My Vicious Love

This week on  My Vicious Love , we step into the in-between. The gray area. The emotional waiting room that happens after heartbreak, trauma, loss, addiction, failed relationships, family wounds, and the moments in life where you’re no longer who you were… but not quite who you’re becoming yet. This episode,  Love Purgatory , features my dear friend Ryan Carrillo, someone I’ve shared over a decade...

This week on  My Vicious Love , we’re talking about something I like to call  Relationship-itis —that messy, in-between space where you want love… but you’re not exactly ready to act like you do. You’re craving connection, intimacy, consistency—all the things that come with a real relationship—but at the same time, you’re still holding onto your freedom, your options, your… chaos. And yeah, we’re...

The Aftermath: Peace Feels Weird When You’re Used to War  is about what happens when everything finally stops. Not the breakdown, not the conflict—but what comes after it. When the noise dies, the tension disappears, and the people who once filled every emotional corner are no longer there. It’s that moment where life isn’t falling apart anymore… but it also doesn’t feel the way you expected it to...

Feuds: Is Revenge a Dish Best Served Cold? This week on My Vicious Love, after a nearly six-month hiatus, I am back with a bang to tackle a topic that may seem taboo but resonates deeply in everyone’s life: feuds and revenge. From personal experiences to profound losses, feuds have shaped relationships in ways we often overlook. Is seeking revenge the best way to settle old scores, or does it only...

This week on "My Vicious Love," join my guest Brian Loveless and me as we dive deep into the challenges and benefits of growing up gay, navigating the dating scene, and dealing with ghosting in the LGBTQ community. Brian, a licensed family and marriage therapist, brings his professional insights and personal experiences to the table, making for a rich and engaging discussion. In this episode, the...

In this episode of "My Vicious Love," we dive deep into the tumultuous yet profound world of sibling rivalry, with the insightful perspectives of my special guest and brother, Brandon ''Cap Angels'' Medina. Together, we unpack the complex emotional landscape that siblings navigate—from fierce competition to deep companionship. Join us as we share our anecdotes and uncover...

TRIGGER WARNING..................... This week's episode of "My Vicious Love" presents a poignant exploration into the complexities of family dynamics, forgiveness, and the long journey toward healing from trauma. As I navigate through the intricacies of my life, the scars of past wounds often linger, shaping our path forward. This episode is a deep dive into the personal battles fac...

Unveil the secrets to a resilient heart on the latest episode of "My Vicious Love"! Dive deep into the profound theme of a broken heart as we navigate the tumultuous journey of the past 40 days. Join me as I share my battle with heart-related health issues and the transformative lifestyle changes that ensued. Discover the gripping challenges of bidding farewell to caffeine and alcohol in...

In this week's episode of "My Vicious Love," I bravely tackle the often unspoken battles that can arise with ex-partners. Having hesitated for almost seven months, I finally delved into this sensitive subject, prompted by a Christmas Eve incident during my vacation. The episode sheds light on the importance of avoiding the involvement of others, especially family members, in these hi...

In the latest installment of the My Vicious Love Podcast, Chef Logan invites listeners on an immersive journey into the dynamic realm of his chef life. Throughout the episode, Logan provides a firsthand account of the challenges and triumphs that characterize the intense world of culinary arts. From the demanding kitchen atmosphere to the intricacies of managing fatherhood and being a husband, Log...

This Week on My Vicious Love Podcast: In a riveting episode, I sit down with Shea, an acclaimed exotic dancer from the dazzling city of Las Vegas. Together, we embark on a profound exploration of the intricacies surrounding life as a sex worker. Our conversation takes a deep dive into the challenges faced by women in this industry, shedding light on the complexities of navigating relationships whi...

In this week's exhilarating episode of "My Vicious Love," get ready to dive deep into the realms of love, lust, and relationships with none other than the dynamic duo of Ivan and Tyler from the Twenty-Five Eight podcast. It's a special recap episode that marks a significant milestone in the podcast's journey. Join the conversation as we explore the diverse perspectives on lov...

In the inaugural episode of "My Vicious Love'' The focus is on the transformative power of solitude. Delving deep into the roller coaster of emotions that come with embracing alone time, the host takes listeners through the highs and lows of their journey. They narrate a year-long exploration of self-discovery, navigating less-trodden paths, confronting inner demons, and the realizati...

Join us for an extraordinary episode of "My Vicious Love" as we dive into the riveting world of gay relationships in their 30s. In Part 2 Of The Ex Factor this week's installment, my cherished confidant Eddie Hart and I are back for part 2 of "The Ex Factor," and we're cranking up the intensity. Step into the minds and hearts of two gay men who've weathered life&#39...

Get ready for a captivating episode of "My Vicious Love" as we dive deep into a story that challenges the norms of revenge and friendship. Join us as Eddie Hart, my best friend and former partner, spills all the tea on this week's episode. Brace yourself for a heart-pounding cautionary tale that defies expectations! We're uncovering the incredible journey of two ex-lovers who bea...

🎙️ Unveiling the Depths of Love: The Epic Journey of "The Lover Boy" 🌌 Prepare yourselves, podcast aficionados, for a whirlwind odyssey that will redefine your perception of love, vulnerability, and the intricate tapestry of relationships! 🎧 Get ready to embark on an unforgettable expedition with us on this week's episode of My Vicious Love. 💔❤️ Hold onto your hats, because I'...

Hey there, podcast fam! Get ready for an epic episode of "My Vicious Love" as we dive deep into some seriously spicy topics with the one and only My Primo Ivan Rosillo. He's not just an entrepreneur and real estate whiz but also bringing the heat to the studio as we discuss the single life and being straight in a world that loves labels. 💥 We're pulling back the curtain on the &...

Welcome to a captivating episode of My Vicious Love! This week, we're bringing you all the post-wedding vibes from Nashville, Tennessee, where I'm joined by the fabulous Shelby. We've just returned from a jaw-dropping, lavish wedding in Asheville, North Carolina, and we're here to spill the tea on everything that inspired us during this unforgettable weekend. Love and Marriage take...

Alright, fam, buckle up for the most epic and mind-blowing episode of "My Vicious Love" podcast EVER! 🎙️🔥 Get ready to embark on a rollercoaster of emotions as we switch things up and take this episode to a whole new level of fun and excitement! 💃🕺 In this sensational episode, we're diving headfirst into the taboo topics that often make people blush: sex, love, and the tantalizing...

Embarking on a fresh start is no walk in the park, my friends. Let me share a riveting account of my journey—a tale that will make even the most courageous souls quiver. Picture a treacherous path lined with deceit, where my business partner, draped in the cloak of a hardcore Christian, turned out to be a masterful con artist—a web of lies and betrayal unraveled before my eyes. But that's not...

In this captivating episode of "My Vicious Love," we embark on a profound journey alongside Dani, my incredible friend. Together, we delve deep into her life-altering accident, uncovering the reasons behind her confinement to a wheelchair. We witness her remarkable recovery path, filled with triumphant moments and heartbreaking setbacks. With unwavering faith as her guiding light, Dani b...

My dear friend Molly Swing will take us on her journey in today's episodes of Being 50 and Fabulous. Life can be a journey filled with ups and downs, especially for a single mom going through a divorce. Let's explore the highs and lows of dating in your 30s and 40s and the possibility of finding love again and getting married at 50. In your 30s and 40s, the dating scene can be exciting and...

Welcome to a genuinely transformative episode where we explore the intricate tapestry of human connections. Today, we embark on a captivating odyssey to unravel the enigmatic essence of friendships. Prepare yourself for an awe-inspiring deep dive, delving into the profound significance of forging bonds built upon a delicate equilibrium of giving and taking, where the alchemy of compassion, empathy...

Ladies and gentlemen, prepare yourselves for a special episode that will unravel the mysteries of the heart. Join me as I delve fearlessly into my relentless, vicious love cycle, a tale of passion and turmoil. Brace for an intimate journey where the veil of vulnerability is lifted, granting you unprecedented access to the innermost recesses of my being. Together, we shall traverse the uncharted te...