Episodes

circulation and repetition and fragments of music 13.04.2026 1:16:15

the soundtrack of the last year of my life, part 2

soak up every drop of life 17.03.2026 1:16:25

the soundtrack of my life the last year, part 1

i forgive everybody 06.04.2025 42:57

do you forgive me? sounds recorded february 2025

you probably think this sound collage is about you 19.03.2025 57:50

i'm scared of everyone sounds recorded february 2025

words don't mean anything. what happened happened. where is she? 04.03.2025 1:15:13

you were responsible for my collapse… my once in a lifetime moment stolen… a year of my existence destroyed… i could not get over my obsession with the fact that i failed you can be upset with someone and still care for them. what happened happened. i used to think the universe was a series of random meaningless events but i see now there is reason and purpose for all things. she has issues she ne...

you said god brought us together 02.02.2025 1:10:08

everything he said about me is actually true about him. you're scared of becoming a one-hit wonder. i pride myself on being a truthful person. i have to tell the truth in every situation. no one can tell your story like you can, because we all have one. it's a love letter. even heroes have the right to bleed.

ambient trap (rough draft) 23.01.2025 38:18

a work-in-progress draft of a piece composed from recordings made over the last month living in my old apartment. performed and recorded with tascam DR-05X, iphone 14, 2019 macbook pro, audio-technica AT-LP5, and toshiba 40E210U.

the farewell tour. the season finale. my favorite song 17.01.2025 1:11:01

i just wanted to introduce myself in a non-manic, non-crazy lady way. what the future holds, i don’t know, but i don’t want to bring any more pain to her or her life. we can’t let this tragedy define us. our greatness will be measured by our response to adversity. you’re trying to blame something else on me that isn’t my fault. the only time we say never around here is when we say never give up. y...

what's a god to nadine? 28.12.2024 41:16

it was all a dream... the visions were so real... we’re weirdly intertwined, but one of us has to die.

i don’t want to speak on anyone’s behalf but my own. 27.12.2024 44:38

this whole thing has gotten way out of hand, and it’s hurting the people we love. sounds recorded november/december 2024

redneck eccojam A3: stockade 27.11.2024 5:21

the third in a series of deconstructed americana audio experiments entitled Redneck Eccojams. mixtape forthcoming

there's no song playing. 21.11.2024 46:56

sounds recorded october/november 2024

redneck eccojam A2: somebody 20.11.2024 8:22

the second in a series of audio experiments entitled Redneck Eccojams. mixtape forthcoming

redneck eccojam A1: highway 19.11.2024 5:09

the first in a series of audio experiments entitled Redneck Eccojams. mixtape forthcoming

stunned in silence 18.11.2024 5:33

“To those who in all times have sought truth and who have told it in their art or in their living, who died in honor … To those in all times who have sought truth and who failed to tell it in their art or in their lives, and who now are dead.” - james agee

constantly waiting 16.11.2024 17:58

please stay on the line

we’re gonna start with an opening hymn 06.11.2024 55:55

i'm pretty devastated you're afraid to be alive sounds recorded october/november 2024

i told you i'm never going back 27.10.2024 47:24

sounds recorded september/october 2024

I Couldn't Speak. I Had To Write Everything Down. 20.10.2024 51:46

sounds recorded september/october 2024

the instant classic. start spreading the news. how to say goodbye. 03.10.2024 1:20:53

sounds recorded september 2024... i was really into my poetry back then. i think i'm becoming a planet earth person. you said you knew the rules. the things that are really worth doing are the things that scare you. this is a chance for it all to come full circle. i can only control the mayhem i create around me. you want me to be your villain? i'll be your villain. at least i'm trying.