She Struggles

Guess who's back after 2 years? Me. Old same struggle in the dating app jungle, I have finally found the courage to start meeting these aliens called men in real life. Scary. And forgive me for the lack of jingle, I just changed my podcast platform, and I'm not the most tech-savvy girl <3

It's either ghosting people or being ghosted. Perhaps dating apps are more haunted than the Queen Mary Hotel! But worry not, as you are not alone in this. Sydney also struggles to find the dynamic of having real conversations amid ghosting culture. Add her clumsiness to the touch, and voila, she just wasted another chance of finding the one!

Sydney talks about her interest in consuming True Crimes from media, her takes and advice for a fellow true crime junky, as well as a discussion to stimulate yourself to find your own favorite topic to consume as a hobby.

"This is why I got trust issues." Yeah. We have had that feeling at least once. In this episode, Sydney talks about the latest sh*tshow she faced involving a boy who used to be a friend but no more. Let this episode be a reminder for you because your guts are correct (most of the time), so don't ignore it and trust anyone who doesn't deserve it! Oh, and just know that every time...

Sydney dives into her take on online dating which has never been a successful journey for years. She believes that the only thing you earn in attempts to find a life partner online is TRAUMA, and possibly derogating self-esteem.

Sydney gets personal in revealing her uncertainties regarding the future, the reality of graduating, and unemployment. She tries to console herself by reading poetry books, does it make any difference? They don't seem to help much but at least the poems are great and relatable.

Your struggling host is finally back and now she needs to unleash her memory of abandonment issues coming from past relationships she had. Find out how a charming memories turns traumatic for Sydney in this episode of she struggles.

why do you need to come out when you're not a hetero? an unplanned recording session where sydney once again talk about sexuality, not only about her own this time but also the conservative and religious society's view on sexuality. 

A midnight riling talk about how sydney came to have an eating disorder, and her effort to heal and accept her body. please note that i don't hold any real grudge towards the guy who triggered this whole thing, i'm just sharing my personal experience. stay healthy <3

Sydney's honest midnight talk about being happy single and her own relationship with herself because really, there's nothing wrong with being single!

it's 2am and Sydney's rambling about her personal experience in understanding the concept of sexuality and romantic attraction in her teenage years, in a conservative-religious society.