Odd Oyster

As the new year comes, each day is a new kind of dilemma, as my heart begins to think about whether certain things would begin from where I left or whether something new will surprise me, honestly, it gives me a lot of anxiety because firstly I wasn't even ready to leave things behind, and to accept alternatives that were enforced upon me without my will, and secondly, it is really scary to begin...

Hope July brings you happiness:)

And then they pretend to move on by filling out the emotional gaps in their life, in place of my absence with the presence of someone new whom they barely know, they will still be reminded of the ways i gave them attention without even calling them mine.

I choose myself today, not over you, I can never do that and you know that well, I just chose the new me over my past self.

Stop waiting for them.

I am not losing myself in the crowd, I am just waiting long enough to be found. this time I will be found smiling with hope, a hope that would be stabilising me... for a very long period, lifting my strength and patience, until my prayers are heard.

I should have chosen my happiness more boldly, but i chose to stay with your sadness, if this feeling of longingness doesn't make you see love, then i can't help you make understand... what you deserve.

It's strange, how the pain keeps growing, with no cure, no painkiller, and with no love, in every heart at the same velocity.

I was afraid at that time and so was he, how could i be so selfish, how could i not see, we were of the same age hanging in between.

Some days i feel like doing nothing, all i want is to see a text from my known, asking me if i'm doing okay.

Hear Me This Time is a book which compiles various thoughts and wishes. These thoughts represent a kind of desired love, that one would want in their life. As lovers, we often make wishes and hope that they would reach the stars and turn into reality someday. At the beginning of this book, you will find a series of talkative stars, who will make you fall in love with them. At certain stages, it mi...

Take me back to old times

You can wait and decide, if it's of worth for you. all these years i did this too, it will only make you think forever, until the time comes, where you can no longer choose.

I'm not looking for the answers that one would tell me to believe, i want to remain silent with what i believe is going to cause happiness to me.

Sometimes i wish, that i was the first you've met when you turned eighteen. There could be so many more years which we could have lived together, my mind gets dumstruck, thinking of the minutes... in which we could be there for each other.

I can't forget the way you say those words to me, and i can't vibe with anyone other than you, saying the same words in a different tone.

May be I'm just a lover...

When I was a teenager, I used to hear the word depth. I didn't know how far do you go for it, but I knew it was something intense. As I stepped into my twenties, the depth appeared to be shallow. It felt like all those who wanted love, were somewhat hollow. I was lucky enough to dive deep into a wet ocean, As it was in front of me, his eyes kept me sinking within a dainty distance.

You can ask me to burn myself, as many times as you would like to see me burn into flames. I might not turn into clouds as I'm not a vapour who gets evaporate. You can still smell the scent of my ashes that would still be laid in my grave. I promise... I won't doubt your greatness if we are away because you know how madly I'm in love with you.

Some days are good, some are bad. This is all a part of life. So just keep going ahead and worry less.

How comforting arms can be.

Thought of reciting something for you. I hope it helps you.

It's funny how people don't notice the stress that we contain on the question of losing them.

I know it matters to you when i compare you with others.