Real Time With Phillygirljen

Hello love bugs! I know I’ve been neglectful, and I apologize! I’ve been away for so long the platform has completely changed. I’m going to have to get reacquainted and back into the flow of things. But I composed something new, and I couldn’t wait to share it. Please forgive me if this does not sound my usual recordings! I will figure it out. I love you guys! Anyway, today’s episode relates to in...

My Jodie Bear died in February of this year. And I was beyond broken. I wanted to reach out to tell someone…but he is no longer in my life. So I wrote about it instead and shared in the place we met…now, I am sharing it with you.

Everything a woman does with her life should be because it was her choice. Men think women should only choose things that make men happy, but then it’s not a choice, is it?

Someone on TikTok really has it in for me.

I am trying so hard to not spend money on things I don’t need, but it’s such a good sale…

I didn’t recognize my own information.

I said something to hurt someone the other day, and I’m truly sorry for it. Unscripted. Apologize! I hope I can be forgiven. Too many things I can’t take back.

I am not a hoarder! I need all my stuff. That’s not the same as being a hoarder.

What do you do to relax? What takes your stress away and makes you feel better? Hopefully, it’s healthy…

Three bad experiences in a row!

It’s funny how excess weight comes off so naturally when one places the focus on one’s self and doesn’t eat for emotional reasons. Weight gain is often caused by emotional factors, so it makes sense that weight comes off easier when we are not struggling with inner turmoil.

Is it ok to keep the door open and save space for people? What do you think?

The only things I’ve ever really wanted to do with my life are writing and singing. And I’m doing those things…and it’s amazing!

It’s so important to take care of yourself…tell the others. They might even listen.

Too many people suffered through Mothers Day…let’s think about them, too.

People do things to punish others, and it hurts them more than it hurts others…why must we do this?

Trying to find my niche…but right now, my niche is people…with skin, hearts, souls, emotions, and needs.

I have one remaining temporary veneer since the real one appeared chipped and was sent back. This temporary has caused me trouble and anxiety.

Wait! Let me check on my teeth…

Adjusting to the newness of things in my life.

I fell down at the grocery store and apologized for it as if it were my fault. But what was I really apologizing for? For my presence? For being disruptive? For existing?

My thoughts from this morning: grief and the grieving process doesn’t get easier for someone simply because they’ve endured it more than once. Indeed, layers of grief only compound the suffering and trauma.

It’s a bloody mess, I must admit. But that’s ok. We met, we played, we fell apart. But we will rise again. In the meantime, there’s always mascara.

So, a friend of mine told me my posts were kind of depressing. Maybe…but they’re also honest and real. I’m ok. I am. And I know I will be even better still soon.

I know I’ve spoken about this before, but this is becoming so prevalent. People are so toxic toward one another that we feel we have to alter ourselves to please everyone. Enough! Love yourself.