Profound Journey

I am myself surprised — it is actually happening! The first interview within the long history of Profound Journey. In this episode I am talking to my good friend Rick Jordan, a Sangha member of the Zen Buddhist group I started meditating with since my time in New Zealand started. Together we dive into various realms of practise, Ricks personal story and path to meditation, our understanding of spi...

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In this episode of Profound Journey, I reflect on life with only €237 in my pocket, the strange calm that still persists, and what three months of Muay Thai training taught me about self-trust, detachment, and love. This one is about surrendering, questioning the role of money for a happy life, and becoming more okay with simply being. ___________________________________________ You can support me...

This week’s episode stems from a question that’s been echoing in my mind for a while now—a question that reveals the gap between how I  think  about existence and how I’m actually  living  it, especially in the small things: how I treat myself, the worries I hold onto, the subtle ways I forget what truly matters. I will share the latest insights that feel like keys to a more joyful and fulfilling...

What do you do in a serious situation when you know you're about to enter a psychedelic journey after ingesting a tab of LSD? That's where I found myself when the ground started shaking in Northern Thailand due to a 7.7 magnitude earthquake that originated in Myanmar. In this episode, I want to share with you the insights I gained from that experience and offer a brief overview and persona...

In this solo episode, I unpack the emotional layers behind our routines, desires, and internal resistance. I explore why we chase what we do, how failing to meet our own standards can be a powerful teacher, what it really means to live with awareness, and how to trust the slow process of becoming. _________________________________ Episode resources: ►► Podcast with Alain de Botton ►► Instagram Pro...

In this episode, I reflect on the deeper purpose behind Profound Journey  and whether I’m truly on the right path—or simply convincing myself I am. I open up about the paradox of freedom, the weight of having too many choices, and the tension between living in the moment versus creating with intention. What starts as questioning the structure and future of this project turns into something more ra...

In this episode, I dive deep into a struggle I’ve faced for years— sleep, self-sabotage, and the hidden effects of existential curiosity.  I explore how my mind resists rest, not just because of poor habits, but because of something deeper:  unfinished tasks, subconscious fears, and the need for control. I reflect on how my younger self used to be consumed by the fear of non-existence, how I’ve ma...

This episode of  Profound Journey  dives into the concept of  Intentional Surrender —the delicate balance between setting clear intentions and letting go of rigid control. We reflect on how life often unfolds in unexpected yet profoundly aligned ways when we stop forcing outcomes and trust the flow. Through Vincents personal stories of missed plans that led to better opportunities—like finding a v...

For years, I was consumed by the fear of death—trapped in an endless loop of anxiety and panic attacks. In this episode, I share my journey through existential dread, the cycle of fear, and how I confronted the terror head-on. From therapy to seeking deeper meaning, I explore what ultimately helped me break free and find clarity. If you’ve ever struggled with anxiety, meaninglessness, or the weigh...

Today, we're gonna face the abyss. Together we will explore the nature of perception, the limitations of human experience, and the existential weight of our impermanence. Through reflections on personal experiences, philosophy, and the silent workings of our body, I try to uncover the deeper mysteries of this existence. This will be a deep dive into the unseen layers of reality and the ultimat...

What makes life truly meaningful? It's a question I've wrestled with for years. In this episode, I feel like I'm getting closer to an answer. I explore the contrast between the Western mindset of striving and becoming versus the Eastern approach of contentment and presence. You'll hear about: The beauty in the simplicity of life How Western schooling shapes our behavior A raw take...

In this episode, I reflect on the evolution of  Profound Journey —how writing has become an essential part of my life, the challenge of making my work more concise, and my shifting perspective on growth and recognition. I explore the pressure of personal branding, my resistance to the hustle mindset, and a newfound sense of patience with my path. I also share thoughts on self-acceptance, the impor...

This week on the Profound Journey podcast, I reflect on the lessons learned during my time at the Muay Thai camp, from navigating physical setbacks to embracing a more balanced approach to discipline. I explore the shift in my self-talk, newfound patience, and the unexpected gifts of new friendships. Plus, I share a transformative meditation experience that gave me a glimpse of pure awareness. Tun...

In episode four of Profound Journey, I dive into the challenge of self-improvement—especially the repeated cycles of starting new habits, only to stumble along the way. The episode touches on the idea of rediscovering the childlike wonder and fearlessness within us, and how my lifelong curiosity and fear of death have shaped my current journey. I also discuss the overwhelming nature of the countle...

In episode three of  Profound Journey , I reflect on the tension between the way I want to live and the way I’ve been conditioned to live—caught between ambition and a longing for simplicity. As I grow older, I find myself drawn more and more to what some might call "woo-woo" wisdom, seeking a life in harmony with nature, yet struggling with the ego-driven pursuit of more. I share insights from my...

In episode two of Profound Journey, I dive deep into the hidden patterns that often hold us back, exploring the self-sabotaging behaviors we unknowingly repeat—whether it’s procrastination, unhealthy coping mechanisms, or distractions. I reflect on how these actions are rooted in past pain and discomfort, and why they can be so hard to change. Drawing from psychology and personal experience, I dis...

In this debut episode of Profound Journey, I dive into the path that led to the creation of this project, sharing reflections on birth, early life, and the way our unique journeys shape us. I explore the curiosity that’s been with me since childhood—about life, death, and meaning—and how it’s guided me through some of my most challenging and transformative experiences. From battling existential cr...

Why are we here, and what does it truly mean to be alive? This question has guided me through years of exploration, leading me to embrace practices, experiences, and perspectives that continue to shape my understanding of life and the self.  Profound Journey  was born from this pursuit—a platform dedicated to self-discovery, deep living, and uncovering meaning in an ever-complex world. In this fir...