Soul Game

You know that feeling of pushing against something you can't quite name? Like you're behind, not enough, or somehow missing something — and no matter how much you do, the feeling doesn't go away? That's a subconscious prison. In this season finale, Kevin gets personal — sharing his own hidden story that he was behind in life, that he should be further along. It's the kind of be...

What does it actually mean to live with nothing to hide? In this episode, Kevin and Britta sit down with Anna Margolis — a former top litigation lawyer in London who navigated the dehumanizing front lines of the 2008 global financial crisis — for a conversation about transparency as a living practice of radical ownership. Anna shares her journey from a high-stakes legal career to a "cosmic tr...

This is Britta in an unfiltered, behind-the-scenes jam with friend and sister witch Erika Peterson of @witchofamerika — recorded on a whim to capture the raw, messy, and powerful energy of what we're calling The Great Witch Awakening of our time...and the emergence of Gather the Witches . (If you're new here, Playground episodes are our unscripted, unplanned explorations — no agenda, no ma...

What is your soul wanting you to devote to? And what would simplify if you let that be the only question that mattered? Britta sits down with her soulmate friend Melissa Braun — women's reclamation coach, midwife to remembering, and competitive pole vaulter — for a deep, melty conversation about devotion as a way of life. Melissa's work is about reclamation — not learning something new, bu...

Welcome to a Playground episode. These are unscripted, unplanned explorations born from an intuitive hit to hit record on a conversation already in motion. No set agenda, no map — just an invitation to play along and see what gets revealed when we let go of the script. In this one, Britta and Kevin are joined by long-time colleague, friend, and mystic researcher Fawn Miller for a deep dive into th...

What's the game your soul's here to play? No, really. When you slow down, pause, and really listen… If you're ready to discover, live, and enjoy that game — join transformational coaches and husband-wife team, Kevin Lawrence and Britta Kristin, in the infinitely unfolding exploration and creation of doing what you came here to do and being who you came here to be. This is the official...

In a time of profound collective shifting, a question is rising: What does it mean to be a witch in these times? Britta is joined by Tia Oaks — a transformational coach, community organizer, and psychic guide — for a conversation that moves beyond airy fairy spirituality and into the deep, gritty roots of magical practice and social change. This episode is an invitation to intentional wondering: H...

Kevin's body started trembling — and he let it. What happened next was a physical miracle: his right arm, which had hung nearly four inches lower than his left since a traumatic surgery nearly two decades ago, became perfectly symmetrical in the mirror. All from surrendering to an innate tremor response. These are notes from the field — personal testimony of something freshly discovered, not e...

Delight! Enchantment! Celebration! Gratitude! Joy! What if these aren't things you practice — but a person you become? This episode is an invitation to stop managing your excitement and start romancing life back. Britta and Kevin explore the transformative power of delight, enchantment, and celebration as a fundamental way of orienting through life — not as a gratitude practice or a fleeting m...

This episode is a little different. What you’re about to hear is a raw, unedited coaching conversation between Britta and her coach, Michael McDonald — one she originally never intended to share publicly. Together, they explore a question many people are wrestling with right now: how do we stay grounded and wise when the world feels like it’s unraveling? The conversation moves through big territor...

Join Kevin for a raw, unedited “thinking session” recorded from the driver’s seat, just fifteen minutes before an acupuncture appointment. Stepping away from the inner corporate manager and the polished coach persona, Kevin leans into a new experiment: following the desire to be fucking free and moving toward a more honest, messy kind of authenticity. In this solo episode, Kevin reflects on what h...

In this episode, we pull back the curtain. We experiment with a more emergent format and have the kind of meta conversation we’d normally keep off-mic, examining the systems that have shaped this podcast and asking whether they still serve the soul of it. We talk about walking as a mental health baseline, the power of changing context, and what it means to follow aliveness over logistics. We also...

In this short solo episode, Kevin explores a powerful idea from Arnold Mindell called the “dreaming body” — the understanding that our nighttime dreams and our physical symptoms may be part of the same intelligent conversation. What if pain isn’t random? What if it’s guidance? Through the story of a persistent knee issue that dissolved after a surprising dream about an underground roller coaster,...

In this episode, Kevin and Britta explore and challenge one of modern life’s most unquestioned assumptions: that being “busy” is inevitable, necessary, or effective. They draw a crucial distinction between "having a lot on" and being "busy." One is a neutral fact of your calendar. The other is something you’re actively doing in your mind. And it turns out that the mental noise...

In this episode, Kevin and Britta invite you to stop fighting your results and start looking at the hidden machinery creating them. We often feel like victims of our circumstances — struggling with low energy, stagnant income, or repetitive relationship patterns — but the truth is that our lives are perfectly designed to produce exactly what we are currently experiencing. Whether it’s a childhood...

In this follow-up to last week’s conversation, Britta and Kevin dive deeper into the mechanics of how we actually create our lives, moment by moment. Are you living from affordability — a state rooted in past limitations, the inner prover, and the illusion of safety? Or are you operating from possibility, where creation comes from future vision and present-moment wisdom? Through personal stories —...

In this episode, Britta and Kevin explore a life-shaping distinction at the heart of powerful, creative lives: the difference between building from affordability versus building from possibility — or fear versus wisdom, fear versus truth. Affordability is familiar. It is rooted in the past, driven by memory, calculation, and self-protection. It asks what’s reasonable, what’s safe, and what won’t c...

In this episode, Britta is joined by recurring guest Michael McDonald for a deceptively simple distinction that can fundamentally change how problems are approached, understood, and often dissolved: physics vs. engineering. They explore the difference between “how do I fix this?” conversations and the more upstream question of “how does this actually work?” — and why so many problems persist not b...

In this mini episode, Kevin and Britta explore what happens when you intentionally lower stimulation — not just obvious inputs like caffeine or alcohol, but the subtler forms many of us normalize: constant podcasts, books, philosophy, and information. Sparked by an emotional inquiry session where anger delivered a clear message — “you’re taking in too much” — Kevin shares his recent experiment wit...

In this 60th episode, marking 14 months of weekly conversations, Britta and Kevin explore emotional inquiry and the role of “cleaning up” in human development. Using a simple developmental map — waking up, growing up, showing up, f***ing up, and cleaning up — the conversation focuses on how unresolved emotional material shapes perception, behavior, and relationship when it remains unconscious. The...

In this episode, we explore one of the most charged and misunderstood dynamics in relationships — when one person is fully ready for commitment and the other is not there yet. We share the real story of a season in our relationship when Britta was a wholehearted yes to marriage and Kevin was not ready. Instead of treating this as a “problem,” we talk about the shift that changed everything: not kn...

What if the most transformative practice you could start wasn’t something you learned from a book or a coach — but something you invented yourself? In this mini episode, Britta and Kevin explore the power of designing your own experiments: simple, intentional practices that shift you out of old patterns, accelerate insight, and reconnect you with your own authority. Inspired by a real 30-day exper...

In this episode, Kevin is joined by returning guest Brendan Lea for a deep, candid exploration of agendas, intuition, and the integrity of teaching. Together they look at what becomes possible when you stop trying to be helpful and start working without an agenda — and how dropping that hidden impulse changes the entire texture of a conversation. They talk about the strange art of teaching, the ch...

In this episode, Kevin and Britta share the story of their magical first date and the early stages of their relationship. Not as a formula to copy, but as a lived illustration of the most powerful leverage point in relationships: who you are being. They explore the shift from looking for the “right person” to choosing a way of being that feels aligned, embodied, open-hearted, and enjoyable, and ho...

You can choose who you’re being — in any moment. This short episode explores one of the simplest, most overlooked truths: that being is a choice, and it’s the highest leverage point we have. We talk about how the left brain forgets this power, how shame can distort it, and what becomes possible when you remember that being directs doing. An invitation to pause, remember, and play with the question...