Heather Marie McGairty

Nephtali

Arts EN ↓ 30 episodes

heathermariemcgairty@gmail.comNephtal is Hebrew meaning My Struggle. ImpressumLife Story; Child Abuse; Trauma; Domestic Violence; Sexual/Incest Abuse; Drug Abuse; Siblings; Foster Care; Sibling Death; Occult; Religion; Grand-Parenting; Blended Families; Mixed Heritage Families & Marriages; Teen Pregnancy; As I continue to write, different random memories pop in & out of my mind like shadows. I struggle to find where they belong , to put them in an organized chronological order which is seemingly impossible with scattered ghosts of memory. Some rather innocuous even, I struggle to grasp & reta...

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Heather Marie McGairty

Episodes

Identity* 14.04.2024 13:22

My "racial" Identity in America. 🌎 🇺🇸

Grayson O'conner 06.12.2023 7:45

In memory of 5 year old filicide victim Grayson O'conner Kansas City Missouri USA 2023

I can't believe it's been 2 years?! 06.12.2023 2:30

Update -Ending 2023

Fists & stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me. 11.12.2021 8:50

2014-2015 Wichita, Ks

Life Expectancy 02.12.2021 3:09

Bonus-TriggerWarning ~Still Working through grief despite & in addition to dysfunction

Ch. 12 ~ Moving On 26.11.2021 5:10

Despite the fact that we were no longer together Anthony continue rely on me for emotional support.

Memorial Dream: ****⚠️ Severe Trigger Warning ⚠️**** 30.05.2021 2:35

Memorial Dream: ****⚠️ Severe Trigger Warning ⚠️****

Saying GoodBye 13.05.2021 2:47

The end of Ch. 11

Ch 11 PT 4 07.05.2021 34:55

Wichita, KS

Ch. 11 pt. 3 07.05.2021 50:14

Hays, KS Spring 2011

Ch. 11 pt.2 Fresher Wounds. 18.02.2021 6:57

Shorter Episodes. Fresher Wounds.

Ch. 11 pt. 1 15.02.2021 9:53

My Presence of Calm in the Eye of the Storm.

Bonus 15.02.2021 20:54

Google "Research"- Battered Persons Syndrome.

Points to Ponder 27.01.2021 5:14

My daughter asked me why I never remember the good times.

Question & Answer 12.01.2021 11:27

Why didn't you just leave?

My Dad died from covid 03.12.2020 8:59

My dad passed Nov. 17th 2020

Nephtali Ch. 10 Back to Work 22.10.2020 19:13

Final Divorce Proceedings. Finally Free at Last after two years of fighting to escape.

Ch.9 - Kinsley 12.10.2020 34:31

Trigger Warning. This was the hardest chapter for me to write.

Ch. 8 -1996 - Kansas 25.09.2020 18:51

"State Family Re-integration Therapy"

Ch. 7 ~ Kansas -Edit to Combine with previous chapter fragment. 20.09.2020 38:03

Trigger Warning ⚠ Racism ⚠ Extreme Violence ⚠ Racial Slurs ⚠

Wellton,Az 12.09.2020 8:44

This is a short transition that doesn't even really qualify as a chapter because it's so short I hadn't realized this is the point I stopped writing because the next chapter gets extremely emotional for me and this was the first day of the rest of my life as they say.

Ch. 6 -Chuy, My First Love 06.09.2020 26:00

This chapter is pretty much covering my freshman and sophomore year in high school and my relationship with my first love whom I lost my virginity to.

Bonus 01.09.2020 1:44

Bonus

Tacna, Arizona 29.08.2020 25:40

1988-1990

Yuma, Arizona 1983-1987 21.08.2020 24:11

3rd Grade to 8th Grade