Me Again God

Send us Fan Mail There comes a day that few of us are prepared for—the day we begin caring for the people who once cared for us. In this deeply personal episode of The Stuff Under the Stuff , Charlene shares her journey of walking alongside her aging mother while living nearly a thousand miles away. Through stories of caregiving, quiet grief, financial challenges, difficult decisions, and the unse...

Send us Fan Mail What if the struggle you've spent your life battling didn't begin with you? In Part 2 of The Stuff Under the Stuff, Charlene continues her journey into the hidden beliefs that quietly shape our lives. After uncovering her own burden of trying to prove her worth, she begins to recognize something even deeper—a wound that may have been passed from generation to generation....

Send us Fan Mail What if the thing you've spent your entire life trying to prove was never on trial? In this deeply personal episode of The Stuff Under the Stuff, Charlene begins uncovering a wound she didn't realize she was carrying. What starts as a reflection on childhood, motherhood, and identity becomes a journey into generational pain, the search for approval, and the exhausting bu...

Send us Fan Mail Have you ever felt like God forgave you, but you never forgave yourself? In this deeply personal episode, I share a battle I've quietly fought for years. As I prepare to marry Jason, I find myself revisiting old mistakes, old regrets, and old dreams that never came to be. I wanted the marriage my parents had. One husband. One lifetime. One love story. Instead, I find myself p...

Send us Fan Mail The Stuff Under the Stuff: Gaslighting (Part II) – We Said No, He Said Yes Last week, I shared the story of gaslighting, betrayal, and the painful discovery that the marriage I thought I had was built on a perception instead of reality. This week, we pick up where that story left off. Sitting in a U-Haul with a broken heart, a hearing disability that terrified me, and no idea what...

Send us Fan Mail As I prepare to get married in just a few weeks, I've found myself looking back at a chapter of my life that changed everything. In this deeply personal episode, I share the story of how I learned what gaslighting really is—and the shocking moment I realized I had been living it for years. What began as innocent jokes and confusing conversations slowly became something much d...

Send us Fan Mail In this powerful episode of Me Again, God, Charlene Condu tackles one of the most normalized struggles many women quietly carry: people-pleasing. What looks like kindness on the outside is often rooted in fear, approval-seeking, and the exhausting need to keep everyone else happy at the expense of ourselves. Through raw honesty, biblical truth, and real-life examples, Charlene bre...

Send us Fan Mail In this brand-new series of Me Again, God, Charlene Condu dives into “The Stuff Under the Stuff” — the hidden heart issues quietly keeping so many women stuck spiritually, emotionally, and mentally. This isn’t about shame, perfection, or pretending to have it all together. It’s about finally getting honest about the things we normalize: comparison, control, bitterness, striving, p...

Send us Fan Mail We all know what complaining sounds like — but do we know what it means ? In this episode, We dig into what Scripture actually says about grumbling, and the answer might surprise you. It's not just a bad habit or a personality flaw. According to the Bible, grumbling is a heart issue tied directly to unbelief — and God hears every single one. From the Israelites in the wildern...

Send us Fan Mail Sometimes life slows us down whether we want it to or not. After weeks away fighting walking pneumonia and helping care for her mom during another hospital stay, Charlene returns with one of the most personal episodes of Me Again, God yet. In this raw and heartfelt conversation, she opens up about the emotional reality of watching a parent age, grieving someone who is still here,...

Send us Fan Mail Through a deeply personal story and a simple but unforgettable metaphor—the “high five”—this episode uncovers how two people can both reach out… and still walk away feeling rejected. This isn’t about blame.  It’s about awareness. Because somewhere along the way, we stopped going first.  We started protecting ourselves instead of connecting.  And now we’re all standing there… hands...

Send us Fan Mail Why does it seem so easy for men to build connection… while women can sit in the same room, week after week, and still feel alone? In this episode of Me Again, God , Charlene shares a simple, everyday story that reveals something deeper—something we don’t like to admit out loud. It’s not that we don’t want connection. We do. We crave it. But somewhere between wanting it and starti...

Send us Fan Mail This episode is a letter. Written by me, for me — the girl I was in my twenties who thought strength was the same thing as faith. I am reading it out loud because someone else needs to hear it too. Maybe that someone is you. Maybe you are her right now — holding everything together, choosing the wrong things for the right reasons, loving your children from a distance called busy ,...

Send us Fan Mail She can coordinate a hundred people in a room — and couldn't say hello to one woman standing six feet away. Sound familiar? In this episode of Season 2, Charlene opens We Did This To Ourselves with a confession most women are too proud to make: she has been running a mental Match.com profile for a best friend she invented. The woman in her head is safe, permanent, and never l...

Send us Fan Mail She wrote the first book for the woman who was tired. The woman who had done everything on her own, built everything herself, held everything together — and one day looked around and realized she had done it all without God's design and was running on empty. That was Cost of Her Crown. And then she realized the story was only half told. Because behind every exhausted woman wh...

Send us Fan Mail Somewhere along the way, Easter started getting labeled as “pagan”—and if you’ve ever heard the name Eostre or seen the debates about rabbits, eggs, and ancient traditions, you might be wondering what’s actually true. In this episode of Me Again, God , we’re slowing it down and getting honest. We’re talking about where the idea of Eostre even comes from (spoiler: one 8th-century m...

Send us Fan Mail You've seen them clearly. You've learned when to go forward and when to pull back. You've let them go and you're watching the road. Now it's time to fight. In the finale of the Lost Sheep Series, Charlene Condu brings everything home with the most powerful truth of this entire series: you are not helpless. You have never been helpless. You have access to w...

Send us Fan Mail You love them. You've tried everything. And you still don't know — do you keep reaching out or do you step back? Do you call again or does the silence say something they need to hear? Do you show up or does showing up push them further away? In Part 2 of the Lost Sheep Series, Charlene Condu tackles the hardest question parents and partners face when loving someone who w...

Send us Fan Mail If you have a child who has gone cold, gone distant, or gone completely — this episode is for you. In the first installment of the Lost Sheep Series, Charlene Condu sits down in the middle of one of the most painful experiences a parent can face: loving a child who won't let you close. Whether your young adult has shut you out, aimed their pain at you like a weapon, or simply...

Send us Fan Mail What do you do when everyone you lived for... leaves? In this deeply personal episode, Charlene Condu puts down the microphone and picks up the mirror. Nine years ago, she stood in a quiet house, both sons gone, phone in hand, waiting for it to ring — and slowly realized she had built her entire identity around being a mom. When the boys flew the nest, the woman underneath had no...

Send us Fan Mail What does it mean to be the woman who prays when no one else will? In this episode, Charlene gets real about standing in the gap for the people you love most — even when they're the ones throwing stones. From manufactured trauma and blindsiding words from adult children to the loneliness of holding boundaries that cost you everything, this conversation is for the woman who&ap...

Send us Fan Mail March 23, 2025 was the day Charlene got to witness her youngest son and his fiancée get baptized—and move them on her Raptor Roster from "praying for" to SAVED. This episode is a celebration of that victory and a message of hope for everyone praying for someone who hasn't surrendered to God yet. Charlene shares the struggle her other son faces—the "God doesn&ap...

Send us Fan Mail You're reading your Bible. You're praying. You're building. But some of you still don't feel ready—and some of you can't see yet what God is calling you to do. This episode is for you. Because God doesn't call the qualified. He qualifies the called. And your job right now isn't to find your assignment—it's to be so prepared, so rooted, so ar...

Send us Fan Mail What happens when you obey God and nobody celebrates? This episode is for the woman who stood up and was met with silence. It's for the woman who did the hard thing and her front row stayed empty. It's for the woman who's starting to wonder if obedience is worth it when nobody seems to care. In this deeply personal episode, Char shares the story she doesn't usu...

Send us Fan Mail We are running out of time. This episode is a wake-up call for the woman who knows something needs to change but doesn't know where to start. It's for the mother who feels the weight of responsibility, the wife who wants to build instead of tear down, and the believer who is ready to stop going through the motions and start living with urgency. In this episode, we talk a...