Small Faith Big God

Why does church feel overwhelming… even when you love God? In this episode of Growing Pains With God , I talk honestly about navigating church with social anxiety — the overstimulation, the guilt, the fear of being perceived, and the quiet exhaustion that comes with trying to show up spiritually while your nervous system feels overloaded. We talk about: • Why church environments can feel overwhelm...

What does it feel like to want to grow in God… but constantly feel like you’re failing Him? In this episode of Growing Pains With God , I open up about the pressure of being the oldest daughter in an Indian Christian family — where responsibility, expectations, and faith all collide. We talk about: • The pressure of being “the responsible one” in both family and faith • Growing up in a Christian e...

What do you do when you feel like giving up spiritually? Not walking away from God… just… feeling too tired to keep trying. In this episode of Small Faith Big God , I talk about spiritual exhaustion — the quiet kind of burnout that comes from pressure, inconsistency, anxiety, and feeling distant from God. We explore: • Why spiritual burnout isn’t laziness • Where the desire to “give up” actually c...

There are moments when shame gets loud. Moments where we quietly wonder, “Why would God love someone like me?” In this episode of Small Faith, Big God , I talk honestly about the feeling of being unlovable — the shame, the self-doubt, and the quiet lies that creep into our minds during our lowest moments. Together we sit with Romans 5:8 and the truth that God’s love isn’t earned by our best days o...

Why do we feel guilty when we struggle with our faith? In this episode of Small Faith Big God , I’m opening up about the spiritual guilt cycle — the kind that starts with missing prayer or skipping church and slowly turns into shame, avoidance, and feeling unworthy of God. We’ll talk about: • The difference between conviction and condemnation • Why guilt can feel spiritual — but isn’t always from...

Have you ever tried to pray… and felt absolutely nothing? In this episode of Small Faith, Big God , I talk honestly about spiritual dryness — the silence, the guilt, the overthinking, and the quiet shame that comes when prayer feels empty. What do you do when you don’t feel God? Is something wrong with you? Or is prayer less about emotion… and more about showing up? We look at Psalm 145:18 and unp...

My relationship with the Bible isn’t aesthetic. It isn’t perfectly structured. And it definitely isn’t daily. Some seasons I read deeply. Some seasons I barely open it. And somewhere in between, I wrestle with guilt, distraction, doubt, and the pressure to “do better.” In this episode, I talk about what it really looks like to love Scripture while struggling with consistency — especially as someon...

Church isn’t something I avoid because of a lack of faith. I avoid it because my body and mind don’t always cooperate. In this episode, I talk honestly about living with social anxiety, low blood pressure, low blood sugar, and the very real physical toll that comes with showing up in crowded spaces. I share what it feels like to want God deeply, yet struggle with fear, faintness, and overwhelm—som...

In this first episode, I share my real story of feeling behind in faith — even as a born-again Christian who knows the Bible but struggles with lukewarmness, exhaustion, and spiritual numbness. If you’ve ever felt too anxious for church, too tired to pray, or too overwhelmed to start again, this gentle conversation is for you.

A soft Christian podcast for quiet, anxious, or returning believers. This trailer introduces my journey of starting with God again—from sublevel zero.

Hi sweet soul. I’m so glad you’re here. This podcast is a soft place to land — a quiet corner for tired, anxious, or starting-again Christians. Come as you are, bring your tea, and let’s walk with God gently together.