Table Rush Talk Show

I’ve been seeking the spiritual side of things for a good few decades now… Perhaps I’ve been a yogi this whole time. Episode notes: More to say on the hippy front.  Tom’s leading the charge, he’s gifted with rose smelling sweat.  Memories of bean sprouts and hippy hair.  Jackson Hole and the JC water walker.  How can you be of service what can you bring to the table.  I finally embrace the Asana’s...

Thank you Covid, I will grow my hair!  And I suppose I should take a shower sometime too.  Episode notes: Time to finally grow out my hair…  Thats a long road ahead!  I must learn new descriptive adjectives.  My goodness I stink.  It surprises people some times, but it turns out I was a super sensitive kid.  In spite of myself there were forces out their protecting me.  More of examples of becomin...

Must have gear for the fledgling podcaster!  3 affordable Shure microphones and the Blue articulating boom arm.   Episode notes: I truly love the MV88 mic - Lightning connecter compatible, small and compact, and super dooper tech friendly. I  just grab it and put it in my hoodie pocket whenever I walk out the door.  The MV7, probably the best in the buis as far as the USB plug in capable microphon...

My friend Bill and I riffing on my fears of being a bearer of peace. Episode notes: I share my fears of the Summit topic with Bill.  And that I’m turning into the person that I’m so scared to be :).  Bill’s flare for the dramatic addresses the situation as only Bill can!  I’ve got to say.  It’s kinda fun. Start podcasting!  Get the Shure MV88 mobile mic, you can literally take it anywhere on the f...

“I’m not for everybody… and maybe they need to order a different dish." ...turns out we need guys like this to save the world. Episode notes: How do I sum up Glenn Miller?  That is the question of the day for anyone who knows him.  And it does take some poking - but I get him rolling. By the end of the episode I couldn’t stop laughing.  At the age of 71’ish the wheels come the rest of the way off....

Real time examples of the wound vs the scar...  And one really good old one. Episode notes: Why do I need to talk so fast?  Let there be space.  Let thoughts develop.  Do I always need to bring “energy”?  Did I swear?  Yes.  Closed some thought loops and opened some new.  Scar vs wound…  Seeing the process real time in a 3 week cycle!   Podcast name, well that’s a scar.  Summit topic, that’s a  wo...

…what I hear them say is not what they meant, it’s what I’m afraid of! Episode Notes: Maybe one day I’ll have a radio show?  Yeah for Lebron James!  Two crackling conversations today already.  Publishing turns out to be easy (so far).  What do you mean when you say that?  It could be beautiful… I sure do have a habit of projecting my own fears, insecurities, and neuroses,  onto other people.  Pete...

Feeling the pressures of wanting to get things done and “to know” manifests in the loss of my pen cap... Episode Notes: Where are my painters?!  And the pressures of the moment.  Perhaps pivoting (already) on the summit.  Turns out I may be good at change.  I want answers from God.  God says be patient. My relationship with the mortgage business.  Ask God “Does this idea serve me?”.  Inspiring tra...

My keen sense of judgement was a super power…  But it’s time to let it go, and the results are amazing. Episode notes: It was so much fun driving and doing the first one I had to do another.  Ego deflation!  I can still be an ass.  Who am I going to be without it. Judgement that is. The benefits of letting go.  I choose beauty and it is amazing.  Said simply… Start podcasting!  Get the Shure MV88...

 Trying my first episode while driving!  My kitchen leads me to source. Episode notes: God how can I utilize the resources you have put me in charge of? The decision sets me free.  I’m tired of negotiating.  Randel gets mad.  God intervenes?  Discontent manifests all over. Tell the story in 3 minutes!   Save one minute by going on a faster route...  Of course it works it self out. Start podcasting...

I had gone kinda deep on some ideas…  My friend Lisa gives such a thoughtful response. Episode notes: This episode is sort of different for me.  It is me sharing with my tiny Marco Polo “A Course In Miracles” friend group on the 28th and 29th of December and then Lisa’s insightful response on New Years Eve…  It may be kinda weird but it sure is fun...  Enjoy!  28th MZ: Stories of home.  The defini...

…I’m tired, it’s late, sure I’ll share my nightly inventory with you. Episode notes: Burned out at 11:30 pm I record an episode.  My nightly inventory?  Why in gods name did I commit to 21 episodes in 21 days?  Did I complete my thought on the sharing the wound and not the scar?  I don’t think so!  Oh well …opportunity for another episode. Start podcasting!  Get the Shure MV88 mobile mic, you can...

I humbly introduce - Bill Fenney, amazing local artist!  And …incredibly sensitive? Episode notes: Turns out Bill Fenney is the source of one of my bitch slaps.  I was so nervous to interview Bill because I’ve only know him on the periphery and what could we possibly talk about?  Of course my fears were unfounded and we went deep quick.  He discusses the battle to being ok.  He questions the growt...

My progression with masks and bandanas in the Covid...  And a little Jackson Hole history! Episode notes: It takes me a minute to get rolling but...  Shooting cows with bottles rockets.  Pushing for some egoic street cred with a touch of my JH youth...  Covid is Gods beautiful creation?   Do I believe the illusion of separation is true?  You don’t like wearing a mask and I love that.     From hust...

Stay in the moment, take the next indicated step, and it’s all Gods beautiful creation… Episode notes: My current obsession. You're welcome to follow along.  The fear of specificity and the fringes will follow.  Pick your platform.  How I hide behind the ego.  I’m committed to the summit!  Why can’t you just pick one god Mischa!?  …Is my decision in accord with yours?   Start podcasting!  Get the...

Oh My!  I've gone from bailing on one podcast idea to committing to another to back to the original to perhaps I can do both? Episode notes: Talk of A Course In Miracles.  The God within is percolating.  Serious internal work.  Levels of a Bitch Slap!  Be willing to succeed.  Meditation zone and the unlimited creativity.  I can be like Jack White...  The wound and not the scar. Start podcasting!  ...

Apple says “YES!”.  Now breath, give it some space, and how can I best be of service.  Or what could be called: Stick with Bitch Slap fool! Episode notes: Just talking about timeless questions.  A new friend reminds me I’m not unique.  Apple answers the question.  Fears are distracting, but my practice is strong.  This darn summit.  I’m right where I’m supposed to be.  Act as if press on.  * Stick...

The pressure of Apple saying "no!" is real.  Or what could be called...  The Trailer to the Trailer episode of "God Shot".    Show notes: Oh yes it's getting messy.  Let's change the name!  Bye bye to the shock and awe?  A brief history of my compulsions.  The fundamental idea of god is percolating.   Let's grow the Capital S.  What I do.  My progression with the word god.  Outside influences hold...

Sure I’ll do some artwork for the biggest band in the world.  “And you mean I have to be considerate?” Show notes: Craig has done poster art for bands you know.  He’s pissed of Mr Lollapalooza, and hung with the giants of the music industry…  Yet ask him if he’s gifted, well, perhaps he’s just “competent”.  Have we discovered the pinnacle of Craig’ness?  We talk his artistic influences, some famil...

Crafted my email to Apple.  Why did I wait so long! Show notes: I survived a 60 below winter.  Apple may say yes to the Bitch slap...  More in shock and awe.  Are you willing to relinquish your seat? The current culmination of my summit fear.  More will be revealed! Access my “Insiders Guide to Finding Peace” here: https://belove.media/peace     See more resources at https://belove.media/resources...

It's between me and God...   Episode Notes: Hunkering down as the stay at homeish dad!   I could be a yoga teacher.   Pivot to house; a place of peace.  Whaa laa bitch slap!  If my theory holds may be time to pivot.  I've got to be able to play nice with Apple!    Access my “Insiders Guide to Finding Peace” here: https://belove.media/peace     See more resources at https://belove.media/resources ....

My mental sanity was is in play! Episode notes: Competition is now my enemy.  I can’t see anything else. The ego is strong.  How can I be of service, what can I bring to the table?  Have to put pen to paper?  Die an ugly death or...  be the art docent. The joy of life is right in front of me.  Access my “Insiders Guide to Finding Peace” here: https://belove.media/peace     See more resources at ht...

If my end point is unknown that seems to be where I do best. Episode notes: Am I really changing the podcast name?  One day I’ll be able to tell a short story.  If you can’t see where this is going that’s where the cool stuff can happen. Next indicated step.  The Irrational exuberance…  Everything comes together.     Access my “Insiders Guide to Finding Peace” here: https://belove.media/peace    ...

Turns out I like the academics!  But I just might kill myself herding antelope. Episode notes: A Random Walk Down Wall Street. Hand scratching on the jail table.  My love to an old friend. Loosely a dj. Will this be an episode or won’t it.  If I’m willing to do the work...  Success is inevitable.   Access my “Insiders Guide to Finding Peace” here: https://belove.media/peace     See more resources...

The death of "shock and awe" Mischa? Episode notes: Do I need to make drastic changes?  Would I rather be saying the word bitch or the word god?  Apple won’t co-operate. Insecurities around the summit force my hand. Don't judge me!   Gawd gawd gawd gawd.  Snowboard?  Fly planes?  Access my “Insiders Guide to Finding Peace” here: https://belove.media/peace     See more resources at https://belove.m...