Something Twenty by Esha Khan

Long time no episode… I didn’t plan to disappear; it just kind of happened. In this episode, I’m just catching up, talking about life lately, and sharing some things I’ve been feeling and learning without even noticing.

Lately, I’ve been thinking about how much we consume mentally, not just physically. All the scrolling, the noise, the opinions, and the constant input. It’s a lot. No wonder our minds feel tired. I’m trying to be more intentional with what I let in, even if it’s just putting the phone down a little more often.

A quiet life update on slowing down, trusting Allah, and taking small steps forward again. Reflections on growth, pauses, and beginning with intention. Note: volume goes a bit lower after 23:00 - My mic disconnected, unfortunately

What if we’re not living in reality, but in a deception within a deception? In this episode, I dive deep into the disturbing intersection of artificial intelligence, climate collapse, and spiritual disconnection. We explore how AI is not “in the cloud” but grounded in real-world destruction. I unpack the theory that society is willingly building  The Matrix  in real time and how Islam has already...

I don't read because I am bored. I read to understand people, choices, pain, love, and everything in between. In this episode of Something 20, I dive into three unforgettable books that left a mark on me: The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo, which is a story of power, sacrifice, and identity behind the face of Hollywood Verity is a haunting thriller that made me question everything about truth,...

In a world where our lives are constantly curated for the feed, this episode dives deep into the question: Why do we feel the need to post everything? From dopamine hits and digital validation to the deeper spiritual questions we often ignore. We explore the science behind our posting habits and the Islamic reflections that challenge us to rethink our intentions. If you've ever felt like you&#...

This is a brand new season.... In this episode, I play the card game Let’s Get Deep, answering lighthearted, funny, and surprisingly deep questions that take unexpected turns. But it’s not just all games and laughter. I also take time to speak about something important: the ongoing genocide in Gaza. This episode is a mix of personal reflection, raw honesty, and a reminder that while we can enjoy m...

We have reached the end of season 2... what the helly. So happy to announce season 3: new logo, new look, and new topics brewing right now. We will have a lot of guests coming this season.... Stay tuned for more stuff.

In today’s episode, I want to start by holding space for all the Muslims around the world facing pain, hardship, and injustice, especially our brothers and sisters in Palestine, Sudan, Congo, Pakistan, and beyond. It’s hard to carry on with life while their struggles often go unnoticed, but we remember them and pray for their strength and justice. Then, we dive into a deeply personal topic: feelin...

This episode is close to the heart. I’m sharing real stories from the Partition — stories of heartbreak, sacrifice, and moments of unexpected kindness. But this isn’t just about the past — it’s about what that history means for us today. We talk about why learning history matters, why saying “it’s not my problem” isn’t good enough, and how events like the Partition still echo in places like Kashmi...

In this heartfelt episode, we dive into something many of us silently struggle with— khushu (focus, humility, and presence) in prayer. Following up on our last episode about the why behind Salah, this one explores the how . How do we stop our minds from wandering? How do we stand before Allah with true presence, not just motion? I open up about my own journey with khushu , from TikTok moments that...

This is a sign for you... Let’s be honest—praying five times a day isn’t always easy. Sometimes we do it out of habit, sometimes we skip it, and sometimes… we don’t even know why we’re doing it at all. In this episode, I’m getting real about Salah. Where it came from, how it started, why it matters so much, and what happens when we ignore it—not just spiritually, but mentally and physically too. W...

📖 The Silent Patient is one of those books that lingers in your mind long after you turn the last page. In this episode, I’m diving deep into the psychological twists, the unreliable narrators, and the hidden layers of silence, trauma, and betrayal that make this thriller so gripping. 🔎 Was Alicia truly the villain, or just another victim? Is Theo a hero, or something much darker? And did you ca...

Ever feel like no matter how much you sleep, you still wake up exhausted? 😵‍💫 You’re eating right, working, studying, and doing all the things—so why does it feel like your energy is constantly running on 1%? In this episode of Something 20 , we’re breaking down: 🔋 The hidden causes of fatigue (it’s NOT just about sleep) 🧠 Why mental and emotional exhaustion hit harder than physical tiredness...

🚨 Trigger Warning: This episode contains discussions of domestic violence, femicide, and graphic details of violent crimes. 🚨 Not all murders shake a nation. Some slip through the cracks, barely making it past a police report. But every now and then, a case emerges that forces a society to confront its darkest truths. In this gripping episode of Something 20, we delve into the shocking murder of...

New year, new me... or at least, new attempts at being a better human. In this episode, we’re diving into my 2025 goals —because let’s be real, I need to hit the gym, stop spending my entire student budget on outside food, and finally work on my anger issues (pray for me). We’re also getting deep about friendships —why do we chase people who treat us like side characters in their lives? Spoiler: W...

Ever wondered if we're stuck in a time loop or if the moon landing was a total hoax? Or how about the whole deep fake thing — is it possible that people we see on screen aren’t actually real? In this episode, we dive into some of the craziest internet conspiracy theories that are blowing up on TikTok right now. From infinite time loops to the idea that 5G caused COVID , we unpack it all. We also t...

While recording this episode, I constantly thought about the time I had spent listening to music. This episode is a self-reminder for me first and then a reminder for anyone listening to this. I am a sinner like everyone else. Kindly don't think that recording this ep means that I don't listen to music, however, I have identified that it is a problem. Pray for me and everyone trying to qui...

Hi, I had such a fun time recording this episode. I was lost in this topic I could talk about it for hours but, for recording purposes, I had to keep it short I talk about a lot of things in it, mainly how I deal with loneliness, and how I spend my time by myself. I talked about how being alone can help you shape your identity and your personality I mentioned how being silent, helps me grow my con...

This episode is so close to my heart because I talk about parents and their relationship. We take them for granted. Tune in to listen to this heartfelt topic.

Earth's nature is a gift to us, which is so underrated! it is crazy how we explored only just a little of this Earth. Fact: Out of 100% of the sea, scientists have discovered only 5% of it. Imagine what lies under the 95% of it. There could be an alien world of sea creatures. The imaginations are beyond. Read the following article to read more about our ocean. https://www.usgs.gov/programs/cmhrp/n...

GenZ knows the power of the social media. Dive into the episode to know all about this movement.

Welcome to Something Twenty new episode, where we delve into diverse cultural perspectives and challenge stereotypes. We will be tackling the notion that men in brown culture don't wash dishes. This stereotype has persisted for years, but is there any truth to it? Let's dive in.

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Ramadan Mubarak lovelies🤍