Steve Mattus

The ∞actualinfinity Podcast

Education EN ↓ 5 episodes

**Warning: This isn't your typical podcast.** If you're looking for another "5 steps to success" show, keep scrolling. But if you're ready to dive into the raw, messy truth of what it means to be gloriously, catastrophically human - you're in the right spot. If you consider yourself endlessly curious and willing to dive into the depths because that's meaningful, clarifying, and how your brain works - this is gonna be right up your alley. Here's what we explore: - The exquisite agony of being neurodivergent in a neurotypical world - The delicious paradox of finding freedom within our nervous sy...

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Steve Mattus

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Finding Home in Your Nervous System: A New Approach to Attunement and Wellbeing 19.10.2025 23:10

In this episode of the ∞actualinfinity Podcast, host Steve Mattus shares a deeply personal journey of transformation… moving from traditional business coaching to a new, attunement-based approach to nervous system wellbeing. Steve discusses the limitations of “regulation” and introduces the ANSEM Model, a holistic framework that honors the wisdom of our bodies, especially for neurodivergent and hi...

I did it AGAIN! (Maybe don't publish this one?) 20.02.2025 7:49

In this raw and unfiltered episode, Steve embraces the 'madness' of authenticity, shedding professional polish to show up unmasked. He reflects on presence, consciousness, and love, sharing his journey of undoing performance and embracing reality—messy, real, and true.

Stop Trying So Hard: My Perspective on Meditation 19.02.2025 20:50

In this intimate exploration, Steve challenges traditional meditation approaches with a radical invitation: stop trying so hard. Drawing from his own journey through trauma and spiritual seeking, he shares how true meditation isn't about achieving special states but recognizing the awareness we already are.

The Cycle of Evasion and Pursuit 16.02.2025 21:32

In "The Cycle of Evasion and Pursuit," Steve explores the exhausting pattern of running from discomfort while chasing what we think will make us happy. Drawing from personal experiences with trauma and neurodivergence, he reveals how recognizing ourselves as awareness itself - rather than constantly seeking escape or relief - can transform our relationship with difficult experiences and break this...

Intro 01.02.2025 4:53

In this debut episode of ∞actualinfinity, host Steve Mattus introduces a new kind of conversation about presence, awareness, and being lovingly conscious. Moving beyond traditional self-help and spiritual bypassing, this podcast explores what it means to knowingly be awareness while navigating the full spectrum of human experience. Steve shares his perspective as an autistic, gay, twice-exceptiona...