Mekhaela

This pilot episode talks about their lives, introducing themselves to the world, and the reason why they've come up with the podcast. Started out as colleagues, Mia and Erick share almost the same likes, dislikes, opinions, music, whatever. They share the same birth month and even graduated from the same course in college though they studied in different schools. Hence, they call themselves "Kamba...

MEKHAELA wrote a letter a day before MILES' birthday. Maybe it was HER way to finally close HER doors and bid farewell to HIM, and also to reconcile the whole “hoping for him to come back to me”.   "...I have loved you. That’s all that matters." Voiced by MIA

A common friend had told MEKHAELA that Miles had dropped the towel and moved on. It was painful news to bear… how did SHE cope with it?   "...I remembered he said to me (and I still keep that SMS he sent) that he was being honest and all. So, was all of that a lie? Was it just a joke all along? " Voiced by MIA

MEKHAELA has been so clueless on what’s the true purpose of HER existence. Is SHE just here to pay the bills? To be happy? To suffer? "For years I have been wondering what’s the purpose of my being here. I had no clue before. All I know is that I need to live and die like the rest of the lot." Voiced by MIA

MEKHAELA  wrote yet another entry referring to HERSELF as a third person. Under a microscope, what does SHE mean by that? Whois SHE? What has become of HER? Let’s find out in this entry from 12 years ago. “…and so another round of hangover begins!”, exclaimed Mekhaela as she continues to sip her Russian Vodka with a lemon twist. Cover art by MONIQUE Voiced by MIA

Dreams, do they make everything so real or do they make you confused the very next day? This entry speaks about how MILES had been in MEKHAELA'S dreams repeatedly and that’s quite concerning because let’s face it, SHE was in the middle of moving on. "Recurring nightmares of him? How the hell? What the hell? Why the hell?" Cover art by MONIQUE Voiced by MIA

What’s the use of becoming friends with an ex who has hurt you a lot? Was MEKHAELA bitter? Was SHE still hurting? Was it still a good idea to open HER doors if he would like to extend a hand for friendship? "He’s dead. He made me think he’s dead. " Cover art by: MONIQUE Voiced by: MIA

Dreaming about someone that hurt you makes it a lot harder to just shrug the feelings off. But what had MEKHAELA done to move past it?  "After all the crap he’s been saying to me, I finally see what others have tried to warn me about. " Cover art by: MONIQUE Voiced by: MIA

An ex from college had suddenly reached out through social media asking why MEKHAELA disappeared and what could have gone wrong? Did he scare HER of his proposal? Let’s find out! "Let's call him CARLISLE." Cover Art by: MONIQUE Voiced by: MIA

The date? November 15th of 2009. MEKHAELA couldn’t remember the time. But SHE just realized SHE spiraled back to HER weakness. How did it happen? This entry would surely explain, or probably not. It’s up to you to decide. "The only good thing about me getting drunk is I stop talking the minute alcohol reaches to my brain. I don’t flirt, I don’t talk, I just sit there and stare at the people around...

Why did she call it Sancta Terra? A sweet escape? Or a better one? Did MEKHELA create an invisible separator glass from the judging eyes of others? Let’s find out in this entry on Monday. “Take me to a place where no one can follow” Cover Art by MONIQUE Sound by JABS Voiced by MIA

MEKHAELA kept Miles’ messages maybe because SHE wanted to prove to HERSELF that SHE wasn’t crazy and he really existed, or probably SHE was just being creepy. Yeah, it was funny though. Or Maybe because those messages were the only thing that’s left of him. "I used to think of him as someone who would never hurt me. But he just did, and it scared the crap out of me." Cover art by MONIQUE Sound by...

MEKHAELA wasn’t good at dealing with HER emotions and SHE tends to hurt HERSELF. Maybe because when SHE gets herself wounded up, hurting HERSELF conceals the emotional pain SHE'S going through. Little did SHE know that this isn’t healthy. "Why do I have the urge to hurt myself yet again?" Cover art by MONIQUE Sound by JABS Voiced by MIA

When the universe conspires, it does and MEKHAELA thought it was one of those instances that SHE felt the universe hated HER. SHE had to change everything. What happened to HER with Miles had affected everything. But how did it distress MEKHAELA as a whole? "Do I need to change my route as well? " Cover art by MONIQUE Sound by JABS Voiced by MIA

The next entry speaks about the last two entries ago about MEKHAELA meeting this guy named ZIGGY. She's being asked what’s her ideal guy? A question that was asked more often every SINGLE time. Did MEKHAELA had one back then, or not? This guy's question that got MEKHAELA frozen for a bit. "Why can’t just a guy be man enough to say to a woman’s face that it’s really over?" Cover art by MONIQUE Soun...

What the hell was MEKHAELA thinking? Was suicide the only solution to everything? Or was SHE being slapped by the reality and pulled HERSELF together? "It was a very stupid idea, I know. But have you ever gotten the feeling that problems have become so overwhelming and yet there’s no one to hear you out but yourself..." Sound by JABS Cover art by MONIQUE Voiced by MIA

Up to what extent did MEKHAELA go through just to heal? "Guys leave you just like that without any word and that hurts especially if you’ve given your 101%." Cover art by MONIQUE Sound by JABS Voiced by MIA

Laying low after all of those things that happened to MEKHAELA was a good decision, or so SHE thought. Maybe it gave HER time to think and to pull HERSELF together. "Some will be retained but there are some that are going to be forgotten forever. .But have they sympathized with me at the lowest point of my life?" Cover art by MONIQUE Sound by JABS Voiced by MIA

MEKHAELA decided to simply withdraw from the people who wouldn’t understand HER. SHE thought it was all for the best. The less SHE sees them, the little they will see HER vulnerability. Was it a good decision or did it take turn for the worse? "I’m the type who clings to every word a person says." Cover art by MONIQUE Sound by JABS Voiced by MIA

September 2009 came and MEKHAELA decided to set HER sorrows aside and start regaining HER old self. SHE knew it was a difficult process to take but SHE has to start somewhere. Did it do HER any good? "I’m alone in my battle now and the least I can do is to protect myself against those people who take advantage of my being emotionally frail." Cover art by MONIQUE Sound by JABS Voiced by MIA

As August came to an end, MEKHAELA wrote an entry as though SHE was just speaking to MILES. As if he was just in front of HER, but he wasn’t. SHE was just talking to a wall, pretending it was him. Painful to know I can’t have you forever but deep inside, how I wish I could be, for once in my life. Cover art by MONIQUE Sound by JABS Voiced by MIA

MEKHAELA never thought that August in the year 2009 plays a significant role in HER life. A ghost was haunting HER and SHE will not fully recover until MILES leaves HER in peace. Torture or what? “It hurts knowing that I can’t have what I want, but if that person is happy with where he is at now, then I guess, I should be happy for him.” Cover art by MONIQUE Sound by JABS Voiced by MIA

It was a cold and rainy August of 2009 and all MEKHAELA can talk about is HER one precious bottle. This bottle that gave HER life and happiness. But why is it so important? “I know it’s going to be impossible that my bottle will be returned to me, however, I’m still clinging on to the hope of finding it soon. Nothing can replace it. That’s how I love that container. Sound by JABS Cover art by MONI...

Was MEKHAELA battling this all alone or did SHE have some friends who were with HER all along? “I can’t imagine he’s fading away from the picture. Still shocked, unable to believe. But what can I do?” Sound by JABS Cover art by MONIQUE Voiced by MEKHAELA

Was it a smooth process of getting over MILES? Were there any roadblocks along the way? Did MILES suddenly make his presence known and made it too difficult for MEKHAELA? Please say “don’t leave me” and I will stay. I will continue to love you even if it hurts more than you’ll ever know. Voiced by MEKHAELA Sound by JABS Cover art by MONIQUE