The Consecrated Podcast

This episode is a continuation of our Journal Entries conversation on living from the worthiness of Jesus. As we continue unpacking this revelation, we explore why the conviction that Jesus is worthy of everything cannot simply be borrowed from someone else's testimony—it has to become a personal conviction that has been formed in the secret place. A belief that hasn't been personally established...

Welcome to our first ever Journal Entries episode—a new series on The Consecrated Podcast where we invite you into the more personal, raw, and in-process parts of our walk with God. These episodes are straight from our journals and personal time with the Lord. They are less about polished teachings and more about sharing what God is revealing to us in real time. Our hope is that this becomes an in...

In this episode, we talk about the way of trust through the story of Peter walking on water. Peter was able to do the impossible as long as his eyes were fixed on Jesus—but the moment he shifted his focus to the wind and waves around him, he began to sink. How often is that true for us? So easily, we become consumed with our emotions, our circumstances, our fears, and our plans for the future. We...

In this episode, we continue the conversation around the question: Who defines you? We explore the reality that identity was never meant to be self-created or determined by the opinions of others. Just as God intentionally designed every fingerprint to be unique, He was even more intentional in forming our inward being. Our personalities, desires, gifts, and distinct characteristics are not accide...

In this episode, Fedhii shares a powerful encounter with the Lord that exposed a subtle but significant struggle in his heart: allowing things other than God to define who he is. Whether through accomplishments, failures, gifts, relationships, or the opinions of others, it's easy to build our identity on labels that were never meant to carry that weight. Together, we explore the question: Who has...

In this episode, we explore how easily our circumstances can shape our perception of who God is in a given season. Biiftuu shares a recent encounter with a friend that brought conviction in real time. Despite walking through financial uncertainty and tight circumstances, they continued to live generously because their lives were built on the belief that God would provide—and they chose to live acc...

In this episode, we sit down with Fedhii to talk about Jesus and ambition—starting with the story of the rich young ruler in Mark 10:17-31. Together, we unpack Jesus’ words about how difficult it is for the rich to enter the Kingdom of Heaven, and how wealth itself was never the real issue. Fedhii challenges the idea that money is automatically evil by pointing to Abraham and David—men who had wea...

In the final episode of Biiftuu’s solo series (for now), we sit with Donta Nelson — a creative, pastor, and leader at Bethel Church — for an honest conversation about belonging, healing, and obedience. Donta vulnerably shares his journey of moving beyond triggers, numbness, and survival mode, and how God slowly taught him what it means to truly belong in Him. What started as simple obedience led D...

In the next part of Biiftuu’s solo series, we sit down with one of her closest friends, Barkot Surafel, to talk about what it means to walk in “Costly Obedience” to God. As the associate youth pastor and creative director at Bethel Church, Barkot vulnerably shares about one of the hardest seasons of her life — a season where God asked her to stay in Redding, away from her friends, family, and comm...

In this next episode of Biiftuu’s Solo Series, we sit down with Rory Helart—the Director of Young Saints, the youth ministry of Bethel Church—a leader and pastor whose life reflects a deep, lived encounter with God, and someone we honor deeply for the way he walks with Jesus. Rory opens up about a heavy season, sharing with raw honesty the tension between leaning into God through pain or turning a...

In this first installment of Biiftuu’s Solo Series—a four-part journey featuring conversations with trusted mentors, pastors, and close friends—we sit down with Chantelle Nelson for an honest and deeply personal conversation on comparison and contentment. Chantelle opens up about her own struggle with comparison within her marriage, vulnerably sharing the tension she felt watching her husband step...

In this episode, we unpack a hard but necessary truth: the promise is not the point. So often, in wilderness seasons marked by waiting, uncertainty, and difficulty, our eyes become fixed on the “Promised Land”—the breakthrough, the answered prayer, the next chapter. But in doing so, we can lose sight of the Person who is faithfully leading us there. We reflect on the story of the Israelites, who,...

In this episode, Fedhii shares a powerful, personal moment sparked by a billboard that read, “Jesus is the answer to all of your problems.” What could’ve been easy to overlook instead became deeply real in a season where he was struggling—reminding him that Jesus isn’t just a phrase or a cliché, but a present and faithful answer in the middle of real life. From there, the conversation leans into t...

In this episode, we continue our conversation with Micah Turnbo—a man who carries a genuine, deep friendship with God and lives with a heart to make others His friends too. We go deeper into what it looks like to walk in ongoing connection with God, talking through the reality of the spiritual realm and the tension that often surrounds it. Micah shares how the enemy works to distort, distract, and...

In this episode, we sit down with Micah Turnbo—a man who carries a genuine, deep friendship with God and lives with a heart to make others His friends too. We talk about Micah’s early encounters with Jesus and the visions that shaped his life, not to elevate an experience, but to reveal what’s actually available to all of us. His story challenges the idea that intimacy with God is rare, and instea...

In this episode, we dive into what it truly means to abandon yourself to the Lord—not as a one-time decision, but as a daily, ongoing surrender. We unpack how abandonment is less about a single moment and more about a gradual deepening of trust and devotion. Using the analogy of drinking coffee, Fedhii illustrates how what may start as a simple, intentional choice can grow into something you genui...

In this episode, we talk about how fear can cause us to cling tightly to the plans we’ve made for our lives instead of trusting the Person who leads us. When our expectations feel threatened, it’s easy to become anxious, frustrated, or even disappointed with God. Throughout Scripture, we see this tension again and again. Mary and Martha were confused when Jesus didn’t come the way they expected. M...

In this second part of our conversation with Ricardo DiRocco, we continue exploring what it truly means to cultivate friendship with God. We dive deeper into the posture of the heart — especially the importance of listening. Not just speaking to God, but learning how to recognize His voice, discern truth, and trust what He reveals. Ricardo shares insights on surrender, humility, and the tension be...

In this powerful continuation of our conversation with Melodie and David, we dive even deeper into what it was like being raised in supernatural ministry — not just the beauty of it, but the weight of it. Children to Apostle Ricardo Di Rocco, Melodie and David give honest insight into the world behind the camera.  This episode begins with a conversation about community. In the book of Acts, after...

This week, we’re releasing two episodes simultaneously—one fully in English and the other fully in Spanish. In the Spanish episode, Fedhii sits down with Ricardo Di Rocco, a traveling speaker, pastor, and evangelist who faithfully walks in the supernatural. Ricardo has witnessed countless salvations, healings, and miraculous encounters, and he has dedicated his life to stewarding God’s supernatura...

In this episode, we have the honor of interviewing a faithful friend and servant of the Lord, Ricardo Di Rocco. A man who has faithfully served God for decades, witnessing thousands upon thousands of lives touched by the transforming power of Jesus. Join us as we listen to the heart of a friend of God as he shares what it truly means to walk in genuine friendship with Him. A rich conversation fill...

In this episode, we continue the conversation on repentance and challenge the way repentance is often understood. Rather than viewing it as shame-driven behavior management, we explore repentance as restoration — a return to communion and a meeting place with Jesus.  We also unpack the idea that God is always reaching for us. Even books like Leviticus—often misunderstood or mislabeled—reveal His h...

Repentance has often been misunderstood in the church. It’s been framed as heavy, shame-filled, or reserved for the moment someone first gives their life to Christ. But in this episode, we redefine it: repentance is a gift. Repentance is not a one-time act at salvation — it is a lifestyle. It is the ongoing, sacred invitation to draw closer to the heart of God. As we walk with Him and grow in inti...

This episode is a continuation of our conversation, “Is Jesus Really in the First Place?”—but this time, we turn the lens inward and ask the harder question: What happens when we are in the first place? We explore how the temptation to prioritize ourselves is often rooted in fear—the quiet doubt that asks, “If I fully trust God, will He actually come through for me?” Through the stories of the wid...

In this episode, we ask, "is Jesus actually occupying first place in my heart or has He become an additive?" Beginning in the story of Adam and Eve, we look at God’s original design for humanity—to walk in intimate, dependent relationship with Him. The fall didn’t begin with rebellion alone, but with a deeper shift: Eve questioned her true need for God and chose independence over trust. We unpack...