The Deep by Zoe Marshall

Julia is a Ukrainian woman who is living through war. She's lost everything, her home, her business, even her husband, who has decided to stay and fight. She's got an 8 year old daughter and this is her story. Please note we interviewed Julia with the assistance of an interpreter named Sasha.  Content warning: This episode contains graphic descriptions of war and violence including loss of li...

New episodes of The Deeper will drop every fortnight - even during the holidays. Here's a little update from Zoe and a tease for the next few episodes coming up on The Deeper. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits: Joa...

Season 8 has been our biggest season of The Deep yet! Zoe reflects on one of the most controversial episodes - The Paedophile Hunter, the launch of The Deeper, and how it felt to share her own story of domestic violence. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes a...

You may have heard of crunchy mums before. A group of people who are passionate about health but it turned into something way more sinister. Laura was indoctrinated into this lifestyle and still carries the scars. This episode may trigger your beliefs about medical intervention, birth and beyond. Follow Laura on TikTok @iamlevelingup Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at ap...

Today's episode is one of the most disturbing I've ever recorded. Darcy was in a relationship with a sex addict. But it's more than that. His fantasies became wildly depraved and non-consensual. Some of Darcy's story was just too horrific to put on the deep. There is an uncut version. For those who want to hear it, the full unedited story is available now on The Deeper subscription at apple.co/the...

Just before Bobby's 2nd birthday he came down with what his parent's thought was a cold. But within an hour a blood test revealed the worst possible news. He had leukaemia. Bobby's mum Ness is a warrior and one of the strongest women I know. This is her story. Follow Bobby's journey on Instagram @charlie_eddie_bobby online www.bobbyray.com.au and donate through www.gofundme.com . Join the communit...

Alice is a vibe. A young woman so in touch with her self, body and sexuality it’s inspiring. She's a sex worker. And she loves her job. In fact she’s proud of it! Today we get the nitty gritty of working in a brothel, the men she meets, the fetishes, and also the frightening encounter that left her traumatized. Content warning: This episode contains sexually explicit content, drug use, rape/sexual...

This is part 2 of Nix's story. After losing her son, Nix life took a turn. Within a week she had a meth addiction and was headed towards a life of crime including being a pimp. The story gets even wilder as she finds herself in jail, and then as an unlikely social media star. Content warning: This episode discusses miscarriage and infant loss, sex work, drug and alcohol abuse, domestic violence, m...

Nix woke up one morning to find her baby boy had passed away in his sleep. A moment that changed everything for everyone. The sadness and pure mayhem that ensued is so unbelievable, we had to do two parts. This is part 1 of Nix's story. Stay tuned next week for part 2. Content warning: This episode discusses infant loss, sex work, drug and alcohol abuse, domestic violence, medical/autopsy details,...

Deni identifies as a non-binary queer person. They are also a stylist, content creator and LGBTQIA activist. Today we explore identity, what it means to use different pronouns, and learn to embrace a world very different to the one our parents grew up in. Content warning: This episode discusses bullying and suicide. Resources linked below. Lifeline 13 11 14 Kids helpline on 1800 55 1800 Follow Den...

William is a gigolo, a high class male escort. Women pay thousands to see him. Why? He knows what women want. This is the untold world of a male sex worker. Content warning: This episode is very sexually explicit. Follow William on Instagram @william_taylor_aust and Twitter @Will_maleescort and check out his website www.williamtaylor.com.au Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by visiting z...

Adam Whittington travels the world to save children from sex trafficking. But these crimes can happen right under our noses. This is a special bonus episode where we learn the covert ways predators are finding and grooming our kids. And most importantly, how to protect them. Content warning: This episode discusses child sexual abuse. Resources listed below. Kids helpline on 1800 55 1800. 1800RESPE...

Adam Whittington rescues children from sex trafficking. He's seen the absolute worst this world has to offer. He doesn't work for any government- he created his own company and does things his own way to help desperate families. It only takes a quick Google search to find out Adam is a fascinating man who attracts a lot of attention for his work. Listen to the story in his own words and decide for...

A special bonus episode with multimedia star and critical thinker Flex Mami. It’s a candid conversation between two women that will stretch the way you think about life, vulnerabilities, success and suppressed emotions. Follow Flex on Instagram @flex.mami . Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by visiting zoemarshall.com/deeper . Credits: Joanne Helder - Producer Caleb Jacobs - Music AJ Dav...

You had some strong feelings about this season's guests. Zoe reflects on her headspace during 'that' interview with Spanian as well as Molly and your reactions to them both. It's finally time to reveal what we've been working on behind the scenes. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by visiting zoemarshall.com/deeper . Credits: Joanne Helder - Producer Caleb Jacobs - Music AJ Davis - Comms...

Behind closed doors, Sally's husband was the perfect man, she had the perfect family. But things started changing. Sally noticed her perfect life falling apart. Sally’s husband was becoming addicted to meth. This is a heart wrenching story about watching the one you love, your forever person, become something else. How long would you stick it out through hellish episodes of paranoia and psychosis?...

Rosie Rees is a pussy whisperer, crystal sex toy entrepreneur, and nude yoga founder. She's all about connection to the vulva. Pop in some headphones 'cause this one is going to get juicy and isn’t for little ears. Content warning: this episode is sexually explicit. Follow Rosie on Instagram @rosie.rees and visit www.yonipleasurepalace.com to get 15% off with code: ZOE15. This episode is proudly s...

One episode with Spanian was not enough. He also has this incredible book out- Spanian: The unfiltered hood life. And that's what this little bonus episode is about. It's an in depth look at his private life, the man behind the tough exterior. Make sure you listen to part one of this chat first because now, we're going straight to where it all started - with his mum. Content warning: this episode...

Spanian is an ex-career criminal, a clinically diagnosed psychopath. A drug dealing, ram raiding and stabbing kinda dude. Well he was. Now rapper and social media icon. Come with us while we explore this fascinating man. Content warning: this episode discusses extreme violence and drug abuse. For free and confidential advice about alcohol and other drugs, call the National Alcohol and Other Drug H...

Addiction. It's a slippery subject, one we've covered a few times here on The Deep. Today's episode is about a woman, Jess who got addicted to prescribed pills. Medication from a doctor. This is more common than we think. It's happening and it's happening to young people. Jess's story is scary, traumatic and fascinating. Content warning: This episode deals with drug addiction and rape. Resources a...

Today's episode is about a beautiful mother by the name of Kathie who has been a carer to her child, Miranda, for the past 15 years. Miranda suffered what seemed to be a little injury at school but was in fact a major brain injury that has changed her life and her family's life forever. This is a heavy conversation, it is also heartbreaking. Listen to this with a big open heart and be ready to cry...

Today I speak with Luna who has direct contact with aliens. At first I was pretty unsure, and I'm sure many of you are listening to this about to roll your eyes. I get it. This episode will push you to the edge but keep your mind open. It is wild and so funny at times whilst also quite beautiful and profound whether you end up believing or not. Content warning: this episode briefly mentions suicid...

Today we get to speak to the beautiful Molly who we've heard from before. She is a Mum of two young girls who were sexually assaulted by her long term partner. We had a tremendous response from her episode with so many listeners asking about the court case, about how the girls were and showing so much love and support. Some even wanted to give money to her and the girls who at the time were displa...

Today I speak to The Bodzilla also known as April. She is a trailblazer. A woman that has created a space for body acceptance and fat positivity. We are talking about Fat.. the shame, the stigma, the attitudes towards it and how we need to banish Fat being bad. This is a really honest conversation between two very different women, our relationships with our bodies and how we need to change the nar...

The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Aj is a proud indigenous woman and educator. You would have heard our invasion day conversation this time last year. Seeing as we are here again and the date still hasn't changed - we stil...