So Much More Podcast

If Unbecoming has taught me anything, it’s that growth isn’t about becoming someone new — it’s about shedding everything that was never truly me! However that comes at a cost. In the season finale, I’m putting it all into perspective. The truth is, I trust God but I still find myself disobedient to His will. There are still things I can't seem to shake. Sometimes I come off like I just want to...

🎙️ Episode 7: The Messy Middle – Validation Pt. 2 🦋 Let’s clear something up — I’m not the same person who used to hold hate in her heart. Growth has been real, and healing has been humbling. So before y’all come for me… chill on your girl 😅 This week, we’re diving back into Validation — because there was still more to unpack. A lot was left unsaid in part 1, and while we can’t cover it all in o...

🎙️ Episode 6: The Messy Middle – Validation 🦋 This one’s a short but honest touch on something that’s been quietly living underneath it all the need to be seen, understood, and validated. It didn’t just show up here in The Messy Middle it’s always been there. We were just too busy, too distracted, or too good at performing to notice. But now that the noise has quieted, we have no choice but to fa...

"The messy middle" that space between who you were and who you’re becoming. It’s not all pain anymore, but it’s not peace yet either. It’s the place where healing gets real, uncomfortable, and sometimes confusing. In this episode, Martia opens up about what it means to live in the in-between when you’re no longer hiding behind coping, but still learning who you are without it. This is th...

This episode embodies everything I hope to give through So Much More. It’s honesty that tears down walls, and a raw look into how I’ve been learning to show up here — imperfect, but present. The journey has uncovered unhealed fear, but I refuse to let it destroy me. Instead, it’s shaping me into who I am becoming. 🦋 This is So Much More. 🎙️

Coping isn't cute but we somehow make it look good! We all have our “go-to” moves — the habits, attitudes, and patterns we picked up just to make it through. Some of them looked strong on the outside, but inside? We were exhausted. In this episode, I’m talking about the ways we learn to cope — especially the ones that made us look put together while we were falling apart. Survival is no longer...

Sometimes it’s easier to tell ourselves, “I’m fine,” than to face the weight of what we’ve been through. Denial feels safe… until it doesn’t. In this episode, we’re talking about what happens when trauma meets denial, and the powerful shift that begins when we finally stop running from the truth. 🦋 🎧 Tune in now this might be the reminder you didn’t know you needed.

It's HERE! It's not polished, I made so many mistakes and sat in tears for days! Out of all the takes that were recorded THIS was the most authentic and though there were many hiccups the whole point of So Much More was captured. I hope you enjoy and come back for more!