Realigning Life

After two years of repeating the same simple prayer, I thought for sure God answered it and we remarried. Only for it to all fall apart again pretty instantly. I do believe God answered my prayer. However, we are given free will. My heart hurts for such brokenness. Continued prayers for healing 🙏

2017 was one of the worst years. I seem to not recall much of that time. Recollecting the parts I do remember. Onward we heal! I thank God I am where I am today. Healing is possible.

New healing level unlocked. More healing to work on. New pathways being formed! I didn’t hate myself! Breaking generational beliefs. Thoughts for the future. A bit more from my story. The most painful chapter of my life. My substack, a poem a day: https://substack.com/@kimmercklke?r=6rwbqb&utm_medium=ios&utm_source=stories&shareImageVariant=light The One You Feed podcast: https://podcasts.apple.co...

Jumping back into my story. With a focus on using filler words. The vicious cycle of addiction and recovery. Hearing from God.

All the links to the mentions in this episode: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/bobby-bones-presents-the-bobbycast/id1220200987?i=1000731087860 https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-school-of-greatness/id596047499?i=1000762084431 https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/emonthebrain/id1852295289 Dr. Caroline Leaf, Switch on Your Brain https://a.co/d/0fS8rlam Joyce Meyer, Battlefield of the M...

Addiction, my season of shame, an apology- or lots of them. The journey of healing continues. For this week anyway! I will continue to pray about how my journey to heal can be shared. I pray for healing and freedom. The weight is not yours to carry! May God bless and guide whoever hears this message. Amen!

Journal entry reading, the confusion in the chaos, trauma bonds Link for Common Ego: https://youtu.be/Cgne9bVyJ-8

Second baby, sold home, Salvation Army, relapse.

Life after Big Nick. The beginning of addiction. Our first divorce.

CONTENT WARNING! This episode does talk about some sensitive subjects. An accident that leads to death. I do say the “f” word once, with a warning prior to saying it. Listen without little ears close by or be ready to volume down. If a story like this may trigger you, please listen carefully or choose to skip this episode. It isn’t graphical but just a warning. Death or traumatic accidents can be...

Shout out to my fellow galvanizer/hype woman, Taylor! For the inspiration! How I ended up unequally yoked and the consequences of our choices. Financial ruin. Walking away from our home. Another bad phone call. Our move to Georgia. And our move back. Thanks for hanging with me as I talk my way through my personal healing.

This episode is a bit all over the place. I guess that keeps it true to my own personal journal though. Just keeping it real. A few poems I wrote. Revisiting love. What it isn’t. What it is. Hopefully there is a bit of something in there for someone.

Phew, definitely got some personal healing journal type stuff in there today. This episode gets emotional for me. Raw, unedited, emotional content. This is what it’s all about. Being real. Healing myself. Biggest take away, love is an action. My fisher of men story. Our first home and BBQ chicken. And a couple squirrels, sorry guys!

Toxic relationships, pregnancy, and a broken heart. And a link to Joshuas Poetry: https://www.instagram.com/joshuaspoetry?igsh=NmJsbmZxN3dnYzB2 And the poem I was referring to: https://www.instagram.com/reel/DU9saxPkXMf/?igsh=bm5hbWsxcnlnZ3hu

Diving in to the beginning of my relationship. Compromising morals. How important your village is. Breaking up is hard to do. But life goes on, learn to do it. Stay true to yourself. Deciding to love and the God shaped hole in our hearts that only God can fill.

This episode transitions from the part one of Who Am I into a part two. Trauma talk. Meeting Nick. Red flags. Lots of talk in episode 4.

Let the healing journey begin!! In this episode we begin to discuss “Who is Kim?” It’s a fast paced fly over of my childhood and moments I believe impacted who I became. I want to shout out my best friend Beth. I made mention of her but failed to continue to mention how we are still best friends to this day. We found the light! Also, if you take anything from this episode, please let it be that yo...

This episode is about my faith and my belief in God. I surely don’t know it all when it comes to the Bible. But I do hope to share the Good News the best I can. God transforms lives! And that is worth telling everyone about!!

Welcome to episode one! This has been years of a spark in my heart. I decided to just jump in. I will figure it out as I go, true to my style. This will be raw, unedited content. My personal healing journey. No fancy equipment, no cutesy set- no video footage. All ya get is just me, my voice, and my story. This episode is just an introduction to who I am, a bit about my story, and my intention beh...