SORRY SATAN THIS SOUL IS FOR THE SAVIOR

She was only 3 years old when abuse entered her life. But her story didn’t end there. On this powerful episode of Sorry Satan This Soul is for The Savior with Kerie Hamilton, we welcome Lauren from LA Beauty Salon as she courageously shares her testimony of surviving childhood abuse, beginning with an abusive babysitter, and how those early experiences followed her into adulthood and romantic rela...

How do abandonment wounds affect the way we love, trust, communicate, and choose relationships? In this raw and honest conversation, Kerie Hamilton and JD explore how childhood abandonment, parental absence, emotional wounds, and survival patterns can continue to influence adult relationships. Kerie opens up about experiencing father abandonment and the patterns she developed while trying to prote...

What happens when you stop ignoring the signs and start listening to wisdom? In this episode of Sorry Satan This Soul is for The Savior with Kerie Hamilton, we dive into a powerful message about wisdom, discernment, direction, and guarding your heart. Kerie reminds us that what we allow into our hearts can influence the direction of our lives. Not every voice deserves access to you. Not every rela...

What happens when the person you trusted to lead you is actually the person betraying you? In this powerful episode of Sorry Satan This Soul is for The Savior with Kerie Hamilton, Kerie explores Zechariah 11 through the lens of betrayal, narcissistic abuse, manipulation, discernment, toxic relationships, and learning what real love is…and what love is not. Kerie shares her personal journey of lear...

What happens when you lose everything—and finally surrender it all to God? In this powerful episode of Sorry Satan This Soul is for The Savior with Kerie Hamilton, Sal shares his raw and deeply personal testimony of battling alcoholism, facing terminal cancer, and coming to a place where he had no choice but to surrender. This isn’t just a story about addiction or illness. It’s a story about faith...

What if what you call ambition isn’t actually ambition at all? Sometimes the relentless drive to succeed, prove yourself, stay productive, achieve more, or finally become “good enough” can come from somewhere much deeper—the mother wound, father wound, childhood trauma, emotional neglect, or the need to earn the love and validation you didn’t receive growing up. In this episode, we’re unpacking th...

What happens when the person you have to co-parent with is also the person who constantly manipulates, controls, gaslights, or creates conflict? Or what if you are dating and cannot break from the trauma bond with the narcissist and you have children involved? In this raw and honest episode, we unpack the reality of parenting with a narcissist—from narcissistic co-parenting and emotional manipulat...

What happens when someone pushes you, provokes you, gaslights you, manipulates you, and then uses your reaction as “proof” that you are the problem? In this powerful episode of SORRY SATAN THIS SOUL IS FOR THE SAVIOR with Kerie Hamilton, we unpack reactive abuse: what it is, how abusers can provoke emotional reactions, and why your response does not erase the pattern of abuse that came before it....

Nobody talks enough about what happens to your body when you live in survival mode. Constant stress. Walking on eggshells. Hypervigilance. Anxiety. Sleepless nights. Emotional exhaustion. You keep trying to survive the relationship… while your body is screaming, “I don’t feel safe.” And let me make this clear: YOU ARE NOT “too sensitive.” Your nervous system may be responding to prolonged stress....

Why was I attracted to the narcissist in the first place? The brutal truth is sometimes we don’t recognize narcissistic abuse because the relationship feels familiar, not because it’s healthy. When you’ve learned to ignore your own needs, silence your intuition, overgive, and prove your worth to receive love, you can mistake emotional chaos for connection. In this episode, we unpack the uncomforta...

What is Narcissistic Personality Disorder—and how is it different from narcissistic behavior? In this episode, we’re taking a deeper look at Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD), what it actually means clinically, and why the term “narcissist” is often misunderstood. We’ll explore the characteristics associated with NPD, including grandiosity, a need for admiration, entitlement, difficulty with...

Why does leaving a toxic or narcissistic relationship feel like withdrawal? Because a trauma bond can function much like an addiction. The cycle of love bombing, emotional abuse, intermittent reinforcement, and reconciliation can create powerful neurological and emotional dependence. * What trauma bond addiction is * Why you crave the person who hurt you * The brain science behind emotional addict...

Do you keep attracting emotionally unavailable, toxic, or unhealthy partners? It isn’t bad luck; it may be unhealed patterns. In this episode we uncover the four biggest signs that you’re attracting unhealthy love and explore how childhood wounds, trauma bonds, people-pleasing, anxious attachment, and low self-worth can quietly shape your relationships. You’ll learn: * The hidden patterns behind t...

This episode isn’t about my story; it’s about God’s faithfulness. I share my testimony not for me… but for you. For the one who feels like they’re not enough. For the one wondering whether to hold on or let go because the weight of this world has become heavier than the hope of another day. For the one who can’t see the love within themselves because pain has drowned out the truth. For the one who...

Have you ever felt like your child hates you? The slammed doors, eye rolls, silence, anger, or rejection can leave parents feeling heartbroken and questioning everything they’re doing. But what if those behaviors aren’t signs of hate at all? In this episode, we explore the deeper truth behind childhood emotions and behaviors. Children often express pain, fear, confusion, and unmet needs through an...

In this powerful episode of “Sorry Satan, This Soul Is for the Savior,” we dive into one of the most important conversations of our time: suicide awareness, mental health, and the science behind emotional pain. We explore the latest suicide statistics, why so many people suffer in silence, and how trauma, chronic stress, depression, and anxiety can affect the brain. Learn how the amygdala (the bra...

Why do so many people fear being alone? Why do some individuals find themselves jumping from one relationship to the next, unable to find peace in solitude? In this episode of Sorry Satan, This Soul Is for the Savior, we explore the connection between childhood trauma, abandonment wounds, attachment styles, and codependent relationships. We discuss how early life experiences can shape our need for...

What if the greatest stories ever told were never meant to be taken only literally… but psychologically, spiritually, and consciously? In this thought-provoking podcast episode, we explore the difference between subconscious programming and conscious awareness, and how belief systems shape human reality. We dive into the scientific discussion of XX and XY chromosomes, how biological sex is genetic...

What if Adam and Eve were never meant to be understood only as literal people? In this deep podcast episode, we explore the scientific discovery of humanity’s earliest origins in Africa thousands of years before the biblical story of Adam and Eve, while examining the spiritual and theological symbolism behind the ancient text. Discover how Adam and Eve can represent oneness, masculine and feminine...

What if the life you’re searching for begins with the frequency you live in every day? In this powerful episode inspired by Nikola Tesla and his famous ideas surrounding energy, vibration, and frequency, we explore how healing shifts you from survival mode into abundance, alignment, peace, and authenticity. This episode dives into mindset shifts and how the connection between energy, frequency, an...

In this powerful episode and with Mother’s Day approaching, we dive deep into the psychological and emotional impact of the “mother wound” …the lasting pain created by emotional neglect, abandonment, criticism, inconsistency, control, or lack of emotional safety from a mother figure. We explore how unresolved childhood trauma can silently shape self-worth, attachment styles, relationships, anxiety...

What if I told you that your body functioned just like a car—and your thoughts were the driver? In this episode, we break down psychoneuroimmunology (PNI)—the science of how your mind, brain, and immune system work together—using a simple car analogy anyone can understand. Learn how your brain acts as the engine control unit, your nervous system is the wiring, your immune system is the repair and...

What happens when you stop thinking from ego—and start seeing from truth? In this powerful episode, we break down how the ego mindset quietly blocks your growth, distorts your perception, and keeps you stuck in cycles of lack, comparison, and control. The ego craves validation, fear-based thinking, and external approval—but your real power lives beyond that. When you shift your mindset, everything...

What is psychache, and how does it relate to suicide? Psychache refers to intense, unbearable psychological pain—often rooted in shame, guilt, loss, or unmet emotional needs. In this episode, we break down the concept of psychache, how it develops, and why it is considered one of the strongest predictors of suicidal thoughts and behaviors. Learn how emotional suffering impacts the brain, the role...

In a world chasing comfort and instant results, this podcast dives into what it truly means to stay rooted when your prayers aren’t answered on your timeline, your plans fall apart, or your preferred outcome doesn’t show up. Because real faith isn’t proven when it’s easy—it’s revealed in the waiting, the uncertainty, and the moments that test you. Each episode brings powerful, honest conversations...