Saved-Ish

Yes, I've been gone for some time. Yet, i'm trying to come back.

In this episode, I get real about where I’ve been and what I’ve been battling. From stepping into the classroom as a teacher, to being ordained as an evangelist missionary, life has been both overwhelming and stretching. With new elevation came new attacks — on my peace, my marriage, my finances, and even my faith. I talk about what it feels like to pray tired prayers, to feel numb in Christ, and...

What happens when your obedience invites opposition? In this raw and unfiltered episode, Cymphoni opens up about what really happened after her fast ended—a wave of spiritual warfare that came fast and hit hard. From sudden job loss, sick children, and family conflict, to depression and doubt—this is the behind-the-scenes of what “yes, Lord” really cost her. But through every hit, one truth remain...

In this episode, I get real about how my fast led me straight to the hospital — and how God used that moment to humble me. I thought skipping medicine would make me more holy… but God reminded me that obedience is better than sacrifice. We’re talking obedience, mental health, therapy, and breaking free from church traditions that teach us to suffer in silence. Can I be obedient and still battle de...

You ever been in something so deep—so messy—you knew you did it to yourself? Yeah… me too. In this episode of Saved-Ish with Cymi, we’re talking about the places we placed ourselves, the pits we fell into, and the moments we thought God left us there. But here’s the truth: He may have let you sit in it, but He never intended for it to kill you. We’re diving into: • Why God allows us to experience...

Episode 3: Faith vs. Facts: The Battle for Your Dreams In this episode, we dive into the battle between faith and facts—how the truth of our dreams often clashes with the reality of our circumstances. Join me as I share personal stories and reflections on how to choose faith over what the world tells us is possible, and how perseverance, trust, and God’s timing can turn our dreams into reality. Tu...

In this episode, I get real about growing up in church — singing in the choir, attending every service, knowing all the scriptures — and still choosing a life of sin. I open up about the disconnect between religion and relationship, and how I mastered looking holy while secretly battling my flesh. If you’ve ever felt stuck between what you were taught and what you actually lived… this one’s for yo...

Episode 1 – “The Breaking Point: Why I Had to Start Talking” I was raised in church. I knew the prayers, the scriptures, and the right things to say. But I was comfortable—not committed. I thought I had God… but I didn’t realize He didn’t have all of me. In this first episode of Saved-Ish, I open up about what it means to be comfortable in Christ, but not truly surrendered. This is for the ones wh...

Welcome to Saved-ish — a podcast for the girl who loves God but still battles her flesh. In this very first episode, I’m sharing the heart behind the show and what you can expect moving forward. This space was created for the real ones — the ones who are still becoming, still healing, still growing… and still chosen. If you’ve ever felt torn between who you were and who God is calling you to be, y...