That Show F*cked Me Up!

I honestly forgot to include the “Savage of the Week” segment (and I was too lazy to add it in) but if I had included it, it would def go to my boy Kai Brewer! We got most of our questions answered this episode (most) and I learned a lot of important life lessons: the 1st one was to not give out my password to anyone & the 2nd one was to be wary of dating apps! Hope this reveal f*cked you up just...

When I first watched this show, I thought that this episode only focused on Ethan, but during this second time around I realized that the name of this episode "The Son" is synonymous to both of Nick Brewer's sons: Ethan AND Kai. These boys couldn't be more polar opposites but they both have huge hearts. They are the perfect combination of Nick and Sophie in the most perfect way! I hope y'all enjoy...

Sigh. We all deserve a brother like Simon Burton. He’s basically the male version of Pia, except that Pia is surrounded by good and genuine people and Simon only has: Daryl… Dumb AF Daryl. I hope this episode serves as a reminder to all, that you never know when someone is in need of just an ounce of kindness. So lead with kindness- Unless you encounter an A-HOLE. 

Sometimes I wish I was more like reporter, Ben Park, but then I remember that I am a "Bare Minimum Baddie" and those feelings go away quickly. He is definitely working 20 hour shifts just like Roshan "Papi" Amiri, and honestly I just lack the determination... Also, my beauty sleep is ten thousand times more important than workforce validation. Is Ben Park a bad person or just chasing after a story...

Emma F*cking Beesley. She is definitely a complicated character, but I am trying to give her the benefit of the doubt. She is in mourning after all... In this episode, we learn more about Nick's secret love affair, and holy moly he had everyone fooled because no one would have guessed that he was cheating on Sophie. Eye for an eye? Breaking even? That's def the Brewer way. Back to Emma, she did no...

Sophie Brewer, the perfect wife... Or so we thought. In this episode we get an inside look on the mind of our favorite English teacher, and cleaning expert. One thing I can say about my girl, Sophie, is that she has an amazing taste in men. A little almond milk and some dark chocolate never hurt nobody, but what if you mix those two together? A recipe for disaster... Did I just refer to Nick Brewe...

When I say Roshan Amiri can get it- I mean that he can GET IT. This man is not only fine AF, but he is also a great detective, family oriented, hardworking and BROWN? Should I propose? Okay, enough thirsting over him. In all seriousness this episode f*cked me up and it will def mess you up too. But that is why we are all here for, right? Right. Enjoy the episode and remember to leave the pod a 5 s...

Happy New Year, f*cked up fam! Wishing you all the best this 2022! Love, happiness, health, prosperity and most importantly MORE F*CKED UP TV SHOWS! Clickbait is honestly the best way to start out the new year, and trust me when I say that this show will torment you just as it did me. We start out the first episode with Pia Brewer. Fashion icon. Dance queen. Alcohol connoisseur. Dating app enthusi...

And just like “Mare of Easttown” this final wrap-up episode ends with a bang! I literally talked about everything: sex workers, related cases, lingering questions about the show AND it’s the first episode in “That Show Effed Me Up!” history that we have a guest! Oh and I also let y’all know which show I’m going to cover in season 3 so listen to the very end! Why Are Sex Workers Often a Serial Kill...

Not only does this episode cover the season finale of “Mare of Easttown,” but it’s also the episode where I forget how to pronounce “comfort”. You’re going to hear me go through the 5 stages of grief as I attempt to decipher the pronunciation of this word and fail. It will definitely be worth it. Trust me. We freaking made it, f*cked up fam! Another show has come and gone and it has definitely bee...

Not me realizing that I called the “That Shit’s Traumatizing” segment the “That Shit F*cked Me Up” segment and not even having the energy to correct it. I’m acknowledging it here, so everyone knows that I’m well aware of my mistake. You want an episode that is just as f*cked up as the last one? Well, that’s what I’m here for! Another episode where I struggled to find heartwarming scenes. Sigh. But...

I think this episode was the one that made me think "I need to cover this show in my podcast" because it f*cked me up so badly. Let me just tell you that we hit an all time record with the # of traumatizing shit that happened in just this one episode. I am still recovering from the trauma of episode 5 and there is a slight possibility that I may never recover, and I'm honestly okay with that. Are...

Will  we find out by the end of the episode who Sisyphus is? Maybe... But you should still definitely listen to this episode. Mare calling a family meeting is iconic, and Helen's reaction deserves an Oscar nomination. What the hell is a family meeting anyway? Best believe that you'll find out! Lets place a bet before you even listen, will Mare listen to Chief Carter and stay away from the cas...

Episode 3 of "Mare of Easttown" is here and damn a lot of crazy shit goes down! I am honestly not inspired to write a witty episode description this time around (I'm literally turning into Mare- I only need her vape tbh). However, my lack of inspiration in writing this description does not does not mean that the episode will not be fun. In all honesty, I came across some pretty funny bits as I was...

Fathers... They're complicated. Some are good, some are eh, and others not so much. In this second episode we are introduced to Detective Colin Zabel, and honestly he was every girls 1st crush when he was in American Horror Story. Can you guess who?  We get a little poetic justice from a wrongdoing that occurred during the first episode, but it isn't enough to get through the heartbreak of lo...

The 1st episode of the second season of the podcast is finally here! Woot woot! After much thought I settled on covering "Mare of Easttown" starring the legendary Kate Winslet! Kate Winslet as a bitter detective- Do you need to know more?   During this first episode we are introduced to all of the characters, and most importantly, all of their issues. We love flawed people! It makes it easier to i...

It’s spooky Halloween season & we are ready to get frightened! In this episode we cover “El Muerto” from the anthology series “Two Sentence Horror Stories” and I share with you my favorite spoo00OOooky folklore. Here is a hint: BEK! Here are my sources:  Black-eyed Kids: The Chilling Legend that Began in Abilene https://texashillcountry.com/black-eyed-kids-legend-abilene/ 16 Terrifying En...

I couldn’t end this 1st season without dropping a bonus "The Haunting of Hill House" episode because I know we've all have had time to “eat it, digest it, and shit it out”. Get it? If you did not get this reference, you’re Leigh-terally killing me! Okay, that was my attempt to be funny and I failed. I apologize. Deeply.  Hopefully you actually enjoy this full hour of me giving my unsubstantia...

"I am home. Now to climb." YO! We freaking made it! Episode 10 of The Haunting of Hill House! All of our questions are finally answered in the season finale! I had a knot in my throat all throughout this episode, and you will understand why after you listen/watch. Remember that precious things live inside of Hill House, and not all of them belong to the Hills or the Crains or any of the previous o...

Can we all start calling nightmares "screaming meemies"?! Please? I am begging you. Also, what's up with Olivia not knowing the difference between being awake and a dream. I am sure Poppy "Insane Asylum" Hill had something to do with that...  I have never doubted baby Luke and this episode reveals why. No wonder he is so traumatized! IT. ALL. MAKES. SENSE. NOW!  Hope you enjoy episode 9!...

According to Google, witness marks are “an intentional, accidental or naturally-occurring spot – a line, a groove, or another contrasting area – that serves as an indicator of how things previously were implemented, used, repaired, or what processes were followed,” but in this episode we find out that the Crain siblings (specifically Steven) did not know how to read them… Typical Steven bevahior,...

Can we all agree that funerals are not a good time? Nellie's funeral is no different- Except for the ghosts, of course. "Eulogy" shows us how the Crain's continue to cope with the death of their loved one and it is not pretty. A grieving family with wayyyy too many issues? Calls for an interesting watch. Theo is hungover and full of guilt. Shirley is mad at everyone. Luke is seeing things that sho...

"Two Storms" is definitely my favorite episode of The Haunting of Hill House (and yes, I know I said the same thing about "Touch" but please disregard). The parallels between the past and present day are MUAH (chef kiss). All of the Crazy Crains, minus my girl Nellie RIP (oh and Olivia), all together again, you know some madness is about to go down. The last thing I have to say about this episode...

THE LONG AWAITED EPISODE IS HERE! Eleanor Crain aka Nellie aka Baby Nellie's episode! We finally figure out what happened to the littlest of the Crain gang. Why did she go back to Hill House? Why did she die? Not all of our questions are answered in this episode, but at least some are. I've said it once, I've said it twice and I'll say it again: The twins deserved WAY better than the cards they we...

All I have to say about this episode is: PROTECT LUKE CRAIN AT ALL COSTS! Yes, I am a Luke Crain apologist and so what? Fight me! Okay, but forreal can we all agree that the actor that plays adult Luke is not only talented but also one of the hottest human beings alive? Also, baby Luke is the cutest tiny actor on earth! I love him with all my heart. Keep casting both of these actors and I'll...