Table Rush Talk Show

I gather my thoughts and take my ideas from "take #1" and try to be more eloquent in take #2.  Of course I start by calling everyone "Sum Bitchs".  I'm interested to know which take everyone likes better? Show notes: Why watch Netflix when I can recap the day?  I can only assimilate so much so fast.  Broad strokes not good enough.  Health, wealth, or relationships.  The mind loops.  Sorting out th...

 A bit babble’y, I discuss the the foundational pieces that I think I need to work on to be able to press forward with my summit.  And I get the idea to start take #2 by calling everyone “sum bitches”.  Show notes: Recording directly into garage band.  Reflecting on the mornings heavy mediation. Full babble mode!  Putting the cart before the horse.  The 4 foundational things I need to dial in. Sta...

Comfortably sitting in my hour meditation I realize the mental chaos could continue for the full hour…  but the gift does await. Show notes: Not all my mediations are bliss and morning glory.  Keeping up with the jones.  They aren’t! They aren’t! I quit!  A different route doesn’t do the trick.  I might have to wait a day for the answers.  Don’t quit and don’t stomp my feet too loudly.   Start pod...

After publishing my episodes that I recorded 15-20 days ago; it sinks in I’m still having many of the same mental roadblocks that I had when I started this process.  Show notes: Trying another late night recording, cause they’re not as shiny.  I wish I had a controversial email as a topic!  Turns out Glenn Miller’s interview came out all right!  Russell Brunson is reiterating what Ken just happene...

It turns out Kirk is shockingly well read and well spoken.  And that makes for lots of fun!  We talk politics, US finance, divorces, teenagers, and career; all under the Bitch Slap magnifying glass. Show notes: Oh my god this was good fun!  In regards to race, politics, and finance - Kirk is a tried and true ideologist, and he’s smart, armed with the facts, and knows what’s right and wrong.  Thank...

Trying to nail down specificity, define terms, and look at feelings… Bottom line is I need to dial it back, i’m moving ahead to fast, and I need to dig a little deeper. Show notes: Make note to fix the squeaky chair.  Frustration at all points along the way.  Go back to the topic go back to the question. Point your finger at the symptoms.  Microsoft to Mac still haunts me.  I have to be able to ta...

Was I trying to find peace and I found inspiration, or was I trying to find inspiration and I found peace?   Show notes: “Path to Peace Summit” not juicy enough to move me forward.  Liking them may be irrelevant?  Is there a process to find inspiration?   The family unit was such a source of inspiration for me... and it was such a bummer I couldn’t replicate it.   On the hunt for a muse.  Next lev...

The parable of: Ask for help, not me, I’d rather risk my life moving crap to the dump! Show notes: Love the solitude of walking.  I love this old squeaky 60’s chair.  ...finally out with the old.  Let the light in!  Do it myself mode. Feels like the very beginning again.  Omg I was lucky. Start podcasting!  Get the Shure MV88 mobile mic, you can literally take it anywhere on the fly  https://amzn....

Wandering aimlessly I offer you 4 products that will enrich your life.  ...and I verify the perception of insanity. Show notes: Fears stoked from the amazon affiliate. Defining and examples of serpentine. Said products are the Shure mv88! The combined volume of "A Course In Miracles", "A Return To Love" by Marie Anne Williamson, and "Awareness" by Anthony DeMello. I am the crazy one. Start podcast...

A bit of my morning routine.  Acknowledging source as soon as possible is my well earned habit.  Show notes: Such a beautiful juicy day and it’s only 10:30. Coffees good.  How I start the day. By 2:30 that may be gone - so needing to re engage. A little bit of the meditation game.  Must do for sanity!  Who knew I wanted that.  No need to reconfirm or 30 percent maybe.   Change Change Change.  From...

It’s good to be new at the podcast game and it’s affording me lots of fun... and a shout out to a few friends who share some love! Show notes: Friends share the love.  First it inspired me. Then it stokes the fear.  Loving the process.  Being new with low expectations is awesome.  Cities literally vibrate less.  Confirms the obvious.  Share some if you like.  Start podcasting!  Get the Shure MV88...

I’ve fully hit the summit wall and I’m trying to figure out what the problem is…  But the content is flowing with the podcast so that feels good.  Give us a rating! Show notes: Turmoil with the summit, it is not easy right now.  The psychic pain is real!  Drill down the fear list. I can’t think my way through.  Blah blah blah…  enjoy the process.  God says, talk to the humans.  They respond.  Put...

More riffing on “A Course In Miracles”.  I was in good form! Episode notes: Say this before you go to bed, “Holy Spirit please use my dreams on behalf of waking”.  The simple choice; man I make it difficult.  I want to be more than you.  ACIM address’s my competitiveness.  Is this just a man thing?  A little man relative to woman.  Trying to get everyone to peak competition; what an awesome little...

Adam Reed.  Adam Reed.  We had to Zoom him in from Panama, cause they might not let him leave... Again!  There's a pandemic you know?  Well what do you expect from a maverick expat who has a propensity to galavant around the globe? Show notes: Witness to my own transformation, Adam had been expat'ing in Panama for the last two years by the time I get him on the phone.  And how does it go down when...

After the emotional peak of the holidays, back to center, back to focus, and back to A Course In Miracles. Episode notes: A call from a Jehovah witness.  Def less contempt.  Am I willing to accept people as they are?  We get to decide.  When I am vulnerable do I stay in the love or do I become vicious to protect myself.  Can’t use your ego to ego your way out of it; or something like that.  Are we...

Recorded on Xmas day, I was doing some walking and some mediation and I guess I needed to ramble on from the day before. Episode notes: Breath on a 4 count.  My big point of growth, whenever someone wanted bacon…  I encouraged them to help themselves!  Ignorance is bliss.  The emotional lift and let down.  Trying to be the observer of the thoughts. Access my “Insiders Guide to Finding Peace” here:...

Let’s be real.  It was Xmas eve day and I was grateful and rambling.  It’s either boring or inspired.  I guess it depends on my state of mind.  Episode notes: It sure was windy this day.  If you don’t do it, it’s not gonna happen anyway.  Continued frustrations with the summit.  What’s the harm in asking?  I used to make a million cold calls.  Got to be of service.  Got to see hope manifesting.  L...

The great illusion is that things would be different now, if things would only have happened differently in the past.  And so then if only my circumstances were different today I would be happy now. And more! Episode notes: I’ve got 9 minutes to record an episode!  Who do we see as God's creation?  And for good or bad there is no way around it. If I’d of only (insert here).   I’m actually just bei...

Will I now have writers block, podcast block, content block?  Taking a day off from all the stuff I've been working on feels like a lifetime. Episode notes: Keep it simple.  Memories of college.  This doesn’t have to be the final draft, just start!   Why does my screen keep going dark?  My discontent is directly proportional to my expectations.  …I was doing dishes in the bathtub, and I loved it. ...

If I’m passionate about what you should be doing; oh boy, warning sign.  ...so I get to apologize to someone else. Episode notes: Reflections - What an amazing experience so far!  Keep tackling it one day at a time.  Let’s start a dialog.  I may be on a minimalist bent…  Defects shift from one side to the other.  Listen for the answer. My cue to end. Start podcasting!  Get the Shure MV88 mobile mi...

I hate to admit it, but I still sure can be run by my self righteous agenda. Which means the podcast may actually probably be for me and not for you… Episode notes: I need to shower!  The wound of the dirty hippy still lingers :).  No offense meant, perhaps some taken.  More accountability on where I was wrong!  Pre-selling my interview with Scrojo…  Start podcasting!  Get the Shure MV88 mobile mi...

Eloquent, mindful, powerful, intelligent and that's just to get started.  Devon’s passion, ambition, and drive for good come shining through.  You will be inspired! Episode notes: What is the universes’ job description for Devon Craig?  Listen up because she gives the blueprint.  You just have to pay attention.  Big on ritual, her themes are constant throughout: high values, service, mindfulness,...

A couple buddies drop the funniest quotes, some good ol’ god talk, and seeing the full nature of my wrongs. Episode notes: And so the other friend says, “I didn’t believe in god and I hated anyone who did!”  The self-righteous agenda under the guise of doing good.  The escalation of my fears - and making her think it’s hers.  A pretty good job of starting and ending the three thought loops.   And...

Bonus “A Course In Miracles” episode.  Basically, ACIM was directly pointing out to me how I was projecting my ego and fears onto my friend.  It's pretty cool it think. Episode notes: The correction of error; this is sick!  Fits and starts.  This “…is not the vigilance we are supposed to have”.  Copping to the projection of my ego…  Kinda cool that there's  a missing episode.  1/2 an apology.  Sta...

Powerful in my opinion, my stubbornness shines through, I get a little subversive and I get to ask for some forgiveness :) Episode notes: Minimalists know the way.   Memories of the mortgage meltdown.  I sure didn’t ask for permission.  Turns out I just need to take down episode 11. Start podcasting!  Get the Shure MV88 mobile mic, you can literally take it anywhere on the fly  https://amzn.to/2Mn...