Episodes

Episode 135 - Sarah Summerlin is NOT STUPID 07.07.2022 1:12:25

Sarah Summerlin talks about projection, trauma begetting trauma, work/life/creativity balance and DESTROYS NYU. SARAH: https://www.instagram.com/f.o.m.o.machine ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 134 - Clayton Williams Had Many A Pink Shirt 30.06.2022 1:24:38

Clayton Williams talks about dealing with bullies, the woowoo to Qanon pipeline, the violence baked into our society, covid anxiety, and the hurdles to getting oneself into therapy CLAYTON: https://www.instagram.com/clayfighter88/ https://twitter.com/Clayfighter1 ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BAR...

Episode 133 - Armbar Your Brain With Erin Herle 23.06.2022 1:29:22

Erin Herle talks about Jiu Jitsu, the appeal of intense activities with ADHD, being female in a male dominated arena, the mind as an adversary or ally, and bringing mental health awareness to a "tough guy" sport ERIN: https://www.instagram.com/erinherle https://www.instagram.com/submitthestigma/ ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreo...

Episode 132 - Nick Flanagan Checks Some More Boxes 16.06.2022 1:45:40

Nick Flanagan returns to talk about Depp V Heard, celebrity spectacles, generational trauma, jobs, money management with ADHD, and ambition NICK: https://twitter.com/theflans https://www.instagram.com/nickflanagan/ https://wrongholemusic.bandcamp.com/ ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https:/...

Episode 131 - Darren Keen has PROBLEMS 09.06.2022 1:35:42

Darren Keen talks about sobriety, music, passion, Buddhism, and radical acceptance DARREN: https://www.instagram.com/darren_keen/ https://twitter.com/touch_people ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 130 - Alex Ptak's Lockdown Meltdown 02.06.2022 1:14:52

Alex Ptak, as many of us did, lost his marbles during the 2020 lockdown, but came out of it new and improved! We talk about the miraculous mental benefits of exercise, community, and radical acceptance. ALEX: https://twitter.com/PtakTestKitchen ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas....

Episode 129 - Bunny Themelis Is Too Enthusiastic 26.05.2022 1:43:04

Bunny Themelis talks about dealing with chuds and online harassment, being seen as a manic pixie dream girl, the autism spectrum and extroversion BUNNY: https://www.instagram.com/bunnythemelis https://twitter.com/bunnythemelis ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 128 - Mei Makino Reads The Reviews 12.05.2022 1:08:38

Mei Makino talks about internalizing criticism, bad art, the embarrassment in expression, and her new film Inbetween Girl INBETWEEN GIRL: https://www.inbetweengirlfilm.com/ ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 127 - Adventure Therapy With Amy Gordon 06.05.2022 1:19:46

Therapist Amy Gordon (MA, LPCC) talks about Adventure Therapy and other modalities of therapy, her wayward 20s and finding her way into a career helping people. AMY: https://www.instagram.com/amygordon1985 ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 126 - Kaitlin O'Connor Can't Surrender 28.04.2022 1:39:42

Kaitlin O'Connor talks about anorexia, rehab, joining the circus, and ponders the old question: do drugs enhance art? KAITLIN: https://www.instagram.com/kaitrae83/ ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 125 - Pam Wess Can Hit You If She Wants To 21.04.2022 1:25:55

Pam Wess talks about awkward adolescence, sex work, anxiety and why nerds are so horny PAM: https://www.instagram.com/themadamebouge ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 124 - Melanie Owen Has Had Enough Of That 31.03.2022 1:27:38

Musician Melanie Owen talks about SMART recovery, growing up in conservative christianity, cocooning and embarking on new ventures. MELANIE: https://thegroovetramps.bandcamp.com/album/fresh-mess ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/ SMART https://www.smartrecovery.org/

Episode 123 - Workstudy Buddy Jocelyn Chase 24.03.2022 1:27:39

Jocelyn Chase talks about apocalyptic dread, eating disorders, and narcissistic moms. https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 122 - Dopamine Slot Machine With Kennedy Cooper 17.03.2022 1:28:10

Kennedy Cooper talks about growing up in poverty, dissociation, social media, and power rangers KENNEDY: https://twitter.com/kennedytcooper ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 121 - Frank Mosley Looks Like A Dick 03.03.2022 1:41:29

Frank Mosley talks about panic attacks, anger, generational Catholic guilt, and fighting a Polish man. FRANK: https://twitter.com/francomos https://www.script-eater.com/ ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 120 - Heaven Is Hell With Max Bruno 24.02.2022 1:31:28

Max Bruno talks about doom and despair, body image, objectification, and getting YOKED MAX: https://www.instagram.com/maxhbruno/ https://twitter.com/MaxHBruno https://www.instagram.com/lfoscomedy/ ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 119 - Deanna Machi Is Terminally Tardy 17.02.2022 1:16:06

Deanna Machi talks about ADHD, self harm, executive function, time management, and Jackass. DEANNA: https://twitter.com/ddddeanna ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 118 - Testosterone Death With Ian Harvie 10.02.2022 1:29:44

Ian Harvie talks about self image, good and bad masculinity, and the future of gender. IAN: https://www.instagram.com/officialtrandyman/ ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 117 - Torte Law With Trey Galyon 03.02.2022 1:29:35

Trey Galyon talks about death, grief, and motorcycles. TREY: https://twitter.com/treygalyon https://www.instagram.com/treygalyon/ ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 116 - Christiana Jackson Is Braced For Chaos 27.01.2022 1:24:18

Christiana Jackson talks about growing up in a bipolar (they called it manic depressive then) household, burnout, horniness, and the balance between self care and discipline. CHRISTIANA: https://www.instagram.com/incomparablemsc https://twitter.com/incomparablemsc ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BA...

Episode 115 - Hope Morawa Bought A Couch 20.01.2022 1:45:59

Hope Morawa talks about caregiving, codependency, and the dread of feeling like a burden. HOPE: https://www.instagram.com/havinghope10 https://twitter.com/havinghope10 ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 114 - Gavin Mevius Is Nervous By Nature 13.01.2022 1:18:47

Gavin Mevius talks about middle school misery, bullying, breakdowns, and the unimaginable stress of being immunocompromised in a pandemic. GAVIN: https://twitter.com/FriendlessMean ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 113 - Casual Crying With Joslyn Jensen 06.01.2022 1:19:34

Joslyn Jensen talks about social anxiety, sad scrolling, and the greatest American TV show ALF. JOSLYN: https://twitter.com/joslynjensen https://www.instagram.com/joslynjensen_/ ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 112 - Speaking In Tongues With Bronwyn Isaac 22.12.2021 1:19:09

Bronwyn Isaac talks about doomscrolling, learning how to chill out on the internet a bit, and delves into her cultish religious upbringing BRONWYN: https://twitter.com/brondotcomputer https://www.instagram.com/bronwomb/ ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 111 - Pizza Party With Hannah Boone 17.12.2021 1:24:04

Hannah Boone talks about bipolar, borderline, rehab, and the stigma that still surrounds mental illness. HANNAH: https://twitter.com/boonecomedy ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/