against you—phones up, cars idling outside, signals crossing just as you speak—and wondered if you’re imagining it? We go straight at that uneasy question and lay out the pattern: coordinated microaggressions, tech interference, and social engineering that build into a pressure system designed to steal peace. Using John 10:10 as our compass, we map the enemy’s blueprint acr...

The room shifts when praise turns into strategy. We start with a simple hallelujah and move into a fierce, clear prayer that names threats—sabotage, suppression, algorithmic manipulation—and answers them with a faith that expects protection, impact, and freedom. Our goal is not performative devotion; it’s transformation. We seal our words as “weapons of light,” ask that the message echo beyond int...

What if your prayer life spoke as clearly to cyberstalking and algorithmic manipulation as it did to fear and shame? We open with unfiltered praise—lifting the names of God and anchoring our confidence in mercy that endures—then move into a focused, Scripture-backed warfare prayer that names modern pressures without flinching. From Ephesians’ armor to Isaiah 54’s vindication, we stand our ground,...

Ever watched a room turn with a single notification? That shift—the lingering looks, the sudden private sidebar, the joke that lands like a jab—isn’t random. It’s the ripple effect at work: one message, one rumor, one silence spreading outward until a crowd behaves like a single organism. I unpack how that pattern shows up across life—on campus, at work, in church, and online—and how conformity ma...

When your purpose feels delayed, naming the pressure isn’t enough—you have to reframe the fight. We open by anchoring identity—child, called, chosen, set apart—and then move into a clear, courageous prayer that thanks God for destiny while confronting what tries to derail it. Confusion, surveillance, manipulation, and intimidation don’t get the final word; we renounce them and ask for divine cover...

Have you ever noticed that the moment you begin pursuing your genuine purpose, unexpected obstacles suddenly appear from every direction? Welcome to a powerful exploration of spiritual warfare and divine resilience. Marie vulnerably shares her personal experience with multi-dimensional opposition that intensified after launching this podcast. "How do you know when the prophecy is real?"...

The moment I stepped outside my door and spotted a drone hovering directly overhead, I knew the surveillance had reached a new level. As a targeted individual living in a gated community, I've faced stalking, harassment, and surveillance—but now those responsible for my protection seem to be joining forces against me. What happens when the gatekeepers become obstacles to justice? In this cand...

"You can't heal while you're still bleeding." This powerful truth forms the foundation of our exploration into the complex relationship between healing, justice, and accountability for victims of trauma and harassment. When systems offer therapy as a substitute for justice, they create an impossible situation for survivors. Mental health support becomes merely a coping mechanis...

Have you ever wondered why some people face relentless opposition? What if the attacks against you aren't random but strategic—targeting exactly what threatens darkness most? Walking through my journey as a targeted individual, I've discovered something profound: opposition often mirrors the significance of your divine calling. The more important your purpose, the more intense the warfar...

Have you ever been accused of exactly what someone else was doing to you? That surreal moment when your harasser points the finger at you, leaving you stunned and questioning your own reality? The psychological warfare of modern harassment operates in shadows, with perpetrators employing sophisticated manipulation tactics designed to isolate, confuse, and silence victims. In this candid and reveal...

Through thunderous declarations and heartfelt petitions, this powerful prayer session confronts the dark reality of cyber-stalking, digital surveillance, and coordinated harassment. Beginning with reverent acknowledgment of God's many names—El Roy (the God who sees), Jehovah Shama (the ever-present one), El Shaddai (the all-sufficient)—this prayer establishes spiritual authority before addres...

A powerful prayer unfolds, revealing the heart behind "The Dire-Rie of a Sane Black Woman" docuseries. Sincere vulnerability meets divine purpose as the speaker dedicates this project not as a perfect person, but as a willing vessel with a transformed story. The prayer establishes a spiritual foundation for what promises to be more than just personal testimony—it's positioned as a r...

Navigating the shadows of targeted harassment requires understanding the terminology that defines these experiences. In this milestone fifth episode, I create a comprehensive framework for recognizing and naming the tactics used against targeted individuals. The digital age has transformed abuse into something more insidious than ever before. I meticulously break down the landscape of emotional an...

The assassination of a public figure jolted me into deep reflection about the state of our discourse and the dangerous tactics used to silence differing viewpoints. This episode departs from my usual format to examine my reaction to this national tragedy while connecting it to my personal journey as a targeted individual experiencing harassment and intimidation. When violence becomes the response...

What if the strange encounters and technological glitches you experience aren't random but part of something more sinister? Delving into the world of targeted harassment, this episode explores neutral definitions of terms often dismissed by mainstream sources. The term "targeted individual" describes someone experiencing deliberate, coordinated harassment and surveillance through va...

Ever felt like your darkest fears of being watched were actually true? Well, this powerful documentation pulls back the curtain on life as a targeted individual—where privacy becomes fiction and safety an illusion. This series stands as both documentation and resistance—a refusal to be silenced despite overwhelming odds.  Support the show

What happens when society constantly dismisses your truth? Welcome to the unfiltered journey of "The Dire-Rie of a Sane Black Woman," where I unpack the powerful meaning behind this carefully chosen title. The name itself contains intentional wordplay—"Dire" capturing the gravity of my current situation combined with "rie" from my name, Marie. But it's the words...

Ever felt like your darkest fears of being watched were actually true? Marie's powerful documentation pulls back the curtain on life as a targeted individual—where privacy becomes fiction and safety an illusion. Marie begins her candid, unfiltered account by describing how traditional authorities—police, FBI, employers, and school officials etc.—have failed her, offering therapy referrals ins...