The Death of a Dream

are you waiting it out. waiting your turn in exchange for your passion and fire. how many times do we grow silence to grow into a new space. the space we dreamt of being in too often times realizing once we got there we can'w show up as who we want. we still have to show up as this person, silent.

they don't know you. if they did they would call you up and have a conversation with you. if they don't support you don't let thier comments stop you from moving forward. everyone doesn't matter. you do.

yah i got rejected once...or twice THIS WEEK. and yet here i am. still standing and still chasing this dream even if the world does not except it.

stop saving your song our your playlist. use music to power through moments. it can save you.

when are we going to stop shrinking back from our energy, our direction, our why. it doesn't stop showing up. we have to be so ready and aware of what those things are so we can stop shrinking in the moments we need to show up.

we have to set up intentional experiences around our beliefs. how are you showing up for what you want to accomplish.

you can do it. then create the environment you need to make this dream come true. put intention behind what you say. every word.

the work that is hard and undefined is difficult. there won't always be a clear win. can we set ourselves up to win, small wins, anything. so we can keep doing that work. the work of passion.

when we get aligned with what we are called to do or our energy source/passion it is infectious. people start to think you are on a new level. and what you really are is aligned not drugged.

you have the ability to create. whatever that is. are you stopping because you can't draw the box around it.

do we fall down and think it is meant to keep us there. honestly that is what i used to think. you can rise but only so high.

maybe you don't belong at the table because the right one doesn't exist. maybe we are all fighting for something that doesn't make sense.

why do we wait to chase our dreams down until we have the dots on our resume. right think of the last thing you did that you figured out along the way out of passion. shift your dreams to that same place.

that whisper guiding me starts chiming in again. this is enough keep going and we either embrace and push for the whisper or against it.

how are you showing up to prove yourself wrong. what are the limiting reasons you can't go live your dream.

right. are we choosing the moments when we need love the most to hate ourselves unconditionally. we all do it.

how many times do we get passed up on because we are silently waiting our turn.

we have to stop showing up as the perfect versions of ourselves. it is giving us anxiety because we are all one person away from being uncovered. people will love the real you more. just start showing up as that person.

dream and do but dream first.

first off rap music because....duh. and then this idea that we have power beyond our own percieved limits but often times we use that against other women.

who am i to do this. i don't even believe in myself how do i help other people. i can't even help myself really. who am i.

we live so much of our lives in this purchased reality. because why wouldn't we it is easier. the hard is worth the work but the easy buttons are all over.

we can choose how we think. it seems too easy right? but anger spirals are a thing we chose. when we are in those moments we unite with people on anger. takes us no where.

why do we do this to ourselves.. you know that feeling right when you just did something that went so far against who you said you were. when we feed our ego only it does that. like we become this scary monster of a person that we don't even recognize.

why is loving people so hard. yet it will bring you more energy than anything you have ever done. energy = worth not always profit.