🖤 Poisonous Poems by BOYBASHER 🖤

my poem: He loves me like my dad By not caring about me at all No mind No heart No soul Pretty young thing With nowhere to go Lost soul Begging for a man To call her own Friends with benefits Without the friendliness He seeks love Yet, never gives it Takes it for himself And tosses me to the wolves Once my brain fully develops Plays with his food Never swxllows it Stxrves himself For a fix of depr...

poem: I Wish You The Best by boybasher, (2025). - my poem: “If you leave, I’ll miss you” Yet, you’re already searching for a new me Grim girl Bitter boy Fallen fantasy 2 years Disintegrate before evil eyes The second heartbreak of my life I never dreamed with him Only nightmares of treason Babygirl needing protection Once a cheater Always a liar How the svxy story starts Is how the manic movie end...

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poem: Street Meat by boybasher, (2025). - my poem: I wanna be the psychotic girl You tell them crazy stories about The one dxing to be wifed With too much freedom She’s ends up acting like a man Distant daddy Manic mommy Leaves the baby girl to chase loving Bottomless void Fills her lungs up with whatever burns The cheapest candy Gets you the most messed up The only home she ever knew She wears on...

poem: Goth Girl by BOYBASHER, (2025). - my poem: In a state of giving up Disguised as giving in It’s not letting go When he slxps you across the face Kxsses you on the chin and robs your innocence No need for dreaming It only leads to stressing Dead end roads Cursed hometowns Missed trains Chased the red lights For a dose of adrenaline Life on autopilot A self induced state of mind The body aches...

poem: Ghetto Girl by BOYBASHER, (2025). - my poem: I have a boyfriend He’s everything I like him so much I don’t dare cheat He lives so far away And I’m no vxrgin mary A beast isn’t tamed, til she’s married Fell for his soft soul Witnessing him father his child Somber tears on cracked skin Scary scars Permanent ink Memorials of friends he chose as family Dirty baby Tossed aside Street sleeping Cou...

poem: Femme Fatale by BOYBASHER, (2025). - my poem: Girl from nowhere American by mistake Kids having kids Ancestral shame Closeted sin Cold cements Scrappy tennis shoes Hopping couches Dozing off in strangers sheets Forbidden living Unfaithful behavior Til’ capital H smacks you across the face God gifts Devil tricks Strokes your ego Til’ you submit Christian children kicking themselves out Learni...

poem: Side Chick by BOYBASHER, (2025). - my poem: Can 1 be in love with 2, at the same time? Double downing shxts of lies Anything to feel Like one of a kind Convince me I’m treasure you find Pxin relief to a homesick bind Nervous Dxstressed Undone Dxting married men For a sense of specialty Slxeping with taken boys For a taste of spontaneity Texting dxrty guys For a kiss of irresponsibility Manic...

poem: Dream Daddy by boybasher, (2025). - my poem: How could you love me as such And not expect me to moan “I love you” Combat boots Inked bodies Adrenaline junkies With no real reason to live “Domestication is overrated” Muttered under liquxred lips Hxgh on something A little stronger than lust This feeling you can’t purchase Motel suites Faux furs Plaid boxers Tight dresses over barely lxgal thx...

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my poem: Loving on strangers Men she just met online Boys she left on read Guys with wrinkles by their eyes And deeper cxgxrette sighs Hidden in plain sight With a truth seeking stare Tight thighs that cause you to dare And discover what’s hiding in her guarded mind Pillowswept Lovelorn Cosmetic stained motel sheets Cold water and cinnamon liquor Eases them into the careful daylight Buy the gorgeo...

my poem: He gets off on playing critical chess Txuches himself while holding his cards close to his chest Opens his heart for a split second Shoots his shot Aims to kxll and accepts the consequences of his actions later Daddy’s searching for the perfect sxbmissxve baby to train Convinced manipulation is a form of flirting Blames all her issues on her underdeveloped brain and mortal age A walking s...

my poem: She hangs around church Yet never steps in Where’s she’s not welcome You’re only invited to the party If you’re offering burdens Give them what they want Mental and soul capacity Like a little lamb in captivity Rooms full of robed men with rotten beliefs like “Women are made for us” In worship, pleasure and lust With her hair too high Her eyes too bright Her dress too tight “Men over wome...

my poem: I seen you in a dream But all you did was touch me and leave Only lovers behind closed doors Fatal fantasies Dark secrets Reading your deviant dairies No reassurance nor silver linings You love with brutality And I lay there and submit cowardly Friendly fevers of babies I can’t incubate Chaotic creatures with fragile beliefs Hallow halos and clipped wings You know you don’t have to leave...

my poem: You can buy your way into her tight pants No pxnties under her short skirt She’s full of surprises A name you’ll forget A face you’ll always remember Somber black eyes Disguised in stolen beauty Disgusted by torturous guys Another ripped page to her tragic story Wet dreaming of life above the horizon Stuck in her bittersweet body Wet beds and tender memories To boys she’s just a piece of...

my poem: Do you want to tame the devil? Hold his hand and brush his hair Kiss his forehead and cheeks Make him smile with glee Tell him everything’s going to be okay Wait and see What’s coming isn’t here It’s only near Dexth doesn’t come by surprise It’s promised Accept it Let the kindness in Through your cold heart and bulging veins You don’t always have to sprexd your legs For a taste of heaven...

my poem: Don’t you wanna cheat on your wife Make you double guess your vows Sin is only pretty, when it’s temporary 5 minutes and he’s gone Back to playing house They all wanna get in and dip You can find her lurking dark alleys With the sultry look in her eyes She’s kinda scary, in a lustful way She prays for herself and swallows the pests Sweet like bubble chews Ssxy like her mother Ballsy like...

my poem: He loves you Anyone with eyes could see Everything I’ll never be Soft and sweet Dreaming about pregnancy Opening doors before you speak Crawling babies, you’ll never be alone Scribbles on the walls A secure place to sleep A nest he built for me Furry arms to doze the day away All the things a girl like me could wish for Burden to what’s in between my knees Perfect for a hall pass or midni...

Everything’s backwards and so am I Gentle lover, forgetful father, distant mother I’m a girl born in the wrong body, born in the right body I may not be wife material but I do make a delicious midnight snack I may not be your number one but I am your type Dark romance and sugar coated lies I may not have found true love but I have given up He’s just a man and I was too, til I met l him… #transgend...

my poem: Sharing my precious minutes and late hours With a man who doesn’t sleep The boys don’t know how to keep Men are my vice and I’m feening I only wish he cared for me The way I know he does the other plastic barbie The stories secretive like his prison tattoos I’m a comfortable civilian to his masculine mind I thought I’ve survived my troubled youth Discovered the trap doors and atoned with...

my poem: He sleeps with 2 pillows I’m the third Pillow or girl this week Unanswered questions Better left in my head We’re living in different worlds While in the same room I see in rose and you’re committed to gray Little fallen angels You’re drifting away Self soothing invisible pain You’re a boy Not a man I’m not a wife Can’t carry babies Lifeless man Child spirit You never really grow up Just...

my poem: Pay to play, dirty business and gin for breakfast I’m only brought to my knees for a penny Make him my savior And hold onto his words, as if they mean anything Enough for blood Pretty enough for touch Bent over backwards and offer him trust After every thrust he loves me more… I bite my tongue til he erupts If life’s not worth living At least I’ll die spinning… #alternative, #lanadelrey,...

my poem: Girl to girl He’s nothing He’s not worth the tears Just a player needing a cheerleader Someone to heal him and inject him You’re playing teen mom to someone 20 years older He won’t love you back He’s not capable Even if you tried your hardest He would leave you stranded and forgotten Like a piece of meat, a little girl waiting for her dead beat daddy He’s starving, filling the void with a...

my poem: Show me where the boys have hit you Where the knives cut through I’ll kiss your wounds clean With my magic spell of love Care and caress Who am I if not healing you? My baby I didn’t birth I can’t promise you my legacy I can only gift you what’s free My unclean and worn out soul Body in shock You lost a part of you Gave your power to the men in camo suits Your energy can’t be groomed Can’...