Not Made to Fit

Sometimes life does not wait for you to catch your breath. For anyone wrestling with grief and the nearness of God. 💌If you'd like me to pray for you, you can send your requests through https://notmadetofitpod.com

Not every chapter announces itself with pain or triumph. Some arrive quietly and before you realize it you are no longer bracing. 💌If you'd like me to pray for you, you can send your requests through https://notmadetofitpod.com

There are seasons where you’re carrying more than you realize pain, grief, questions, and emotions you don’t yet have language for. For anyone learning that healing often begins with understanding. 💌If you'd like me to pray for you, you can send your requests through https://notmadetofitpod.com/

Sometimes the hardest battles aren’t loud. They’re the quiet ones happening inside of us. For anyone trying to grow, to guard their heart, to walk closely with God… and still finding themselves slipping in places they thought were healed, this one is for you. A reminder that even when your heart wavers, God doesn’t. He uses every stumble to strengthen the parts of you He’s still rebuilding. 💌 If...

Some stories never make the news… but they still deserve to be heard. This episode holds the unfiltered truth about what our brothers and sisters in Christ are facing across Nigeria , Sudan , Congo , and Syria . This isn’t political . It’s a call to awareness . A call to prayer . These are the voices the world won’t hear, but we will. 💌If you'd like me to pray for you, you can send your reque...

Some weeks don’t need a celebration. They just need honesty. This is a quiet space for the hearts doing their best to make it through the holidays. 💌If you'd like me to pray for you, you can send your requests through https://notmadetofitpod.com

Not every miracle looks like a moment… sometimes it looks like a person. This episode is a tribute to the quiet kind of love that shapes you, protects you, and points you back to the Father who never stopped seeing you. 💌If you'd like me to pray for you, you can send your requests through https://notmadetofitpod.com

Kool-Aid summers, Hot Cheetos recesses, and a whole lot of accidental healing. God used laughter to rebuild what pain once tore down, proving that even joy can be holy. 💌If you'd like me to pray for you, you can send your requests through https://notmadetofitpod.com/

What Happened after the miracle? When the prayers are answered and you step into a whole new world that feels nothing like the one you left behind. This is a story about firsts, about learning, about the quiet ways God turns unfamiliar places into home. 💌 If you’d like me to pray for you, you can send your requests through  ⁠https://notmadetofitpod.com

Sometimes the biggest leap of faith isn’t walking into your purpose, it’s leaving everything familiar behind. A story about change, courage, and the unexpected beauty waiting on the other side of goodbye. 💌 If you’d like me to pray for you, you can send your requests through  https://notmadetofitpod.com 🎶 CreditsBackground music:  In the Forest  by music_for_video — available on Pixabay (pixabay...

Sometimes life feels messy, unpredictable, and nothing like what you prayed for, but there’s still beauty in it. Today, I’m slowing down, taking a little breather to reflect on that. 💌 If you’d like me to pray for you, you can send your requests through  ⁠https://notmadetofitpod.com/⁠   🎶 CreditsBackground music:  In the Forest  by music_for_video — available on Pixabay (pixabay.com).

Journey with me back to Burma, where disability wasn't the problem....the world's definition of ability was. It's a glimpse into the reality so many still live today, and a reminder that even in broken systems, God is still building something greater. 💌 If you’d like me to pray for you, you can send your requests through  https://notmadetofitpod.com/ 🎶 Credits Background music:  In t...

For the first time, I’m opening up about how I got polio, the moment that changed everything before I even knew what life was. It’s a truth I’ve carried quietly my whole life, but one that taught me what forgiveness really looks like when it doesn’t make sense. I pray my story helps anyone who’s still healing from past hurt to see that peace doesn’t always come from understanding why, but from tru...

As a baby in Burma, I was paralyzed by polio and told I wouldn’t survive. Yet God carried me through every surgery, setback, and moment of rejection. This is more than my story, it’s a reminder that His hope shows up in impossible places. If you’ve ever felt overlooked, rejected, or like your story was already written in pain, I want you to know God is still writing. And what the enemy meant for h...

In this very first episode of  Not Made to Fit , I open up about the darkness I walked through over the past five years. Depression, addiction, loss, and fading dreams marked that season, but Jesus pulled me out of it. More than just my story, this is the gospel in action: His power to take what feels broken and use it to bring freedom and hope to others. This is just the introduction. In upcoming...

This short visual prologue is the heart behind Not Made to Fit . Inspired by a dream where Jesus placed sandals in my hands, it's a reminder that we are equipped to walk in His calling (Ephesians 6:15). This podcast was never in my plans. But after walking through loss, depression, addiction, and the silence of losing my voice, Jesus rewrote my story. For five long years, I battled a drinking prob...