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Do you believe That I’m so naive And I wanna be Fucking relieved Of all of my Originality The ideas That you conceive Are annoying me Not pleasing me Bre-breeding me Supplying me With some bias Fucking feelings Do all of these Your sle-sleeping Your weeping Mental faculties Serve a higher cause Or maybe You’re deceiving me Pleading honesty When it’s plain to see You’re nothing Nothing but lost Now...

I’m not any good with all these people It’s automatic, I talk with myself I stand in society with all these people I’m designed to talk with myself I no longer posses the emotional drive Required for a role in the community I think of all of the qualifications Subject to a place in humanity I have very few in me anymore Each fiber of my very being Suggests some state of immortality And with my the...

This song’s called rate of descent It’s for my brothers and the sisters, and umm Yeah, cuz at the current rate I’m going I will probably last two months Three weeks, four days Five hours, three minutes, two seconds I am so abused by myself, I cry at night And I don’t know what I’m doing And why am I putting these people through it Maybe they deserve a little better Maybe they don’t need this kind...

Balancing quietly on a marble ledge The sun is high to ponder my demise Not another soul need be involved My bruised, broken body’ll be a surprise The crowning step brought on a heart attack Covering the sidewalk, my blood fills in the cracks Uplifting horror surrounds the audience turning to stare At a fresh corpse, I don’t fucking care See all evil Hear all the evil Speak all the evil I am the e...

You once told me I’m not right with god Looking down I feel my Insides are being robbed Blacklist my timid flaws Make some sport of tragedy Cheer with cynical applause Scrape my ears with your claws So gallant you declare I’m the one should be ashamed Label me with the price I’m worth Not so fast, you’re fucking trash The rate of my descent Is measured by the reasons I can’t quit Quit I’m so abuse...

If you could see out through my eyes You would know what I’m going through If you could feel the thoughts I do You would know my fears inside I hide Inside I hide If you could see out through my eyes You would know what I’m going through If you could feel the thoughts I do You would know my demons inside I hide Inside at night

Balancing quietly on a marble ledge The sun is high to ponder my demise Not another soul need be involved My bruised, broken body’ll be a surprise The crowning step brought on a heart attack Covering the sidewalk, blood fills in the cracks All that trouble just to End up talking to myself All that trouble just to End up single and alone Seek an evil Breathe all evil Wreak of evil I am evil Naked i...

You once told me I’m not right with god Looking down I feel my Insides are being robbed Cheer with cynical applause Scrape my ears with your claws Blacklist my timid flaws Make some sport of tragedy So gallant you declare I’m the one should be ashamed Sticker me with the price I’m worth Not so fast, you’re fucking trash Rate of my descent Is measured by the reasons I can’t quit I’m so abused by My...

I’m not any good with all these people It’s automatic, I talk with myself I stand in society with all these people I’m designed to flee from humidity When we go over to your mom’s house I wanna turn around and just leave I question my very personality I don’t belong here any fucking way Monsters were always inside of me I think of all of the qualifications Listed for a place in your family I no lo...

I already know today is gonna be A really bad day, thanks Molly Did you think breaking my nose Would be okay, then steal my clothes Love a good bad ballet A pretty face is nothing When you’re heart is fucking ugly I don’t need your apology Don’t care enough about your fucking feelings You’ve been deceiving me, pleading honesty When it’s plain to see you’re nothing Nothing but lost You never had my...

There’s a coming tide Run and hide I open the door And out you slide You left my side Smiling from the outside With cocky pride You play with my head I don’t know where you are I don’t know where you are Just rewind and start again 1 2 3 ... 8 9 10 Just rewind and start again 1 2 3 … 8 9 10 Just rewind and start again What the fuck, I said “when” Just rewind and start again 1 2 3 … 8 9 10 Just rew...

The memories tattooed on my heart Your pictures are killing me Yesterday fades but I still see you I kinda hate most things I’m ok, I’m ok, I’m ok, I’m ok My moments I can’t explain I have my list of betrayals Yesterday blurs but it’s not dismissed I’ve been mostly odd I’m ok, I’m ok, I’m ok, I’m ok Knife slices the air We can’t coexist One of us will die in this place I’m not losing my mind Head...

There are times in life when Things break and can’t be fixed Hurts that can’t be undone Words that will always stick Where we can’t reset Even if we want to Even if we want to Even if we want to Say I find a box of Love letters in the garage Written to my better half But they aren’t from me Very, very recent In a French accent I can taste it on my tongue Like glitter in the classroom Dear rabbits...

Thoughts often go To when our love still flowed I still feel your flames And they burn Like before Cocaine Time and endless rain All my life I’ve often wondered why I still remember your name But now I know It’s only so We can Maybe love again? Maybe a little better than before Maybe a little longer, little more So Little Miss Secret From 1981 Do you still remember my name? It’s the same As long b...

BOOM Hearts break and people leave And sometimes we Don’t get over it So we blow our noses Call our friends And pretend Pretend BOOM It’s morning It’s morning It’s morning It’s morning Do we look good enough? Do we look good enough? For who? Who do we look Good enough for? For who? Who do we look Good enough for? For who? Who do we look Good enough for? For who? Who do we look Good enough for? For...

The Epic Ballad of Electric Elephants by tcr!

Enter my life in silence Rape my memories Bludgeon my shyness Smash my head up against the mirror Listen to me scream I am a bastard Abandon me, I’m your disgrace Scars on your pretentious name You hurt me, you are unjustified Eyes water but I will not cry You don’t seem to realize You made the monster Before your eyes Burst from the closet Swinging my surprise Take you to hell Before I die You do...

When I’m with people I feel accepted When I’m not I don’t I don’t I don’t Fuck you Just fuck you Good bye There are all these Wonderful things I am doing now As a direct result Of you rejecting me Rejecting me Rejecting me Fuck you Just fuck you Good bye Fuck you Fuck you Fuck you Fuck you Fuck you Fuck you Good bye

50 lashes to the back Skin the flesh, expose the bone It’s the same as 15 minutes Where I’m at, dine on fact I travel alone Kneeling before the mirror So I can watch as I Eat myself alive With digested sap depriving my eyes I chew and swallow bitter pride And vomit up the man inside I vomit up the man inside I vomit up the man inside I vomit up the man inside I’m blood-soaked and gutted Graphicall...

Pretty like a lamb chop A frozen one Compared to Jello With a pleasant Splash of murder Murder Vacuumed into The distant vortex Of Simon says Misty carpet reds Hand job Steven Oven semen We missed the bus So we sat and discussed Some fine cheeses With curb side lawyers And turd sized sawyers Squeaky potential frenzy It’s fun to believe in Oz While you’re on the yellow brick road Learn the swindle...

There is no Alternative It used to be a choice How can there be an Alternative When we’re fed the same thing Every day? How can it be Alternative And on the Rick Dee’s 40 show? For there to be an alternative You need to have at least fucking Two One more than one An alternative dollar sign An alternative dollar sign An alternative dollar sign Just another fucking dollar sign An alternative dollar...

You come across with your fucking attitude Like I’m some kind of lower life form Every which way that I turn I am disappointed to come upon A shitty fucking clone of you Who in the fuck are you needing to be Which role are you pleading to fit Why the fuck do I have to justify Who I am to you Who are you fucking trying to convince anyway me or you? It’s like I don’t even know your last fucking name...

> I come home from work and nobody’s here. I open the windows and hear the birds chirping. We’re never alone, peeps. ❤️ I was thinking about this more this morning, thinking of how limited I am when I live only in my own head, confine myself to only what I see in front of me. When I’m home alone I’m regularly reminded of my aloneness. The sounds of my feet on the whitewashed plywood bounce around...

I don’t know where this quote came from but it’s one of my favorites. > The next time you get driven to your knees to pray, just stay there. I pray when I’m in pain but mostly I try to pray because I’m okay and want to stay that way. I do my best to stay on my spiritual knees because if I let arrogance or pride or hurt overrule what really matters, I know I’ll be humbled against my will and that’s...

3:46 am: God, I am so sick of being awake. 6:37 am: Just because you stop talking about things doesn’t mean everything’s okay. An x-boss of mine and I would argue and argue about things. And we’d argue about the same kinds of things over and over again. Architecture, database modeling, how to reply to emails. Crap that was important for sure and some crap that wasn't. For the longest time I would...