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Ash and research assistant Erin Collins recap the first half of the second episode of the FINAL SEASON  The Curious Case of Natalia Grace  (TCCoNG)! "Natalia escapes her controlling parents, but she must face a dark past of lies and alleged abuse, uncertain if freedom is truly within reach." - IMDb 🩷 Or make a one time donation on Buy Me a Coffee! 👾 We have an amazing community of friends and fa...

SEASON 3, EP 2 IS ALREADY OUT - COMMERCIAL FREE - ON PATREON, JOIN US FOR AS LITTLE AS $5 A MONTH! YOUR SUPPORT MEANS THE WOOOOORLLLDDDD TO US! Ash and research assistant Erin Collins recap the FIRST episode of the FINAL SEASON  The Curious Case of Natalia Grace  (TCCoNG)! "Desperate to escape her controlling adoptive parents, Natalia turns to Vince and Nicole DePaul, her last hope for freedom." -...

SEASON 3, EPS 1 AND 2 ALREADY OUT ON PATREON, JOIN US FOR AS LITTLE AS $5 A MONTH! YOUR SUPPORT MEANS THE WOOOOORLLLDDDD TO US! Season 2 of  The Curious Case of Natalia Grace (TCCoNG)- 'Binge or Bust?' episodes 5 and 6 are finally here! Recap of season 3, episode 1 coming out on Friday! Make sure to listen to the episodes below first! TRENDING: "The Curious Case of Natalia Grace" is Back- Mega Mix...

Season 2 of The Curious Case of Natalia Grace (TCCoNG)- 'Binge or Bust?' episodes 3 and 4 are here! Recaps of season 2, episodes 5 and 6, as well as season 3, episode 1, coming this week! SEASON 3 RECAPS OF EPISODES 1 AND 2 ALREADY ON PATREON!! Ash is joined by former co-host Fallon Morey to give you the DL on what Common Sense Media's Stephen Morgan called, an "unbalanced portrayal" that "may lea...

THIS IS THE SECOND HALF OF A 2 PART MEGASODE THAT'S PACKED WITH 3 EPISODES!  LISTEN TO PART 1 FIRST ! We've compiled all 7 Natalia episodes into 3 more compact episodes, for your listening pleasure. Starting with Ash and Megan from Give Us Morgue ! Unfortunately the file is too long for the public feed so we had to break it into 2 parts. And in the next section of this mega-sode, we have former co...

Ash Here! We asked our wonderful PATRONS , if they wanted us to wrap up what Common Sense Media 's Stephen Morgan called, an "unbalanced portrayal" that "may leave viewers with more questions than answers,"  The Curious Case of Natalia Grace  (TCCoNG). Six and a half of them said yes, and when I saw the trailer for Hulu's upcoming HIT PIECE, ahem, "mini-series" Good American Family , I voted the o...

Ash and Kristen wrap up " The Curious Case of... Bam Margera ", wtith the most intense episode yet! Ash talks about Dahlia's allegations that she was sex trafficked by her mother and law enforcement corruption. They discuss blurred lines between care and control in addiction and mental health and and when the rights to privacy of information should and should not be respected. And Ash freaks tf ou...

Make sure to listen to part I first! ✨PART III AVAILABLE ON PATREON NOW!  Ash continues to breakdown " The Curious Case of... Bam Margera ". In this episode we meet photographer and owner of popular YouTube channel Soft White Underbelly, Mark Laita. Amanda Rabb's story is introduced, as well as YouTuber and leader of the #freebam movement, BJ Courville aka BJ Investigates aka That Surprise Witnes...

ID is back at their shenanigans and so are we! We asked our PATRONS what they missed and they said 'Binge or Bust'?... which yay, so did we! And wouldn't you know that journalistic juggernauts Investigation Discovery and Beth Karas released another intensely factual and unbiased docu-series at just the right time. We kicked off the start of 2024 with a full breakdown of all six episodes of "The Cu...

In this episode Ash and Kristen dive into the cringe-worthy, and often kinda creepy af, world of TikTok FuckBois. From thirst traps to weird skits and personas, the gals tackle trends like mewing, "horny chefs", and bad advice from "dating coaches"—while touching on the unsettling rise of known human trafficker Andrew Tate. ✨Please consider supporting us on Patreon, for early ad-free content and...

In this episode of TSFU Interviews , Fallon chats with Erin Riley, author of "A Dark Force: 20 Years with a Covert Narcissist". They talk about recognizing narcissistic abuse and ways to process and deal with it, as well as her adventures in and around the music business"! Celebrated music maven Erin Riley looked like she had it all: a 1960s Mad Men–style upbringing on Manhattan’s Upper West Side,...

This week Ash is joined by Alecia Watson  from Twisted and Uncorked ! Alecia tells Ash about the murder of 15 year old Elyse Pahler at the hands of three teenaged boys who wanted to be more successful with their metal band. Don't tell us that Satanic Panic didn't exist! Check out Alecia's podcast Twisted and Uncorked  here  and follow the pod on IG - they actually post stuff! ✨Please consider sup...

This episode dives into the infamous case of Mary Bell, an English ten year old who killed two pre-school aged boys in the '60s. From her troubled past to the tragic crimes and their aftermath, Ash and Kristen explore the familial and societal failures and lasting impact of her story. ✨Please consider supporting us on Patreon, for early ad-free content and so much more for as little as $5 a month...

Ash and research assistant Erin wrap up the Menendez brothers saga, as they delve into the wild twists and turns of the Menendez Brothers' case, from explosive family drama to courtroom chaos. Further allegations of abuse by a client of Jose's, shocking trials, media frenzy, and those jaw-dropping verdicts. Plus, the brothers’ prison lives, their unexpected TikTok fame, and fresh legal bombshells....

In case you didn't get enough of the Memendez Brother's story at the end of 2024, we thought we'd do a deep dive into it anyway! Ash is joined by research assistant Erin Collins as they look at themes of abuse, mental health, and privilege. They explore the dark side of wealth, parenting gone wrong, and the psychological scars of a toxic family dynamic. This episode delves into the brothers’ abusi...

It's finally here folks, the intro to Ash's obsession for the last seven+ months... the case of Amanda Rabb. Amanda Rabb, a young Black woman experiencing homelessness and drug addiction on the streets of Skid Row in Los Angeles, California, appeared on the hit YouTube channel, Soft White Underbelly , in December of 2019. She was heavily featured on the channel and became someone that the audience...

Hoping you're all having a wonderful or at least tolerable holiday season lovelies, we finally bring you the Finale of the Saga of Russ... In the final part of this deep dive series, Ash and research assistant Kristen wrap up with how a couple of YouTubers infiltrated the Manor and Russ' inner circle, wrecking havoc in some pretty insane and hilarious ways, how Russ handled that and what he's up t...

In the third installment of our four part series, Ash and research assistant Kristen talk about everything from the ethics of extreme haunted experiences and the psychological impact of such traumatic experiences. They also talk about red rooms, rumors of military connections, and McKamey's lack of legal repercussions despite numerous allegations surrounding the troubling nature of his relationshi...

One of Ash's amazing and incredibily varied co-hosts, Fallon Morey sits down with criminal defense attorney McCracken Poston Jr., who represented Alvin Ridley—a reclusive man at the center of a gripping murder trial. Alvin, often misunderstood due to his eccentricities and autism, was accused of killing his wife, though the story turned out to be far more complex. McCracken shares the wild twists...

In part 2 of our 4 part deep dive, Ash and Kristen explore the psychological manipulation that victims of Russ endure, they uncover the shocking practices and cult-like dynamics at play. Tune in for a deep dive into horror, exploitation, and society’s obsession with the macabre! ✨PART 3 IS OUT NOW ON PATREON! Support us on Patreon, and get tons of bonuses and goodies, for as little as $5 a month!...

Ash and research assistant Kristen dive into the dark world of McKamey Manor, the "extreme haunt" infamous for its torturous experiences. They explore the psychology behind seeking fear, the shady practices of Russ McKamey, and the blurred lines between consent and abuse. From participant trauma to media exploitation, this episode tackles the ethics of extreme entertainment and the dangers of unch...

This week Ash is joined by podcaster and sur-thrivor Terra Newell to talk about the murder of Reena Virk, the subject of Hulu's series Under the Bridge . You may know Terra from the podcast and/or tv series Dirty John , so the gals obviously discuss the ethics of true crime entertainment in this important episode. Fourteen year old Reena was bullied throughout her youth and after finding a group o...

Join Ashley and Fallon as they reconnect after a break, catching us up on life’s latest ups and downs—housing insecurity, mental health struggles, and some serious community love. Fallon shares news about stepping back from co-hosting, and the gals dive headfirst into the spine-chilling tale of the Amityville Horror. From the tragic DeFeo murders to the Lutz family’s eerie encounters, they cover p...

Ok gang- I know this isn't a super sexy subject, but after having many listeners tell Ash that they were pretty sure they had some sort of mental health issue, or had been diagnosed with one but didn't have affordable access to doctors or medication, or are struggling with addiction but don't know where to turn, she thought this was a really important topic. Note from Ash: Since getting my ADHD di...

Fallon tells Ash about the infamous unsolved quadruple homicide in Keddie, California in 1981. Four people were brutally murdered in Cabin 28 and over 40 years later, the Keddie Cabin Murders remain unsolved and full of eerie twists and turns. The gals dig into the disturbing details, the weird clues, and the frustrating lack of answers that still haunt this case. What really happened in that cabi...