OnyxRose Rambles About Life After FFS and other issues affecting the community

OnyxRose - Through The Looking Glass

I had FFS (facial feminization surgery) in Dec 2025. Now what? Everything's new under the sun!! EggieSalad will be my host most days. onyxrose9.substack.com

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OnyxRose Rambles About Life After FFS and other issues affecting the community

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Jul 6, 2026

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Episodes

OnyxRose - A Journey Through FFS -Yay!! I got my post op instructions. Let’s chat!! @onyxrose9 26.11.2025

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A Journey Through FFS - After Pre Op @OnyxRose9 24.11.2025

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OnyxRose - A Journey Through FFS 21.11.2025

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Trauma & Voices - Guilt & Shame 20.11.2025

What a great way to spend some of TDoR. I struggled with writing my piece this morning, and spilled tears. I spilled tears, as I lit my candle this morning, which will burn until 12:01am tomorrow. I thank Wendy The Druid 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈🌈 Brandon Ellrich , and thepoetmiranda for allowing me to sit in today. I love talking with them, and, seriously, I have a lot of buried trauma, and wonderfully, I did...

Another Darn TikTok Video 19.11.2025

While killing time until I go to pick up Egg, who has been watching bestie’s children, I decided to hop on TikTok and make some quick videos. This one is short, clocking in at under a minute. It has some fun memes, and also some memes that I consider timely. With the heaviness of this week and tomorrow (TDoR), I want to keep things light and frothy. I may write something tomorrow, but maybe not. F...

The Countdown Begins 14.11.2025

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FFS Process And The Procedures I Will Be Having 09.11.2025

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Disco and Funk!!! 07.11.2025

A #snippet from our recent Trauma Talk - SAD (Seasonal Affective Disorder)!! I enjoy chatting with @wendythedruid @brandonellrich. I haven’t had the honor of chatting with @thepoetmiranda, but hope to soon!!! Get full access to OnyxRose9 -Presence Not Permission at onyxrose9.substack.com/subscribe

Snippet 04.11.2025

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Trauma Talk 04.11.2025

SAD was the topic for yesterday’s podcast, “Trauma Talk” with the @thedruidwendy , and @thepoetmiranda(who was not available for this episode), and @brandonellrich. I joined in for the first time and had a great time. I cannot wait to sink my teeth into the next topic the next time I am invited on the show!! Fun times indeed!! Alright friends, see ya later!! Get full access to OnyxRose9 -Presence...

Pre op FFS concerns and questions 27.10.2025

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Electro Maddness 24.10.2025

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Trans And Nonbinary People Are Divine 22.10.2025

Trans/Nonbinary people are divine, and there are actual millennia of references to back this up. But, in this video, this cis woman explains why trans women, in particular, are divine. Like imagine, would you give up your male priviledge (assuming you had any to begin with. I will say that ALL men benefit in some way from male priviledge)? Potentially lose all your friends, partners, families?? Im...

TikTok #5 21.10.2025

In my spare time, of which I have a lot, I love trolling tiktok and making videos. I don’t have a big audience, but then, I have never done anything for a big audience. This is my first attempt at being paid for my writing. But that is for another post, and this is one in a series of TikTok videos that will be posted tonight. Yee haw, let the posting commence… Get full access to OnyxRose9 -Presenc...

TikTok Vid #4 21.10.2025

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TikTok Vid #3 21.10.2025

In my spare time, of which I have a lot, I love trolling tiktok and making videos. I don’t have a big audience, but then, I have never done anything for a big audience. This is my first attempt at being paid for my writing. But that is for another post, and this is one in a series of TikTok videos that will be posted tonight. Yee haw, let the posting commence… Get full access to OnyxRose9 -Presenc...

OnyxRose introduces Egg: Conversation about transition 18.10.2025

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Silly Goose 14.10.2025

Just a silly video of me dancing!! Get full access to OnyxRose9 -Presence Not Permission at onyxrose9.substack.com/subscribe

Live with OnyxRose9 14.10.2025

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Live with OnyxRose9 14.10.2025

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Just Another TikTok Video 06.10.2025

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NYX THA NOTORIOUS P.U.G. 06.10.2025

Nyx is a pandemic puppy. We got him when he was a baby baby, in 2020. He has grown so much since then, and is now sporting a large patch of grey on his chinny chin chin. Love this puppers, although, like both Egg and myself, he has IBD (Inflammatory Bowel Disease.) I have Crohn’s disease and pica and I am anemic. Nyx, while not anemic, does have pica. So, when we take him out to the bathroom, he h...

TikTok #3 06.10.2025

So, I live near a river that I visit quite often. At least once a week. There are beautiful trails and the ducks (or geese, I am not sure which) and flowers and trees toppled by lightning. There will be more of these kind of videos. I cannot wait to show them off, because I find nature to be beautiful and serene and restorative to my mind, heart, and soul. And so, without further ado, enjoy! Get f...

A TikTok Video #1 06.10.2025

I enjoy making tiktok videos, mainly for myself, and my friends. And now you, my lovely readers, get to have the experience too. So without further ado, enjoy!!! Get full access to OnyxRose9 -Presence Not Permission at onyxrose9.substack.com/subscribe

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