Magic And Mistakes

There is only so much you can run away from Escape. I wish I could resist. But just when you think you can move on, the memories of the ghosts of the past show their ugly face. To You. To Who I used to be. To that myth that existed. Once upon a time. .The story: http://disgruntledmob.blogspot.com/2013/10/to-silhouettes.html?m=1 #ConfrontingGhosts #NostalgicNarrative #ExplorerOfHumanCondition #Bitt...

Book: The Parisian ~Isabella Hammad I don't know what love is supposed to sound like. But I do know what longing sounds like. Come back. Hold me. Let's try and undo everything that went wrong. I miss you. The silence will be the end of me. Say something, anything. Please don't keep me hanging. If it is goodbye let's have a proper farewell. Longing spills out in words and somehow being present in l...

Words become irrelevant. Feelings can be made redundant. Silence Scares. Silence Suffocates. Silence is your only companion. Silence is where you hide when all the words fail. I'm tired of explaining. I surender.

I had a lot of ideas. For the episodes. And then life happened. Yet again. More intensely than the last time. Words and Sentiments and I are presently on a break. I also had a blog. Since 2008. Which I deleted last year. I know, I'm an idiot. Am trying to recover all of that and thus found a lot of things I had written wayy back when! That's what is in these episodes. I am technically challenged a...

Lana Del Rey,. Music Lyrics. Words. Obsessed. Check Out The Book : Violet Bent Backwards Over the Grass https://www.amazon.in/dp/1982167289/ref=cm_sw_r_apan_glt_fabc_WV3ZSJF5V7YBX6523YX4. Okay. Bye. Thanks.

Open the clasps of your slight fingers and open your fists, My Love.  For within that palm of your sweet white hand, lies all the passion and desire and the intensity - Want, Hunger, Devotion, Surrender.  My parched lips are trembling with the anticipation of your taste.  Kill Me Now.  And Again and Again, Again,  I pray to all and any God that may hear,  To be born your slave again.  Artist - Mus...

What's there to say? If this was the last thing I said, Would You Hear Then? Letters to Death if you will. Who knows what's there tomorrow. If there is one. Listen, Don't Listen, Peace Out. Music: https://www.chosic.com A Time Forgotten by Darren Curtis | https://www.darrencurtismusic.com/ Music promoted on https://www.chosic.com/ Creative Commons Attribution 3.0 Unported (CC BY 3.0) https://creat...

You see faces. Around and About. All the time. People? Or Shadows? Did you hear the screams calling out your name? Are the voices real? Are you real? Or are you Dead? Is this Hell? With the help of a master in horror story telling, let's ease into the world where hallucinations are more real than actual people. Welcome, to my nightmares! I wish I could ask you to stay, But my ghosts don't like you...

Change is constant. It is The only thing you can count on. Everyone and everything changes. But what brings out all the shades of You in a quick succession? Let's get back to the Victorian World of The Picture of Dorian Gray and find out. The decadent and vain world, curing the soul by the senses, and wandering into the dark side. When you reach the ending,

Written in 1890, Oscar Wilde's A Picture of Dorian Gray, is surprisingly hitting the nerve for whatever shitstorm the world is right now. Navigate the rollercoaster of emotions with simple life lessons that make things simple and acceptable?  Music Courtesy: Art of silence by uniq https://soundcloud.com/uniqofficial Attribution 4.0 International (CC BY 4.0) https://creativecommons.org/license...

Today, I make this podcast finally more mine. I write. When the thoughts in my head, can't be contained, I spill them out on paper. There is no how or why. It just is. I feel too much and maybe that sucks but I hope maybe my words, mean something to you too :) Links to the stories 1) Wonderland, Please Wait, Don't Go! https://esotericmystica.blogspot.com/2021/06/wonderland-please-wait-dont-go.html...

I sincerely wish. I do. To flip the switch. To not feel. The seriously messed up times we are living in, I think most of us want to do the same. Would it not be so convenient? So I tried to find my chaotic feelings in the words of others. That is what this episode is. Poetry, that you may connect to if you think you cannot put them on words your self. The poems that appear in order of appearance i...

Play it as it lays by Joan Didion - What the hell is wrong with you? You know what? You actually love being this way. Why can't you just be, normal? I want to understand but don't repeat the same shit again. Please. You, god damn, you are the fucking problem!! Nothing else. Not the world, not other people, you and the mess you create in your head. Does it sound familiar? There are times when you f...

Love is an infinite loop. Isn't it? This tiny fist size organ in our chests beating drumming humming creates so much chaos in our heads. We all have been there. Rising in love, falling in love, swearing to never do it, not being able to help it either. 9 Chambered Hearts by Janice Pariat is a book that turns love inside out, like shards of glass that could glitter in a kaleidoscope or stab you to...

Eleven Minutes. The only book of of Paulo Coelho that I love. You only find yourself when you push past your own limits. Life has always had a very despicable sense of humour. Hasn't it? Ride Along, and lets find out! Shall We?

This comes with a lot of nostalgia. The Highs And Lows, Anger and Despair, Anxiety and Abandonment, Depression and Desire and Hope and Panic and Getting Lost In A Haze and Mixing the Reality With Imagination, Addictions and Wants and Needs, of You. For You. Of Me and Just Me. This is a messed up book with an equally messed up movie and a soundtrack that would hypnotize you and keep you entrapped....

More often than I would want, too many emotions creeps into my heart and head and make me anxious and I can't breath. When this happen, I find solace in words, words that I know. And I fall back into the lap of Sylvia Plath, the mirror to my chaos. I hope she pacifies a little bit of your fears too :) After all we have to find whatever keeps her afloat from somewhere.

When lovers have to sound elite, they are often found quoting Rumi. But do we actually understand what his idea of love is~ With this episode, let me burst a little bubble of misconception about Rumi. To understand the madness of love of Rumi and Shams refer to these books: a) Elif Shafak - The Forty Rules of Love b) A Mirrored Life - Rabishankar Bal and for the selected Rumi Poetry you should def...

Stephen Chbosky's The Perks of Being a Wallflower  is a book that comes out once out of the blue, and change the entire landscape of whatever is going on in the literary world. There are also very very limited movies, that can re-create the essence of a book; from page to page, to frame to frame. The 20th addition of the book came out. And it comes with an astonishingly wonderful surprise. If...

Some days just make you feel like crap. It can be any random ridiculous reason that you can think of. Today's one of those days and for some reason I couldn't get this poem or song on whatever you want to call it out of my head so if you are having a crappy day as well, I hope this one makes you feel little bit better 🙂

Words strike harsher than a sword. Shouldn't then we be more responsible about them? I am Aadya and this is my little world of words that made me feel. Intensely.