Self Conscious Mystic

Religion EN ↓ 7 episodes

Madness and mysticism. Articulating lunacy and other mysterious things. I have a psychotic disorder and experience this as a spiritual phenomenon as well as a medical condition. I am training with Shamanism Ireland to be a transpersonal therapist. Here I discuss non-ordinary reality, mysticism, psychosis, spirits and dreams. The point really is to talk about things I don’t know how to talk about. Non ordinary states are things that are hard to explain and almost impossible to describe. This is a personal challenge for myself, a project which came to me in a series of dreams about making videos...

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Flower Essences for Dreaming. (and mushroom essences) 28.01.2026 30:53

Hello, these are some wonderful flower essences for dreaming, plus an explanation of mushroom essences for dream work. Keep your dream drops on your bedside table and take them in water or on the tongue before you go to sleep. Watch this video to help you choose the best essence for you. There are others as well, so I may do a second video. Sweet dreams and safe travels.. flower essences flower...

Spirit Possession: My Exorcism Journey (part two) 28.12.2025 43:38

Happy Christmas 2025. This is the last in a series of three episodes about spirit possession and my personal spiritual journey of resolving the trouble; an exorcism process guided by dreams, plants, shamans and Spirit. Here I explain how I progressed my exorcism process by connecting with the ancestors, and how Michael Jackson showed me the situation with troublesome spirits I had been struggling...

Spirit Possession: My Exorcism Journey (part one) 28.11.2025 23:22

Hello, here I describe the first half of my journey exorcising troublesome spirits. Please see my previous episode where I describe the spirit possession itself. My approach to exorcism was to try different available things and follow where they led me, trusting in God to speak to me through dreams, the body and everyday reality. I will expand on this in part two. In this video I discuss shamani...

My Experience of Spirit Possession. 28.10.2025 27:26

Happy Hallowe'en, All Souls, Samhain, Day of the Dead. Today I'm describing several personal experiences, to give real life examples of spirit possession, which I have experienced and had to find ways to deal with by myself. I give several examples leading up to the 'big one' which felt the most extraordinary to me, as someone who was actually getting used to this happening all the time. I can nev...

This is a Virtual Reality. DNA and The Simulation. 28.09.2025 21:57

Hello. I had the unforgettable, highly challenging experience of living in a virtual reality, when I was in an altered state. During a 3 month long psychotic episode, lots of incredible things happened to my consciousness (and awful things too). I experienced the simulation in real time and it has forever changed my understanding of this world/ universe. Here I share my experience and what I learn...

Blowing God a Kiss. Divine Romance, the Love of God 28.07.2025 24:47

Hello, this is my attempt to speak about the experience of loving God. This mystical highlight of my life is having a relationship with God which is romantic and ever changing, as I am changed by life and my knowledge of God develops. He loves me more that I can express so I love to show him my love in different ways, and feel deeply moved by the feelings of adoration I have for this permeating in...

The Mystic : I Am A Dragon / Snake. How I become a Dragon. 28.06.2025 36:33

Hello and welcome to my video podcast Self Conscious Mystic, which I have made available on all podcast platforms. Please follow me on this adventure! The idea for this project came to me in a dream, and I will speak about dream exploration in my podcast. Here I try to describe what happens when I become a dragon. It is possibly the most powerful and extraordinary of all my spiritual experiences...