Never Have I had the Urge

🎧 Listen now. Why do people willingly return to the ocean, lakes, rivers, and deep water environments despite knowing the risks? In this episode of Never Have I Had the Urge , Victor Jimenez explores the psychology of fear, risk-taking, adventure, and humanity's fascination with the unknown beneath the water's surface. From childhood beach memories and shark attacks to the lasting cultu...

🎧 Listen now. Why do people step into the ocean knowing what might be beneath the surface? In the upcoming episode of Never have I Had the Urge, I explore the strange pull of the water - from childhood memories and beach vacations to the deeper questions about risk, fear,  trust, and the unknown. Why are we drawn to places where we aren't in control? Join me for Season 2, Episode 3: "To...

🎧 Listen now. What happens when the truth becomes heavier than the lie? In Season 2, Episode 2 of Never Have I Had the Urge , Victor Jimenez explores the complicated nature of honesty, guilt, memory, and the emotional weight people carry when they hide parts of themselves from the world around them. From childhood lessons about telling the truth to the real-world consequences of deception, this e...

🎧 Listen now. A preview of the upcoming episode of Never Have I Had the Urge… To Tell the Truth. They say the truth shall set you free… but what if the truth is the very thing people are most afraid to face? In this upcoming episode, I explore honesty, deception, guilt, secrets, and the emotional weight of carrying things nobody else knows. Season 2, Episode 2 drops May 25th. 🎙️ Never Have I Had...

🎧 Listen now. “Rarely have we seen a person fail who has thoroughly followed our path.” In the Season 2 premiere of Never Have I Had the Urge,  Victor takes us deep into the "engine room" of recovery. We aren't just talking about the struggle; we are looking at the manual. From the ancient history of "King Alcohol" to a cold morning in 1935 Akron, Ohio, this episode explo...

🎧 Listen now. Season 2 is coming. After 12 episodes of learning, building, and finding my voice… we’re going deeper. The first episode asks a simple question: What happens when the urge… doesn’t stop? Never Have I Had the Urge… to drink alcoholically. Season 2 premieres May 11. 📧 Connect with the show: hello@neverhaveihadtheurge.com 📌Follow for updates: Facebook & Instagram @NeverHaveIHadth...

🎧 Listen now. What happens after the decision is made? In this Season 1 Finale of Never Have I Had the Urge , I reflect on the moments that come after we say yes—the purchases, the risks, the relationships, and the choices that can leave us questioning everything. From everyday experiences like a bad haircut or buying something that didn’t live up to expectations… to life-changing decisions invol...

🎧 Listen now. In this episode of "Never Have I Had the Urge," Victor Jimenez explores one of the most debated ideas in modern history — the possibility that ancient civilizations may have had contact with extraterrestrial life. "To Be an Ancient Alien Theorist" is a storytelling podcast episode that dives into ancient aliens, UFO theories, and the enduring fascination with los...

🎧 Listen now. In this episode of "Never Have I Had the Urge," Victor Jimenez explores the unknown — and the stories that live just beyond explanation. "To Chase Ghosts" is a storytelling podcast episode about the paranormal, unexplained experiences, and the enduring fascination with what may exist beyond our understanding. It blends personal encounters with cultural and histor...

🎧 Listen now. In this episode of "Never Have I Had the Urge," Victor Jimenez explores what happens when attention turns into scrutiny — and how quickly a life can change when you become a person of interest. "To Be a Person of Interest" is a storytelling podcast episode inspired by true crime, investigations, and the reality of living under suspicion. It examines the psycholog...

🎧 Listen now. In this episode of "Never Have I Had the Urge," Victor Jimenez explores the quiet pull of curiosity — and the question of whether every answer is worth uncovering. "To Go Digging" is a storytelling podcast episode about ancestry, hidden truths, and the consequences of searching for answers buried in the past. It examines the growing fascination with DNA testing,...

🎧 Listen now. In this episode of "Never Have I Had the Urge," Victor Jimenez explores a difficult truth — sometimes, we find comfort in the very things that hold us back. "To Find Comfort in Dysfunction" is a storytelling podcast episode about toxic patterns, emotional habits, and the psychology behind why we stay in situations that don’t serve us. It examines the quiet famili...

🎧 Listen now. In this episode of "Never Have I Had the Urge," Victor Jimenez explores one of life’s biggest decisions — marriage. "To Get Married" is a storytelling podcast episode about relationships, commitment, and the complex emotions that come with choosing whether or not to share your life with someone else. It examines the expectations, fears, and personal truths that s...

🎧 Listen now. In this episode of "Never Have I Had the Urge," Victor Jimenez explores the powerful pull of the past — and the question of whether looking back always brings clarity… or something else entirely. "To Look Back" is a storytelling podcast episode about memory, reflection, and the emotional weight of revisiting moments that helped shape who we are. It examines the u...

🎧 Listen now. In this episode of "Never Have I Had the Urge," Victor Jimenez explores what happens when survival is no longer a choice — but an instinct. "Hurricane Andrew – When Survival Becomes the Urge" is a storytelling podcast episode inspired by real events, reflecting on one of the most devastating hurricanes in U.S. history. This story dives into fear, resilience, and...

🎧 Listen now. In this episode of "Never Have I Had the Urge," Victor Jimenez explores the idea of pushing beyond limits — and the question of why some people feel called to take on extreme challenges while others never do. "To Climb a Mountain" is a storytelling podcast episode about fear, ambition, and the human desire to conquer something bigger than ourselves. It examines t...

🎧 Listen now. In this episode of "Never Have I Had the Urge," Victor Jimenez explores the mindset behind a modern-day crime that’s become all too common — package theft. "Porch Pirate" is a storytelling podcast episode that dives into the psychology of stealing, impulse behavior, and the real-life consequences of small decisions that can quickly spiral. This story examines the...

🎧 Listen now. In this episode of "Never Have I Had the Urge," Victor Jimenez explores the space between fear and courage — the moment where an urge sits quietly, waiting to be acknowledged. "Leap of Faith" is a storytelling podcast episode about decision-making, personal growth, and the internal battle between hesitation and action. It dives into the urges we resist, the ones...

🎧 Listen now. "Never Have I Had the Urge" is a storytelling podcast exploring real human urges, desires, and impulses — the ones we resist, the ones we question, and the ones that can we act on, that can change everything. In this trailer, host Victor Jimenez introduces a cinematic, narrative-driven podcast focused on personal reflection, true stories, and the psychology behind human be...