Michael Maddocks

The Closeted Hour

Education EN ↓ 11 episodes

The Closeted Hour is a raw, honest podcast exploring identity, trauma, and self-discovery. Each episode dives into the private struggles, revelations, and choices that shape us. Blending storytelling and reflection, it’s a space where vulnerability is essential. Listeners are invited to confront truths, embrace growth, and witness the power of living authentically—unmasked, unfiltered, and fully themselves.

Author

Michael Maddocks

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Education

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Latest episode

Feb 23, 2026

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Episodes

Episode 10: Six Years to Breathe — My Health, Healing, and the Long Road Back to Myself 23.02.2026

Spring of 2020 cracked everything open. What looked like a global pause became a personal reckoning. The noise quieted, distractions faded, and I was left alone with patterns I had outrun for years — mental health struggles that had been simmering under the surface, self-harm behaviors I didn’t yet have language for, and substance use that slowly shifted from coping mechanism to cage. This episode...

Episode 9: Breaking Cycles & Behavioral Change: Moving Through the Stages of Change 09.02.2026

In this episode of The Closeted Hour, we go deep into what it actually means to break cycles—not in the motivational, “just try harder” way, but in a grounded, psychologically informed, human way. If you’ve ever found yourself repeating the same patterns, stuck between awareness and action, or frustrated by how hard change feels even when you want it, this conversation is for you. We explore behav...

Episode 8: Work, Worth, and the Weight We Carry 02.02.2026

Work is not just where we earn a living—it’s where our values are tested, our boundaries are challenged, and our nervous systems quietly keep score. In this episode of The Closeted Hour, we unpack the often-unspoken stress embedded in workplace environments and how it shapes our emotional, physical, and psychological wellbeing. From subtle power dynamics to overt burnout, we explore how organizati...

Episode 7: Who You Were, Who You Are Now, Who You Will Be 26.01.2026

In this episode—Who You Were, Who You Are Now, and Who You Will Be—we move through time with intention, tracing the emotional lineage that shaped you and the parts of yourself still asking to be seen. We begin with who you were—not as a version to be judged or discarded, but as the inner child who learned how to survive. The one who adapted, minimized, overperformed, stayed quiet, stayed strong, o...

Episode 6: Releasing the Past, Reclaiming the Self 19.01.2026

This episode of The Closeted Hour is an invitation to come home to yourself — not the version shaped by survival, silence, or shame, but the one that has been waiting underneath it all. Trauma does not just live in memory; it lives in the body, in the breath, in the way we speak to ourselves when no one else is listening. Healing begins when we stop trying to outrun it and instead learn how to rel...

Episode 5: New Year Transition Recap 12.01.2026

This episode is a grounded, unfiltered New Year recap—less about resolutions and more about reckoning. I reflect on closing out the year by traveling to California, a place that created both distance and clarity. Stepping away from familiar environments and relationships gave me the space to listen to what had been buried under routine, obligation, and emotional noise. This wasn’t a trip for escap...

Episode 1: Welcome to The Closeted Hour 13.10.2025

In this very first episode of The Closeted Hour, I open the door on something raw, something personal, and something that’s been building quietly beneath the surface for months. This isn’t just the launch of a podcast—it’s the beginning of a dialogue, a space where hidden truths, buried reflections, and the messy, beautiful process of becoming are all laid bare. I start by grounding this episode i...

Episode 2: The Power of Voice: Speaking, Writing, and Becoming Heard 13.10.2025

In this episode of The Closeted Hour, we step into one of the most powerful tools we carry within us: our voice. Too often, we silence ourselves out of fear, doubt, or the belief that our words don’t hold weight—but our voice is not only the way we communicate, it’s the bridge between our inner world and the outer one. I’ll unpack the art of using your voice with intention—when to speak, when to l...

Episode 3: When the Seasons End 13.10.2025

There comes a quiet moment in every relationship — a subtle, almost imperceptible shift when the laughter doesn’t echo the same, when the comfort turns into obligation, and when your body begins to feel the truth your mind doesn’t want to accept. In this episode, When the Season Ends, we explore the emotional awakening that comes when you recognize a relationship has run its course. This isn’t abo...

Episode 4: Pieces of Me 13.10.2025

In this episode of The Closeted Hour, I take you into the quiet moments that shaped my healing — the kind most people never see. The aftermath of abuse doesn’t end when you leave; it lingers in your body, your choices, your relationships, and your silence. For years, I lived as fragments of myself — functioning, performing, surviving — but not truly living. I’ll talk about what it was like to rebu...

Episode 0: Trailer 12.10.2025

Welcome to The Closeted Hour, a podcast dedicated to exploring the hidden corners of identity, trauma, and self-discovery. In this trailer episode, you’ll get a glimpse of the stories, insights, and reflections that each episode will bring. Expect unflinching honesty, thought-provoking conversations, and practical takeaways designed to help listeners uncover hidden truths, challenge the status quo...

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