OnyxRose Rambles About Life After FFS and other issues affecting the community

OnyxRose - Through The Looking Glass

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I had FFS (facial feminization surgery) in Dec 2025. Now what? Everything's new under the sun!! EggieSalad will be my host most days. onyxrose9.substack.com

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OnyxRose Rambles About Life After FFS and other issues affecting the community

Episodes

Another Dry Run Episode 33a Side Quest Edition - Join us and our special guest host Fia Marie as we discuss the Washington State election results 💕🏳️‍⚧️ 06.11.2026 1:10:51

Thank you FrancesDyson , AbbyRoad , Heather A Murphy , Stacey from California , EmAlive , and many others for tuning into my live video with Samantha Paige (she/they) and RiotDad ! Join me for my next live video in the app. Get full access to OnyxRose9 -Presence Not Permission at onyxrose9.substack.com/subscribe

Another Dry Run Ep. 33: Now with less wiggle 🤷🏻‍♀️ - We’ll talk politics and about the 2005 movie Imagine Me & You. 02.11.2026 30:51

Thank you AbbyRoad , KC , and many others for tuning into my live video with Samantha Paige (she/they) ! Join me for my next live video in the app. Get full access to OnyxRose9 -Presence Not Permission at onyxrose9.substack.com/subscribe

Another Dry Run Ep. 32: No plan. Just winging it. We’re liable to say anything 🤷🏻‍♀️ Drop in and find out ☺️ 26.10.2026 1:07:24

Thank you Sandra , toad , Kim Beckett , Heather A Murphy , KC , and many others for tuning into my live video with Samantha Paige (she/they) ! Join me for my next live video in the app. Get full access to OnyxRose9 -Presence Not Permission at onyxrose9.substack.com/subscribe

Another Dry Run Ep. 31: Playlists and Q&A 💕 19.10.2026 1:22:52

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Life’s Challenge with OnyxRose 15.10.2026 1:26:54

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A second try dry run 30 🤷🏻‍♀️ 12.10.2026 1:02:46

Thank you Jana , AbbyRoad , RLM , sgtrock59 , jessie , and many others for tuning into my live video with Samantha Paige (she/they) ! Join me for my next live video in the app. Get full access to OnyxRose9 -Presence Not Permission at onyxrose9.substack.com/subscribe

Another Dry Run Ep. 29 — the “dangers of dating” and about the 1996 movie “Different for Girls.” Suggested soundtrack: “Highwire Days” by the Psychedelic Furs 💕 05.10.2026 1:07:49

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Another Dry Run: Ep 28 — A Mötley Crüe? and we talk about Heartstopper 💕 28.09.2026 1:04:58

Thank you Sandra , Maura , Kimmy Win she/her 🏳️‍🌈🫶🐾 , Sam , toad , and many others for tuning into my live video with Samantha Paige (she/they) ! Join me for my next live video in the app. Get full access to OnyxRose9 -Presence Not Permission at onyxrose9.substack.com/subscribe

🏳️‍⚧️⚧️OnyxRose and 🏳️‍🌈Will Fullwood - Deuxième partie 25.09.2026 1:01:59

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Tuesdays with Two Gays (#31) and OxyxRose 15.09.2026 1:15:39

Thank you Sandra , Kimmy Win she/her 🏳️‍🌈🫶🐾 , Alissa Resch , Laura Babec , and many others for tuning into my live video with Sturg Writes It Down and Brandon Ellrich ! Join me for my next live video in the app. Get full access to OnyxRose9 -Presence Not Permission at onyxrose9.substack.com/subscribe

The Symposium, or What is Love? Eps. 26: Socrates and Hedwig and the Angry Inch 14.09.2026 1:13:02

Thank you Sandra , Alissa Resch , william berry , Zelda Zulu , Gilda Johnson , and many others for tuning into my live video with Samantha Paige (she/they) ! Join me for my next live video in the app. Get full access to OnyxRose9 -Presence Not Permission at onyxrose9.substack.com/subscribe

Another Dry Run Ep 25: HHS and its moronic study and we talk about Noah Arc a 2005 Logo TV show 💕 10.09.2026 1:04:36

Thank you NeuroDivergent Hodgepodge , Sandra , Sable Lux Thorne , Zelda Zulu , KC , and many others for tuning into my live video with Samantha Paige (she/they) ! Join me for my next live video in the app. Get full access to OnyxRose9 -Presence Not Permission at onyxrose9.substack.com/subscribe

OnyxRose and Sturg 09.09.2026 1:32:24

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🏳️‍⚧️💜🥀OnyxRose and 🏳️‍⚧️✍🏾Sturg Writes It Down - Live At Five 07.09.2026 17:51

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Another Dry Run Ep 24: Questions? and we talk about Season 1 of “Noah’s Arc,” a witty, sexy look at how chosen family keeps us afloat. 31.08.2026 1:09:44

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Another Dry Run Ep. 23: Nazi punks F@ck off!! And we talk about the Eldorado and how it represented everything the Nazi’s Hate 24.08.2026 1:08:40

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Trans People Are People: TERF Wars & Calling Bigots What They Are 19.08.2026 56:00

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Another Dry Run Eps. 22: We’re going to get weird with Jason Hassler of “Hassling the Paranormal” and then talk about the 1997 French film “Ma Vie En Rose” and its depiction of a family with a transgender child. 17.08.2026 1:29:17

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Sturg and OnyxRose and Samantha Paige 14.08.2026 1:52:09

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Another Dry Run Ep. 21: We’re legal!! OnyxRose and I talk All About My Mother - not mine, Almodóvar’s movie 😉 10.08.2026 1:04:20

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WORLD BIPOLAR DAY 08.08.2026 8:01

Wassup??? Yeah, it has been a minute. I have a little bit of writer’s block. Less block, and more of just not wanting to write for my website. I have been writing some things, but just snippets. OnyxRose9 -Presence Not Permission is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber. Today, March 30, is International Bipolar Day. I...

Another Dry Run Ep. 20: Music and Crying Games 🥺 03.08.2026 1:24:06

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Another Dry Run Ep. 19: What happens when you die? Or, what’s estate planning? And, we talk about the movie “Boy Meets Girl” 💕 27.07.2026 1:15:43

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OnyxRose🏳️‍⚧️🥀💜 - Bored. Who wants to be bored with me?? 20.07.2026 42:14

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Another Dry Run Ep 17: “Life’s a gamble when you get a face” — w/ Kitty Martz of Voices of Problem Gambling Recovery, a Portland, OR-based nonprofit focused on advocacy, education, peer support, & recovery for people affected by gambling disorder. 14.07.2026 1:13:40

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