Spill The Thésis

do you hear that? it’s the sound of a rebirth, it’s an ode to city life and horniness. my babe can’t believe i’ve turned into someone new. yearning for a sense of urgency and immediacy. baring my soul as an armour against the world. pouring all of my whims, my fears, my desires, my flesh into this sound. in the hope that through this sweat, i’ll emerge cleansed. clear as water.

do you feel alone? you’re not alone. descend into the crowd & sweat out your sorrows. don’t need to know their name or their story, just that they’re a perfect stranger for tonight. this is for the girls who are not afraid of taking the activator because they know the balance will be respected. remember u are 1. let’s go ✧

dry ur tears, wear your most dishevelled tank top, and get in, it's a brat summer. 365 party girl 365, am i your favorite reference? this is for the girls who go out in last night's makeup, an ethel cain remix blasting on their air pods. for a boy to look like a girl is degrading, cause u think that being a girl is degrading, but secretly you'd love to know what its like wouldn't u ? what it feels...

can u feel this ? >. < the promises of yet another summer. the ache of august pressing. it’s ok %ᵕ‿‿ᵕ% this feeling never ends. if u close your eyes. ur back on that night. that outfit, so c*nt. i’m in2u, ur in2 me. the heat of the moment, the pulsating lights, the vibrating darkness, the blurred crowd. i dig my fingers. did we kiss or did we not? am i clinging to a memory or to an idea of it? doe...

here we are again. i close my eyes and i can feel my heart beating like an 808 drum. is it ur embrace? or am i just dancing by myself? tonight i can be on my own, it’s a jump into the dark, but i close my eyes and i let it go. there’s this desire i want to turn into, you know? pls just tell me it will be okay. (*/ω＼) do you think it’s nice that we share the same sky? i do. we’re both underneath t...

some say flop is temporary, but is slay 4ever? there’s only way to find out. no clothes allowed, only your anime plush toy & tamagotchi around your neck. this is for the girlies who don’t wanna speak with words, only kawaii emojis and cat sounds. u’ve been strong 4 so long, so now just be cute n filthy. being perceived is outdated, u just wanna be UwU. falling 4 u hardcore. just wanna go (*>﹏

it’s a warm moonlit night, it’s the end of summer. as melancholy comes awash, plunge into the bitter sweet memories, embrace the fear that u will never feel like this again. this is late night dancing under the moonlight, then pausing for a moment of introspection. the ebb and flow of the sea. a tight embrace and a tearful goodbye. every instant of bliss, every instant of pain has led u here. u be...

it’s summer, it’s hot, it’s sticky, it’s sweaty. you’d rather be dry? what’s dripping? sweat or ur p*ssy? i can feel your hands on me everywhere, they stare but we dont care. is it a pre-taste of hell ? maybe. but then, might as well turn up. no words uttered, just purr. this is aggressively cute, the summer edit. only bimbo high femme énergie. (；^ω^） this is ur invitation 2 eternal damnation, s...

last time around, I invited you to dip your toe, this time around it’s a full body immersion, a complete package of hyperpop, eurodance and all that’s inbetween. if you’re looking for a way to sonically repel tops, look no further. the mood board is “aggressively cute”, so put on your complicated tank top (make it harder for tops to remove them) and come have your complete, unconstrained power thr...

for most of us, the holiday period forces us to go back to our families, to our hometowns, back to performing being straight. isnt it exhausting ? i think so too. rest assured, if there is one thing i hate more than catching miss Omicron, it’s when gay people do not slay. because god gives his yassiest battles to his slayest LGBTQs, it is my god-given mission to yassify y’all. they say pac choi ha...

it’s that time of the year, can you feel the chill on your spine? embrace your fears my dear, because we are going on a trip down the macabre and the bizarre. it’s scorpio season, it’s spooky season. as queer people, we get to exist outside the realm of humanity. so why not conjure a little spell, practice some witchcraft, invoke the supernatural and mystical to overthrow the established order. fo...

as summer starts being a distant hazy memory, we try to cling to the last rays of warm sunshine in a desperate quest for endless summer. with this collaboration with Flamer, let us take you to euphoria mixed with existential dread. this is a night that promises to be long, intoxicatingly warm, sweaty and full of lust. this is the late afternoon picnic in the park, or the early evening before going...

can you feel the sweat dripping from the walls ? the suffocatingly warm air that grips you as you enter the dancefloor after a short trip to the bathroom ? that sense of urgency as every song playing feels like the last one ? this time around, I’ve tried exploring the manic energy that gets ahold of us on the dancefloor, when the night is almost ending, when you can see in the horizon that the sun...

I could not not publish a mix for Pride month, so I dived back in, like the boy in Hockney’s painting, and got to work. unlike Alice, instead of falling down the rabbit hole, we fell down the PC hole. this time around, I chose to pay homage to queer trailblazers, past, present, and future. with sounds that are bigger than life, anthemic, eclectic, bizarre, these artists help break the mould. they...

like most of us, this past year and a half in lockdown has made me realize how important safe queer spaces are, and how cathartic and essential to my identity dancing is. i poured all of my loneliness, my whims, my hopes of better days ahead, and created this imaginary ideal free spirited and inclusive queer dancefloor. i invite you to now make it your own, and join me there, blast this for a solo...