Sacred Souljourners Podcast

What About Listening Changes Everything? 🔥 In Episode 14 we ask... "What if the quality of your life isn't determined by the answers you have... but by the questions you're willing to ask?" This week, Zan and Troy share one of the biggest breakthroughs they've experienced since beginning the Sacred Souljourners journey. They thought they were learning better communication. Instead, they discovere...

CERTAINTY: Releasing the Stories That Were Never Yours What if the life you're trying to create is waiting on the patterns you're finally ready to release? In this week’s Episode 13 everything seemed to go wrong. A truck sale fell through. A motor blew. The Semi broke down. Old fears resurfaced. Childhood wounds came back to the surface. We almost found ourselves repeating the same patterns that h...

Episode 12: In this week around the fire, we share one of the most pivotal chapters of our Sacred Souljourners journey so far. What began as a painful relationship rupture nearly pulled us apart. Old wounds surfaced, fears were activated, and we found ourselves standing at a crossroads: continue repeating familiar patterns or choose a new way forward. Through a powerful coaching session, a heartfe...

Episode 11 introduces The Fire of Commitment = The Trust Gap What happens when you finally realize that love isn't the problem—trust is? In this deeply personal campfire conversation, Zan and Troy share how a powerful breathwork session and 3D–5D consciousness masterclass created three unexpected days of peace, presence, and flow. But just when it seemed like everything was shifting, a deeper laye...

Episode 10:  In this deeply personal episode of Sacred Souljourners, Zan and Troy share what happened when life in a travel trailer became an unexpected spiritual retreat. What begins with a calm hawk perched on a playground and a water moccasin appearing at dawn unfolds into a powerful exploration of trust, abandonment wounds, anger, control, and the patterns that quietly shape our lives. Followi...

Episode 9  🔥 WE FINALLY LEFT: A Story of Faith, Fire & Becoming 🔥 After months of dreaming, planning, downsizing, packing, and navigating one of life's most stressful transitions, we finally did it — we left. In this deeply personal episode, we share the real story behind moving from a four-bedroom house into a travel trailer, the challenges we faced as a couple, and the tools that helped us...

✨ EPISODE 8 — Cosmic Mirrors: Astrology, Awakening & The Work of Transformation ✨ In this heartfelt episode of Sacred Souljourners, Zan Kavanah and Troy Hawkner sit down with astrologer Carolina Velis of Quest Mystic for an open and grounded conversation about astrology, self-awareness, personal growth, and the deeper patterns that shape our lives. Together, they explore astrology not as som...

Episode 7: Buckle up! What if the voice in your head… isn’t actually you? In this deeply personal campfire conversation, Zan Kavanah and Troy Hawkner explore the ego, perception, emotional triggers, and the painful realization that many of our reactions are rooted in old survival patterns—not present moment truth. Through raw stories from their own relationship, they unpack how childhood condition...

In this 6th episode we go into the fire. Not surface-level healing. Not spiritual theory. This is what it looks like when your patterns, triggers, and emotional reactions are no longer easy to ignore. In this Month Two conversation— Purification by Fire: The Inner Child Revealed —we break open the truth behind the reactions that keep showing up in your life and your relationships. Because what you...

Episode 5 drops us straight into the fire. Love isn’t always soft—and this conversation doesn’t pretend it is. Around the fire on Sacred Souljourners , Zan and Troy sit with Heather Grace and Jason Michael of The Powers of Love to explore what it really means to be in an evolutionary relationship. This is where psychology meets lived experience—drawing from We: Understanding the Psychology of Roma...

Episode 4 is about what it really means to walk through the fire… and become the one who holds it. Not theory. Not spiritual fluff. This is what it looks like to live as a firekeeper of your own heart in real time. And here’s the truth… when you’re in flow—when you’re fully present and not trying to control every outcome— that’s when the magic actually happens. Recorded after a powerful weekend in...

Sacred Souljourners — Official Trailer Welcome to Sacred Souljourners — campfire conversations for the spiritually curious. We're Troy Hawkner, a former Baptist evangelical preacher who walked away from the pulpit to rediscover the sacred on his own terms, and Zan Kavanah — transmission artist, wisdom keeper, founder of AQUAMANTRA Water, and Sacred Paint & Play facilitator who has spent over t...

Episode 2 drops us straight into the fire. Awakening isn’t peaceful—it’s raw, emotional, and at times… confronting. In this conversation, we open up about what happens when old patterns rise to the surface and can no longer be ignored. We explore samskaras—the emotional imprints that quietly run our reactions, our relationships, and our triggers—and what it looks like to finally see them in real t...

Episode 3 opens with a grounded prayer for peace, inviting listeners to reconnect with their hearts and step out of the noise of the world and into conscious awareness. From there, Zan and Troy dive into one of the most subtle—but destructive—patterns we all carry: the stories we create in our minds. Inspired by The Four Agreements, they unpack how assumptions and taking things personally quietly...

The Sacred SoulJourners Podcast isn’t here to preach—it’s here to walk the path with you. We’re Zan and Troy—two people who didn’t just meet… we recognized each other in the fire. Through breakdowns, breakthroughs, and everything in between, we’re learning what it actually means to trust yourself, follow divine guidance, and choose love over fear. This is for the spiritually curious—the ones who’v...