Mental Magic

In this episode we are channeling perspectives, opinions, and truths that have been infused into our consciousness from various aspects of who we are. Being of a multidimensional nature, the nihilist in us communes with the Baptist preacher who breaks bread with the eternal optimist and the infinitely hopeful surrealist who all have their own ideas about what reality as a human being "actually" me...

In this episode Delfina and Ryan are back to discuss this collective transition period between the various realities that we find ourselves inhabiting. We discuss a myriad of topics from cycles of death and rebirth, the impact of consciously perceiving our manifestations materialize, ways we identify and over-identify with aspects of ourselves that are labeled as problematic or deficient, as well...

In this episode we introduce Mychal, a good friend, fellow Waker, and film enthusiast. During our conversation we discuss the role that films have played throughout human history in helping us escape the pain of our everyday realities, as well as confront the trauma of what it means to be alive. Mychal's passion for film, specifically from the early 40s to mid 50s, helps us gain some perspective o...

*Trigger Warning!* This episode contains descriptions of abusive behavior. In this second installment of our "Nightmare Human Being" series, we explore what it feels and sounds like to engage with someone who has deactivated their connection to their humanity. As we've mentioned, we believe that a majority of humanity has been subjected to experiencing the hellish frequency that nightmare humans a...

In this episode we introduce Anthony Parham, a devoted father, brother, son, friend and Licensed Marriage & Family Therapist, as well as the founder of Circle of Life Therapies. We discuss the importance of developing and cultivating self-love, not only within ourselves, but within the next generation. Anthony opens up about some of his early struggles of discovering his inherent worthiness wh...

*Trigger Warning!* If you are currently in an active abusive relationship, where you are the one being abused or you are the one doing the abusing, this episode is NOT targeted towards you. We will make this very clear in future episodes in this series; however, we failed to mention it in this one, so please listen with caution and DO NOT rationalize staying in an actively abusive situation with t...

In this episode, along with special guest, Peter Rollins, we discuss communities turned communions through shared experiences of trauma in life and the trauma that is life; as well as, the endless ways that our relationship with desire can bring shape, form, and definition to our experience of reality. We talk about how death can be found in life, and how our darkness, doubt, and unknowing has the...

Creating the human version of yourself that is presenting and expressing as a human being on the 3D physical plane is a full-time job. From the moment you are birthed, you are told who to be, how to be, and what to fear in order to ensure your continued existence on this plane for as many years as humanly possible. In this episode, we discuss our process of waking up to the ways that we have been...

Being human isn't a job we ever thought that we could qualify for based on the early programming/definitions of what we were told it meant to "be human." After our journey of intentionally seeking to understand ourselves, see ourselves, & know thyself, we have determined that to be human is clearly a labyrinth of paradoxes not easily defined or classified. Being human is a feeling as much as i...

In this episode we introduce Delfina Alden, a mystic, energy worker, spiritual teacher, and beautiful friend, whose work in the world has already changed the lives of so many, including ours. We discuss part of her awakening journey through the lens of shadow work and inner child work, and how this work can open up caverns in our heart that we may have blocked ourselves from experiencing due to th...

When you live in multiple internal dimensions, with various lens overlaying your perspective of the reality that you are inhabiting, there is a great tendency to fracture your consciousness to maintain the illusion of sanity. We have decided that instead of continuing the fracturing process of separating "this" from "that" in our inner world, we have begun the healing process of re-integrating the...

In this episode we introduce Ryan, a friend of the spiritual nature, a seeker, a consciousness explorer, and a rad human being who has played a key part in helping us unlock the more metaphysical aspects and layers of our game through this One wild life. We explore our varied ways of waking up to some layers of consciousness that have popped us out of the 3D matrix of programming that we had been...

In this episode we introduce Blitch, a heretic philosopher, reluctant theologian, and spiritual counselor who primarily works with those in recovery from addictions and mental differences of a wide variety. We discuss the necessity of facing that which haunts us with radical honesty, transparency, and a touch of destabilizing truth. Blitch shares some of his recovery journey as well as some ideas...

In this episode, along with special guest, Barry Taylor, we discuss otherness through the lens of a lecture he gave where he discussed Richard Kearney's book "Strangers, Gods, and Monsters." We talk about the complicated nature of being a human being which necessitates a relationship with the strange other, as well as the monsters that reside both within us and outside of us. We also broach the va...

Our connections with others present an opportunity for us to connect with aspects of ourselves that we have hidden in the shadows of our consciousness, sometimes, for our entire lifetime. In this episode, we dig into the basics of how to do shadow work in community, in connection, and in relationship with other incarnate human beings. We discuss the importance of boundaries, the foundation of ance...

Humans being social creatures has proven to be a challenge for our system as we naturally shift and change our form, our personality, our character. In this episode, we explain the four main categories of external programmers or incarnate guides who have joined us on our journey to earth in our past and current reality. We break down the impact that each of these guides has had on our existence an...

In this episode we introduce Andreas Fleps, a poet & beautiful friend, whose debut collection of poetry, "Well into the Night," reached into the darkest places within us only to reveal the beauty that remains, the fragments that persist, the love that endures. We talk about our journeys through mental illness with the powerful tools of poetry and humor lighting our path. Andreas not only share...

In this episode we introduce our high school bestie, Therese! She's the type of person that once you meet her, it's almost impossible to forget her. We talk about everything from raising kids to processing from childhood trauma, the gifts of therapy and the power of presenting as the most authentic version of yourself. We adore this conversation and are so excited for you to embark on the journey...

We are here as shadow workers and in this episode we share what we have learned from shadow wizards such as Eminem and Jesus. We also share tips for engaging with shadow aspects of your consciousness to hopefully help others bring their own light into the dark corners of themselves. If there is an enemy, the first enemy lives inside of you. How do you want to proceed? Continue the conversation on...

In this episode we introduce Kevin Gema, a critical thinker, an awakening consciousness, an aspiring lawyer, and our long-time friend. We talk about what it means to be conscious and how to navigate this 3D reality from an awakened state of being; alternative interpretations of biblical and mythical stories; the trappings of dogma and the freedom in heretical ways of thinking; and our thoughts on...

In this new segment of the podcast, we get the opportunity to share some of the beautiful mirrors that we have in friends, teachers, guides, and holy authentic beings, in and of themselves.  In this episode we introduce John Raux, an artist, a poet, a community activist, a traveler, and a sage (in my opinion). We talk about the dance of life in and through the realms of creating art, navigati...

Let us introduce ourselves in our multidimensional nature. In this episode, you get a peak into what it feels like to express as a human who follows streams of consciousness as they flow with the neurotic edits of my "recovering perfectionist" ego. I spent ages aiming to be understood, to be concise, to be pocket-sized, to not take up too much space. I'm tired, I'm of filtering who I am to conform...

We've survived life on Earth for a number of years without realizing that we were existing to survive. In this episode, we give you a detailed introduction to our conception of the nature of our internal reality. Then we give you a peak into what happens when you awaken to realize that you, my friend, are an a**hole...But that doesn't HAVE to be the end of your story, as you are presently still ex...

In an effort to find a beginning point, this episode is the backstory (from my perspective) of who I have been, who I believe I Am, and a peek into who I Am becoming. To know where we're going, we must first remember where we've been.  This is a space where we can come together, hear stories about how we've survived life up to this point; how we're thriving in our experiences; how we're heali...