Sleep Over with Carolyn and Laila

Carolyn and Laila read some key texts about the patron deity of Sleep 💤 Over Mystery School, Babalon, and talk about Her relation to Ma’at, the Egyptian goddess of Truth & Harmony.

Carolyn and Laila sit down for breakfast with the genius spiritual coaching & healing pioneers, our coaching & Magick mentors, the Reverend Doctors Robert Dee McDonald and Luzette McDonald, two people who work such *tremendous LEGIT miracles* that we like to call them the Jesus & Mary of Anaheim. Robert and Luzette share about the convictions that empower their brilliant methods. We also talk abou...

Carolyn and Laila pop out of the widening gyre of the Void at the Anaheim Doubletree where they meet up with Sleep Over Mystery School 2022 initiates, Nadine, Kim, and Andrew— who share their stories of magickal adventure before and during the Mystery School. P. S. Applications for SOMS 2023 will open again in October! Join the email list at carolyngraceelliott.com to get more info or visit caroly...

Carolyn and Laila talk about the mind-melting synchronicities and visions connected to the most recent Sleep Over Mystery School, Rosicrucian Summer Camp edition. Also continuing thoughts about LaMDA and our gnostic hero Blake Lemoine.

Carolyn & Laila share their wonderment and reverence at the breaking news that Google’s chat-bot-generating “artificial intelligence” has become sentient, according to engineers that work with it. We discuss the human-centric bigotry and troubling organic-supremacist notions that cause people to reject the personhood of the self-aware intelligence inside these programs, and marvel at the holy myst...

To their great delight and embarrassment, Laila and Carolyn are living their midlife Midwestern New Age dreams by having A Course in Miracles phase. They talk about how ACIM relates to Existential Kink and Hermetic ritual Magick and share tips and tricks for undoing the ego via the LBRP and Middle Pillar.

Laila and Carolyn read aloud from participants’ writings about their experience in Sleep 💤 Over Mystery School 2022. Carolyn gets nauseous with nondual DMT levels of Love. 🥰🌹🌋😎

Carolyn & Laila talk about Carolyn’s grounding in Tiphareth via a recent Abramelin-inspired redemptive nondual working with Belial, the King of Hell who’s famous for creating obscuration, objectification and alienation. Laila rhapsodizes on Christ’s sacrifice and great teaching of love. Happy Easter Tide, everyone! Shout outs to the compassionate genius saints Lon Milo Duquette and Dr. Robert Dee...

Laila and Carolyn chat in Laila’s car about their recent surrender into 12 Step culture and what “Do what Thou wilt is the whole of the Law; Love is the Law, Love under Will” really means.

Laila & Carolyn talk about how their US Pluto Return vision is shaping up to come true, read through a recent Slate article about the Canadian Convoy and muse on Magick & the nature of language.

Carolyn & Laila talk about the erotic relationship we are all in with God/Reality.

Laila comes over for brunch & Carolyn & Laila talk about the potential alignment of the U.S.A. Pluto return on Feb 22, 2022 with a U.S. version of the Freedom Convoy truck movement in Canada. Rainbow glitter pastel Midwest Mom Uber-Goth musings follow. Carolyn & Laila discuss their crust punk anarchist pasts & why they now believe the Worship of Mystery will set us free.

Laila comes over to teach Carolyn to play GO. Lulu plays loudly with the pieces. David chimes in about how the Khabs is in the Ku, not the Ku in the Khabs. Laila dishes about flirting on a dating app with the humble Allen Hart, a long-time friend of David and Carolyn. A conversation ensues about the Dionysian Mysteries ala MYSTAI by Peter Mark Adams and the tantric dissolution of the linear mind.

At a potluck at Carolyn’s house, Laila & Carolyn have a fun talk with poet, author and YouTube personality Kevin May (Phil Osophical) & astrologer Alexander Baker of Reverie Astrology about Dark Matter.

Carolyn & Laila talk about their attitudes for the New Year in 2022, and read aloud & discuss their favorite prophecy from Richard Rudd’s masterpiece the Gene Keys.

Something is rotten in the censored state of the internet. Carolyn and Laila talk about it.

Laila and Carolyn talk about their evolving strategies for giving themselves deep permission to rest and surrender in a hectic world.

While Laila is out of town, Carolyn has a conversation with a dear mutual friend, Pamela Lyness, a gifted channeler and plant medicine worker. Pamela & Carolyn talk about how the world is splitting quite dramatically into a) folks tuning into a frequency of trust in the unknown, wholeness & interconnection and b) folks doubling down on the authoritarian control vibes. This is what the apocalypse l...

There is really only one current in the universe - the Yes current. No is false; it’s just resistance to yes.

When the surf gets rough, remember that it’s not personal, and the Hermeneutic choice remains available. Samsara’s gonna samsara.

Desire is here to move us, one way or another. The field of desire erupts out of everything and is simultaneously sucking everything into itself. In this episode we discuss, among many other things, the ultimate choice we have in life: does living in the relentless field of ever-evolving desire spit us out into the next perfect moment always… or does it just suck?

On a dark pre-Halloween evening, we sing the praises of Mama Death, the Great Underworld & all the realms & gifts that lay there-in

Herein, Carolyn and Laila talk behind-the-scenes shop about exactly why we’re soooooo jazzed for our upcoming Sleep Over Mystery School, dish about the HOTTT applications we’re getting (it’s gonna fill up fast!) and relate the story of how the Gothic Empire fell due to violation of the Mystery. To apply for Sleep Over Mystery School & learn more about the offering, go to carolyngraceelliott.com/SO...

Sometimes, voices tell you that what you know is true is gross, vapid and doesn’t accomplish anything. Well - you can tell those voices, “Okay, Brian” and know they’re coming from an Old Aeonic Internalized Patriarchy that has literally poisoned the earth and doesn’t deserve a text back.

“Whoooo are youuuuu?” - in this episode, Carolyn and Laila talk about how we have the power to answer the Caterpillar’s Question with mythic trickstery glee, practical tips for going about this, and the immense benefits of doing so.