Episodes

Episode 183 - Build It Here With Bobby Miller Jr 09.07.2026 1:17:37

Bobby Miller Jr talks about Kansas City, staying busy, alcoholism, and toiling in obscurity BOBBY: https://www.instagram.com/millerbobbyjr/ ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

2022 REPOST: Remembering Our Friend John Rosenberger 18.06.2026

Reposting episode 137 with John Rosenberger

Episode 182 - Just Be Satisfied with Bud Smith 02.06.2026 1:35:40

Bud Smith talks about balancing work and art, his creative process, and what he's been reading lately. BUD: https://www.instagram.com/budsmith/ ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 181 - Reaching The Normies With Mary Houlihan 26.05.2026 1:17:35

Mary Houlihan talks about Cuba, church, and how to reach people without sounding preachy. MARY: https://www.youtube.com/c/MaryHoulihan https://www.instagram.com/maryhoulie/ ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 180 - Rax King Is Fixed And Normal Now 11.05.2026 1:24:49

Rax King talks about anger, recovery, trauma and learning to "sit with the itch." RAX: https://www.raxkingisdead.com/ https://www.instagram.com/raxkingisdead/ https://www.patreon.com/c/raxkingisdead/home ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 179 - Gooning For Gramsci With Eliza Aspen 04.05.2026 1:26:16

Eliza Aspen talks about leaving the Mormon church, the positive aspects of religion, and our present yearning for spiritualism and community, ELIZA: https://sloppyfemme.substack.com/ https://www.instagram.com/elizasloppyfemme/ ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 178 - Molly McGhee And The American Dream 06.04.2026 1:15:36

Molly McGhee talks about her book, Jonathan Abernathy You Are Kind. We also discuss debt, class, exploitation and accents. MOLLY: https://www.mollymcghee.com/ ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 177 - Brian McLaren: The Doomer Boomer 20.06.2025 1:13:22

Brian McLaren talks about his book Life After Doom BRIAN: https://brianmclaren.net/ ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 176 - Hell Yeah Sibling With Pat Sirois 01.06.2025 1:27:10

Pat Sirois talks about blue collar life, masculinity, and fostering class consciousness PAT: https://www.instagram.com/peezytx/ https://bsky.app/profile/peezytx.bsky.social ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 175 - Bowling For Trader Joes With Albert Corado 06.05.2025 1:24:56

Albert Corado talks about the trauma and grief of losing his sister to the LAPD, and turning something horrible into positive action. ALBERT: https://www.instagram.com/digitalash/ https://www.peoplescitycouncil-la.com/ ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

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Episode 174 - Davidson Boswell Found Hope In A Hopeless Place 08.11.2024 1:20:54

Davidson Boswell talks about maintaining sanity while paying attention to the insane world DAVIDSON: https://www.instagram.com/davidsonboswell/ ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 173 - My Left Foot With Virginia Dickens 30.10.2024 1:10:28

Virginia Dickens talks about ED, leg surgeries, and fixations. VIRGINIA: https://www.instagram.com/v_dcknz/ ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 172 David Chambers Breaks The Box 08.08.2024 1:12:39

David Chambers coaches men on living their best life, escaping the constrictions of performative masculinity, finding vulnerability and intimacy, and and avoiding redpill grifters. DAVID: https://www.instagram.com/theauthenticman_/ ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 171 - Katie Rose Leon Is Just A Guy 11.07.2024 1:06:32

Katie Rose Leon talks about clout, escaping grind culture, self image, and PMDD KATIE: https://bsky.app/profile/did:plc:3gsiu4nps3k7z2b4fmgagjx4 ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 170 - Casey James Salengo Picks Oddjob 14.06.2024 1:16:17

Casey James Salengo talks about gig work, financial stress, "success" and adulthood CASEY: https://www.instagram.com/caseyjsalengo https://twitter.com/caseyJsalengo ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 169 - Rivka Rivera's Menstrual Health 30.05.2024 1:38:08

Rivka Rivera talks about hormonal cycles, eating disorders, spirituality, community and getting poisoned. RIVKA: https://www.instagram.com/therivkarivera/ https://www.rivkarivera.com/ ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 168 - Healthy Choice With Ben Wasserman 25.04.2024 1:39:34

Ben Wasserman talks about grief, self examination, feeling like a burden, reactivity, and good and bad choices. BEN: https://www.benwassermancomedy.com/ https://www.instagram.com/benwassergram/?hl=en https://twitter.com/benwassertweet?lang=en ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.ar...

Episode 167 - Tootin Our Horn With Billie Bullock 05.04.2024 1:33:09

Billie Bullock talks about depression, day jobs, dating, and DOOM. BILLIE: https://www.instagram.com/heybilliebullock/ ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 166 - Freddy G Hears The Blues A-Callin' 28.03.2024 1:06:10

Freddy G talks about his journey from Birthright to anti-zionism, conflicts and arguing, mourning his father, nauseating panic attacks, and day jobs FREDDY: https://www.instagram.com/orangefreddyg/ https://twitter.com/OrangeFreddyG ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 165 - Alexander Edward Has Faith In Humanity 21.03.2024 1:31:26

Alexander Edward talks about music, online vs real life, overcoming resentment, and labor organizing. ALEXANDER: https://thatawfulsound.com/ https://www.instagram.com/flieldy ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 164 - Well There's Liam Anderson's Problem 12.03.2024 1:15:28

Liam Anderson talks about support groups, substances, and anger and its applications LIAM: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPxHg4192hLDpTI2w7F9rPg https://www.lutheransettlement.org/ ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 163 - Bronwyn Isaac Is Hopeful And Angry 07.03.2024 1:14:04

Bronwyn Isaac talks about living as an expatriate in Amsterdam, American dread vs general global human dread, and how money bad. BRONWYN: https://www.instagram.com/brondotcomputer/ ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 162 - Kelly Mahoney Can Send You The Article 29.02.2024 1:19:31

Kelly Mahoney talks about moving into social work from photography, body image and self harm, and escaping a marriage with a true narcissist. BOLD BEAUTY PROJECT: https://www.boldbeautyproject.com/ ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 161 - Dudes Rock Is Gender Euphoria with Audrey Brehm 22.02.2024 1:54:35

Audrey Brehm talks about growing up in the JW church, being that annoying gross kid in class, and finding her way through Ren Faires and gender identity AUDREY: @aud on Bluesky @rftbaudrey on Twitter ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/