The Curvy Jem Podcast

I got an offer i couldnt refuse. Homeless for the 3rd time to HOUSED (in luxury I might add) after 35 days. It's been hell & tears but I endured. So about 1 month for this miraculous manifestation to push out! Im so grateful. xo JEM 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Eckhart Tolle was homeless for 2 years and said he grew to like it. He found joy amidst any/all circumstances. Will this happen for me, too? 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Prison purgatory planet earth - my rock bottom episode. After becoming homeless for the 3rd time, Ive hit rock bottom. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Destitute woman - she never loved me LIKE THAT. Rejection made me angry, hateful, disgusted. But Im learning that ppl are doing their best. The ego has "special love," which is actually a joke in the end but yeah. #acim Im doing my part to let go of the old me and all the old people, places and things - I want a fresh start! I want to build from scratch and I feel Im in just the right place to do...

Finally meeting and embracing the abandoned, worthless, frightened, confused, panicked, destitute me. Allowing her to arise and be safe in my arms. I love & choose her, first. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

My 3 year depression and anhedonia. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Seasons of life - slavery to wilderness to promised land, over and over again. In a weird way this brings me comfort and helps me to better comprehend the ups & down of my life. And it does remind me how Ive always been safe and provided for ~ at the end of the day. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Me describing in more depth what purgatory consciousness looks/feels like. It's definitely better than hell, but it is not by any means, heaven. It's a mix and it's ups & downs and it's a lot of pain/suffering with a few good moments and glimpses of heaven, here and there. Definitely not where I want to stay, but what I feel the last 10+ years of my life have been, mostly. Looking forward to heave...

Destitute woman: homeless 3 times in 10 years. The humiliation and toll. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Happy father's day - i wouldnt trade my dad for the world. (I love you so much dad so proud to be your daughter!) How Ive worked through trauma/loss related to my dad and come to inner peace about it all.  #suicide 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Discussing many topics in this video pertaining to feeling good = feeling worthy. How do we get to this place, not just in the mind or actions, but in the body. Deep in the body lies dormant demons of the past and we must face them (feel, heal & let go) in order to be released and free. In order to find the natural inner peace, love and joy which we truly are. xo JEM 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Earth appears to be purgatory - maybe we have Heaven ahead? Plus, Im so tired of the "love yourself" bs. Cant we just both love and hate ourselves in this purgatory we're seemingly/currently in? Im learning to accept all of it. xo JEM 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Being human and living your best and fullest life is humiliating. It's embarrassing! How I am learning to face and overcome this dreadful emotion which tends to ruin everything lol. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Finally leaving Las Vegas and the greatest purge of my life, behind. Off to California for a few years and on to my next adventure! xo JEM 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Returning to my body and feeling again - healing food addiction. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Dark night of the soul DNOTS - hating this life and human existence. Just wanting to not be here anymore and preparing/asking for death. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Living a full life (turning every stone) is scary but worth it. I have no regrets! xo JEM 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

The taumatized child within asking for love and healing. Mine is 7 and her name is Jenny. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Prioritize your mental, physical and spiritual health. Take good care of youself - it's the greatest act of love you can give to this planet. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

You get no gold star for suffering - no punishment, just grace. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Oprah's lead and the marriage trap. Is marriage really a Queen's best option? 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

MJ Gray is engaged and Im happy for her. This pod focuses most on releasing DREAD and instead creating a pleasurable, happy, fun reality. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Guilt = unworthy. It's life's biggest cock-block lol. How to let it go. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Beautiful goldilocks effect and the scary truth about desire. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Dark night of the soul. It always gets better and you will be ok. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong